性感热舞

一直都觉得~会跳热舞的女生一定很美~性感~
去了pub那么多次~
没有真真跳过一次舞~
都是在那边随意摆动身子~
很想很想学~谁可以教？
教我~~

开了很多youtube的link..
妹妹取笑我身体不协调~
aarrggghhh不甘心~~
教教我!!

♥女人的矛盾-- 准到爆!!

(1)想打电话/传简讯给他
,又自己怕会打扰到他…
想偶尔不找他让他吃点干醋
,自己又忍不住按下通话键…

⑵有结婚的念头,
怕婚后会变黄脸婆男人不要…
不想结婚,
又怕自家男人长翅膀飞掉…

⑶想生孩子,
怕产后身材走样老公嫌弃…
不生孩子,
又怕被婆婆骂是不下蛋的母鸡…

⑷想刻骨铭心爱一次,
怕男人不够爱她…
想随随便便爱一次,
又怕男人太过爱她…

⑸想做男人的初恋,
怕男人不够浪漫…
想做男人的终结,
又怕男人不够真心…

⑹希望自己是男人的第一个"X伴侣",
怕男人没有经验…
希望自己是男人第N个"X伴侣",
又老是在吃他前女友的干醋…

⑺想再瘦一点,
偏偏男人却说喜欢肉点比较好抱…
想再肥一点,
偏偏男人又说喜欢瘦点看起来比较养眼…

⑻买贵点的衣服,
怕男人说你尽会奢侈浪费…
买地摊衣服,
怕男人又说穿出来丢人现眼…

⑼聪明点的,
怕变女强人最后变剩女…
(很多最后都是剩女)
较笨点的,
又到处提提防防深怕被骗…
(很多最后还是被骗)

⑽看完帖后,
是不是觉得女人怎么会有那么多抉择…
可是又不可不叹息这些抉择真的好难选出一个答案

clarification~~~

from jojo~~
she say.. she read my blog.. tot i'm fall into randy~~
OMG!! no no no!!!
don get me wrong..
no!!!

arrgrghhh~~ not randy ya..
haih.. luckily jojo tell me..
u guys.. raise up your hand.. who think i fall wit randy de after read my blog.. fast fast tell me..

i don believe

i don think that.. after i have done so many things..
you still can know it...
try me..

i'm cruel than you think..
after make this blog publicly.. i think that wanna adjust some post or not..
but.. don care la.. now ad very late.. tmrow need to work lagi...
i don think they know this blueberryyogurtdrink is belong to me... wuahahahaa

我喜欢他！！

我不喜欢用暗号~
因为。。我会搞砸~
我会不小心说出来~
我的心不舒服~
可是这次~
我一定要守着这秘密~
因为它爆发~
会有很多人受伤害~

我真得很讨厌你~
敢做不敢当~

喜欢我却不敢~
说不会再和她一起~
你问问你自己~说了多少遍~
可是呢~

一次又一次心软~
不要在我面前演出好男人的一面
我受够了~

为了你~
我担心我和她的感情
为了你~
我吃了多少苦~
为了你~
我做了多么多的事情~
可是呢~
你的回报是什么？
一脚把我踢开~
说一句我们当兄妹吧~
你要的我成全~

我不会理你们了~
把心关上~
不再听你的甜言蜜语~
不要了~

我那伤痕累累的心~都是被你造成的
不要让我没有能力爱人~
离开我吧~
永远不要理我~
彻彻底底的从我感情生活中消失吧~

stupid love~

Stupid in love
Oh
Stupid in love

1st verse:
Let me tell you something
Never, have I ever
Been a size 10
In my whole life
I left the engine running
I just came to see
What you would do if I
Gave you a chance
To make things right
So I made it
Even though Katy
Told me that this would be nothing
But a waste of time
And she was right, mm

Don't understand it
Blood on your hands
And still you insist
On repeatedly trying
To tell me lies
And I just don't know why

Chorus:
This is stupid
I'm not stupid
Don't talk to me
Like I'm stupid
I still love you
But I just can't do this
I may be dumb but
I'm not stupid

2nd verse:
My new nickname
Is "You Idiot"
(Such an idiot)
That's what my friends
Are calling me when
They see me yelling
Into my phone
They're telling me "Let go.
He is not the one."
I thought I saw your potential
Guess that's what made me dumb

He don't want it
Not like you want it
Scheming and cheating
Oh girl, why do you

清静

想享受回我那清静的部落格~
当初写部落格的原因是什么？
只是想要抒发自己的情绪
但是如果这些会伤害到人~
我决定关闭~

写部落格的原因~
是把我在现实生活中所不能表达的
在这里统统写下来~
很难想象像我这么大喇喇的人也有不能说的秘密~
我这个心直口快的人也有憋住的一天~
可想我那些秘密是多么的黑暗~

想写却不可写~
我不要~
所以~放弃了~
放弃我这小小的秘密花园吧~
被凯意影响了~
不管了~

只专属我的黑暗世界~
不爽的可以别看~

my inbox

i love my inbox full wit tek wa #^.^#
the cute emotion tat he key in by himself...

tat time i don know his name.. so i juz throw my phone let him to key in his name and number.. haha.. very yeng hor.. juz act like i have nothing on him.. (in fact.. tat time i really have nothing on him) juz like all the guy i meet and i date and try to date.. i normally have nothing on the guy early early.. but after tat.. chemical bertindak balas..

i want to sleep.. but.. i prefer sms wit him.. make him jealous the things i moody...
i say.. the moody story i tell you will make you become not concentrate..
he said.. yea... u r the 1st.. waaa.. wat's ur prob until i cant concentrate..?? i can de la.. try me dear..

i replied.. mayb.. u think u wont get influence.. but i hope u jealous dao till cant concentrate..~ blekk.. teasing him~ hahaha..
jealous?? okie.. u better tell me now~ hehehe

don want tell him..
don want 1st... =)

laz post for todayl.. scold me fa hao ba~~

he... really very geng

he is.. man dao!!!!
LoL! he won 4 gold metal d~~
still have 2 event.. i hope he can get another 2 gold again~~
he is man dao.. geng dao...
OMG!! this is wat i like... this is... LoL!
feel proud of him..

i ask him.. who is the person u call to say u have won gold metal. he say.. no1 but but u... feel sweet.. but i don trust him d... all guys's credibility already broke inside my heart..

hi..
how r u..
. moody..?? i won 4 gold.. but still have 2 more event.. y u moody?
hopefully can get gold again.. y u moody.? u okie??
hehe.. thxxxxx..!!! good luck kiss a..?? hehe.. i sure have time de for u.. if u wan tell me.. n u hv to tell me.. hahaha..

shh... chit chat wit tek wa now

chit chat with him right now~~ =)
don scold me...
i don know wat i want to do..
no feeling toward him.. ( i guess)
but..

juz let me play fire ba =)

sharon laudi~

i cant do it.. my dear...
don leave me alone...
i wanna go with you...
stay at here can??

everyday when i'm alone.. stay at home i'll bcum moody~~
so.. everyday like to go around.. long long kai also don want back to house..
plan want to do EY's stuff after back also moody.. lazy to do..

my dear.. don leave malaysia can?
y need go so far?
i want go with you too..
i don care i have no money..
i wanna run away...
with you~

我们的约定呢？

你的繪畫凌亂著 在這個時刻
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿 甜蜜散落了
情緒莫名的拉扯 我還愛你呢
伴你斷斷續續唱著歌 假裝沒事了

時間過了走了爱情面臨選擇
你冷了倦了 我哭了
一開始的不快樂 你用卡片細寫著
有些愛只給到這 真的痛了

怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢淹了
開心與不開心 一一細數著 你在不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻 我都還記得
你不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音乐盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢淹了 我都還記得
你不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

友谊变质了？

变质~
友谊会升华爱情吗？
友谊会灰飞烟灭吗？
射手座的我~
最不会看人脸色~
可是你~
教会了我~
不懂什么时候~ 你开始注意我的status
会把自己对号入座~ 可是宝贝~我真的不是在写你~
虽然情况和你有点像~可是真的~不是在写你~
而我~也渐渐地~不懂在什么时候~开始注意你的status.. 不管是facebook或是twitter..
自己也对号入座了~

你有问我~这是在说我吗?
我永远都有回答~不是~不要想太多~
而你~从来都不会回答我~ 不管答案是或不是~
你都不会回答我~

什么时候我会变得那么战战兢兢呢？
以前那横冲直闯的我虽然不讨人喜爱~但是我活的很自在~
害怕，担心~我在几时踩到你尾巴~
明明是你放我飞机~我了解你~冲动的个性~所以虽然生气~也无可奈何~
生气你~会让自己的心情变差~所以我都努力让自己赶快复原
不去想不去理~

可是脑子这样想~手还是会跑到facebook,twitter 看看你有什么回应~
你说~你知道我的个性~所以~以后有什么活动~不要告诉我了~
是要我放弃你了吗？你是不要这段友谊了吗？
是我理解错了你的意思吗？
这句话让我痛心~这是什么？代表什么？
知道你最近心情不好~不懂是什么~你不愿说~我不会逼你~
每个人都有自己的秘密花园~ 当你想说的时候~ 我会是你的最佳听众~

是什么时候开始？ 是我和你的男朋友去gym的时候吗？
我很担心~真的！
我考虑了很久才决定去的~如果我的男朋友和我的好朋友走的太过亲密~
我会不爽~所以~我一直拉开我和你的男朋友之间的距离~
是因为他吗？我问过你很多次~你介意吗~
当时你说你介意的话~我可以不去gym的~
我可以放弃我那剪掉10kg的伟大计划~
方法不是只有去gym而已~可是你 nicole teo在这世界上真的只有一个~

我不想~我的blog只为了唱衰人而存在的~
（虽然你们都这么说）从我生气邱玉欣开始~到和凯意的玩笑骂架~
你们都觉得~我若不爽谁都会到我的部落格讲一下~
Edmund问过静盈~ 你不介意吗？她到blog去骂你~
说真的~我没想过你们会介意~
我只想过我自己~ 把自己的情绪抒发成文字~
对不起~如果真的伤害到你们了~

我以前都不觉得这是缺点~
终以为这是小小的任性~
一直到~上次写邱玉欣的事~搞得她怕到整个考试周都不的空闲~
以为我真的讨厌他~
对不起~我没想过搞得那样的满城风雨~
我是那种嘴巴说说~可是我不会去憎恨一个人的人~
就像我极讨厌莹莹~
可是她的一句问候~我也不懂我以前为什么那样的讨她厌了~

对不起呀邱玉欣~我真的只是玩玩的~
就像我的题目也是~闲来没事找人骂~
真的太没事情做~才乱乱写的~
我当初打算关部落格的原因~这是其中一个~
我的部落格会让很多人伤心~会伤害到很多人~

雪伦和我熟~才和我说~
我喜欢你的个性~真的~不是假人~ 真诚~
会骂人~但是有口无心~
她了解我~所以体谅我，
她不觉得我的这些缺点是缺点~
我也以为~

直到现在~才了解~不是每个人都和雪伦有同样的想法~
不懂我的个性~
为了这个~我想每个人进行试探~ 探出谁是了解我的人~
谁让我觉得他会因为我的话而受伤的人~


在这里想和那些真真了解我的人~ 献上无比的感谢~ 谢谢你们的了解，谅解，理解~
也在这里对那些会被我无心的话~被伤害到的~献上我最诚恳地悔意~
我以后真的会开始学习看人脸色~
不会心想什么就说什么~
会三思而后行的了~~

第三者

何谓第三者？
我们相爱~他和她之间已没有感情或是因为某些阴谋而在一起等等~
只要你不可以光明正大地和她手牵手，一起拍拖在沙滩上，一起逛街~
你就是第三者~

看了点解阿sir系阿sir，
我看的那一集是杨怡在小巷里找回码头的出路~那可怜无比的样子~
是的~第三者不可以在大街上抬头挺胸地走，要在小巷里穿梭~
寻找出路~可悲的是，男朋友不会陪你一起找出路~
他在大街上牵着他的正牌女友逛街~

在小巷的那无助感，他是不知道的~
明白贪恋拿甜蜜的爱情~但是你能承受那无助的寂寞，恐怖吓人的结果吗？
和你的朋友坦白？ 我喜欢你的男朋友！能吗？

喜欢她那句话~我这样~像女朋友进来我却要躲在床底下的情妇有什么两样？！
以前我终是不齿那些第三者~
干吗要抢别人的男朋友阿 ？
自己不会去找个吗？
现在~ 我不懂了~
真心相爱却不能在一起~是第三者吗？
是女朋友还是受害者？

想告诉她~爱情不是唯一~
这样的男生值得你去冒险吗？
他高吗？ 成熟吗？ 有钱吗？能干吗？关心你吗？
值得吗？

会说~等下出去~不要和她讲~
这样的男生~理过你的感觉吗？
当过你是他的甜心吗?
在乎过你吗？
你~醒过来了吗？
看清他的真面目了吗？
这种男生~
算了吧~不要吧~由他吧~不要想了吧~

他只是在寂寞时找你消遣消遣时间~
就算是真心的~也要有勇气拿出来证明给你看~
这样的男生~才是可以让你值得和他一起去冒险~
如果不是~算了吧~
看开点~
他只是你人生中小小的一篇chapter..
不是你的整个人生~

放弃你的那一刻、我哭了

有些痛

说不出来

只能忍着

直到能够慢慢淡忘

有些爱

不能坚持

即使不舍

也只能够潇洒放弃

一开始我就没认为这段感情会有任何结果，

所以在经营它的时候我很小心，

时刻提醒自己应该怎么做，

以至于到现在我不会伤的很深。

如果有一段爱情能让你变得美丽，

或是激起你某种潜能和动力，

那么，

即使这段爱情没有结果，

它也是美丽的，

是值得你无怨无悔的。

就像一朵花的开放，

花也许知道，

它开完以后就会凋落，

它凋落后却不一定有果，

但它还是开了，

开得那么热烈，

在它最美丽的时节。

在我们的生命里总会出现这样的人，

就像是季节的轮回，

会在我们的生命中交迭走来，

有些只稍作停留就匆匆离去，

有些会就此留下来，

陪伴我们今后的日子。

而我们就属于前者，

来得也快，

走的也快！

我们真正相爱的日子是很短暂的，

短暂的就连我自己都无法相信人怎么会这么善变。

但是当我真正理解的时候我知道这样做是对的，

因为在我们爱情的道路上唯一能做的就是放弃，

即使有几千几万个不舍，

但只能这样做。

许多时候，

明明是站在一份真爱跟前，

却不得不以泪封缄。

但如果理智的沉默可以换来我们今后的更多的沉默及痛苦，

那么所有的理性与克制，

痛苦与付出，

又何尝不是值得的呢！

纵使错过一生，

却永远不会成为过错。

虽然我们的爱很短暂，

但足以让我刻骨铭心！

是的，

如果有什么是我们生命中注定要留存下来的，

那么不论悲与喜、乐与忧，

都是我们生命中无法剥离和抛弃的财富；

如果我们把它当作财富而甘愿守护一生的话，

它便是我们一生也享用不完的。

有的时候我会想：

如果真的有来世，

给他所有所有，

永不言悔。

为了亿万光年的那一瞬重逢，

我愿意付出一切！

如果生活和爱情可以选择做“0”，

那么就不要去考虑其它。

因为“0”是圆满的，

没有终点，也没有起点；

没有相逢，也没有分离；

所有的一切都会一直延续，

没有曲折……

可是我们没有选择。

珍珠是贝壳一生的心疼，

你是我一世的牵挂！

错过的是一段光阴，

留下来的依然是那份不变的牵挂；

走过的是一段往事，

沉淀下来的依然是那份不变的真诚；

经历过的是一段缘份，

藏在心底的依然是一份不变的祝福！

dissappear a while..

announcement....
dissappear in blogger a while ya.. so don get mad when u enter this page but then no new update from me... quite emo... many things happen.. i have a bit cant handle it...

need time to recover...
need time to consult my fren who want try to do stupid things that hurt me...
need time to understand wat is the most important things now in my life...
need time to understand..
need time to gam fui...

hope... somethings happen cheer me up
hope... my fren is understand don do stupid things again..
hope... faster recover back to normal roro
hope... gam fui success!!!
hope... can forget tek wa!!
hope... i can live my own life
hope... learn not to care so much coz turns out.. i'll be the most get hurt..

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btw.. khai yee.. don call me ro... i don like!! this is my ex call me that name..
i'm not saying that he is the only 1 i give permission to call me like that...
but i think that name is not good.. very MAN.. not girl girl..
i like ppl call me roro~~ that's cute... or.. roanne also can.. any nickname pop out can tell me too~~

luck for today? 50%

today luck.. 50%..
i calculate for myself.. hahhaa..
go to office.. hates to wait ppl open the door for me..
luckily.. others intern ppl have password..
he open door for me...

i ask for the password.. he gave me..
feel so happy!! next time i no need wait at outside again..
i told evon i have password.. but is other ppl de.. can i?
she said.. y so mafan..
come come meet kent.. another cute colleague.. he do the finger print for me..
now.. no need remember password.. my hand is the key to enter office.. hahahaha..
love it.. i do hate memorize all the password..
the photostat machine got password.. each pendrive have password.. arrgghh!!

then.. today.. evon gimme a laptop~~ hahaha..
i have another latop..
i no need bring my laptop go.. my laptop very heavy de..
the purpose is to watch movie.. so screen bigger than other..

office laptop ringan sikit.. liked it.. i have a laptop.. especially..
the password evon gimme me can access internet!!! wohoo!!
hahaha.. i don dare to use it on fb~~
scare scare.. she also scare..
i say to her.. u gimme many works till i cant on9 la..
hahaha..

i feel i'm finally an employee of EY.. but..
lucks turns bad after this..
many many things happpen.. really..
feel tired.. feel sad.. feel emo..
y turns out like this? no idea~

angels in my life

From khai yee.. I do know that people who read my blog like me to mention their name in my blog.. they have more motivate to see my post.. see whether wat have I write abt them.. ermm..

Erm.. it’s a bit weird.. especially I saw my name appear in other ppl blog.. haha.. not that kind of weird.. I doubt myself.. am I have so influential? Can I influence people till my name keep on appearing in their world?

My frenz told me.. I’m her angel in her life.. woaw.. that’s sweet.. I do have lots of angel in my life too.. in lok yuk.. I have slg.. in NS.. I have suri~ sweet suri always help me this princess lipat mattress..~ love her~ in matrix.. in have block D 107(lia lia and Sharon, belle belle)~ in uni.. I have 7799~ now in intern.. I think I sure have an angel who keep help me~ simon? Edmund? Paul? On tze? Evon? Sunny? Samuel? LoL~ hopefully they can see I write their name in my blog in the future~ mayb.. in the future.. I’ll give them permission to read my blog… hope~ coz .. this is mean.. they are in my part of life that I wanna protect d~ my angels..

glad to heard that.. from people who cares me..

Had deleted the sweet promises that store in my laptop~

Coz.. it is no meaning already~ =)

I dint sad abt that.. feel relieve..

We do not continue to next stage.. but we “down grad” to normal fren~

Y use downgrade? Coz we nearly over the limit that we should have..

But now.. we talk out.. hehe~ feel funny.. it is more funny than previously the style that we talk~

We both feel like.. there is nothing to worried abt.. back to yuan dian.. back to starting point..

i told him i'm sad.. but turns out.. no.. langsung tiada hurt coz of him.. mayb..

coz there is too many things happens around these few days..

My sis ask me.. “jie jie.. u dating now?”

“y my dear?”

“if no.. my frenz wants to know you~”

….. speechless..

haha.. even the guy smaller than me.. abt 7 years ba.. want to know me.. LoL!!

I started no doubt that.. the person I know in the gym dint lie to me.. yup!! I’m pretty girl~

Lol!!

Sharon keep on intro some hot guy to me.. urrgghh~~ how to get know ar??

Lol!! This Sharon.. this make me feel like “xiang qin” aarrrggghh~

I don want it.. she seems like want I fast fast get dating.. keep on wanna intro some guy for me..

Now even I catch her phone also wanna warn her.. no more suddenly ask guy to talk wit me in the phone… LoL! Never meet b4~ wat we can talk in the phone?!

Arrrgghh~ hope this week baby sitter day don have suddenly surprises~ no hot guy plz…

I do like surprise.. but this kind of surprise.. erm.. thx~ get off!

After this.. I started to see around my office colleague see whether got hot and cute guy..

(actually I found it in previous week, but I say that I wont start a relationship wit auditor.. but now.. haha.. they are so cute..)

See yuan fen lo~ now is peak period.. no people wanna think of it.. start OT soon.. my big buddy ask me don get into relationship wit those ppl low pangkat.. at least find a senior manager level de~ erm!! Lol!

This buddy can fight wit Sharon.. keep on ask me dating also.. am I look so many yearsssssss no bf liao ma? Ok! I’ll find it in this internship life.. don want let u guys worried abt my relationship life.. Lol! Any cute guy muz intro to me ya..

emo~~

my period ad go long time ago ar...
(i feel 2 days is long d)
hahah.. but y i still emo??

emo is only when the time i have period i will experienced it.. y.. this emo so long geh?
feel that i cry when i emo...
my dears.. again..
my name is roanne...

i super duper straight forward de...
roanne is means.. like tat..
if i have something to tell you.. like this..
i'll post here.. to let you know..
nicole teo~~ no!! i dint saying any isi tersirat to you...
wat happen to you??

i dint ask you but u better gimme me good explaination...
y deactivate fb?
y ur blog cant access d?
y so emo till no profile pic..
(i really strongly suggest you put the pic i send to you)
wuahahhaha... u see.. i emo till also want to ask you y... u better tell me everything ar..

baby sitter again~

sharon call me juz now.. ask me be her baby sitter next week.. sat and sun~
urrgghh!!! this make me recall the camp kindergarden baby sitter~
recall andy.. recall many things...

i cant say no..
coz.. she is in trouble!! LoL!!
i can know how worry is her.. i want to help he.. so.. plz bless me... dont get killed by those child..
or.. u can come and be helper too.. hahaha

their mom give us permission to scold, to hit, to tampar... if the babies if bu ting hua~~
really?? hahahahhahahaahaha
glad to heard that... lol!
but i know i wont do that la...
i'm the loving, caring roanne ma~~ wuaahhah
blekk.. i hope i wont use that method too..

arrgghh!! baby sitter.. now my head very big d.. start think of how to take care of them.. arrgghh!

keep fit?!

y so many people start keep fit these few days?!
nicole start it.. she say kena influence by us in yamca session~ wuahahahaha~
then.. juz now.. my mom say it also. OMG!!
my fat mom want to fight wit me too?!

arrrgghhhh!! she is the 1 who get the fattest champion in my house.. now she also say want loss 5 kg~~ ask me teach her..
LOL!! yaii.. i don want~~ sobs sobs..
ya.. i agree.. i'm small gas...
blekkk...

then i teach her.. do holla hop and skipping..
her reaction: yerr.. don want!! hng!
wat the?! LoL!!
she don bliv holla hop can slim.. she say.. my holla hop so big..
the waist sure bcum more bigger.. but not slimmer. haih..
y don bliv me?
let's prove it after 8 months.. show to her!! hahhaa

juz now we go and measure our waist.. haih..
secret between my mom and i... shhhh...
hahhaa..i told her.. don eat rice.. don eat after 6pm..
according to those 38 slg give the information~

then she say.. ohh.. no need eat.. then i don cook lo~~ hahah
there is no effect for me.. don cook ba. but...
my poor daddy and bro.. u have no food to eat.. hahahha..

i plan d.. don eat after gym.. (coz after gym ad over 6pm more more liao)
if really hungry muz eat la.. i wont torture myself geh...
if can.. eat fruits.. (according to khai yee)
hope i can do it.. next time visit me.. next time find me yamca.. remember to bring buah tangan ar... i wan fruits!!! but no banana and papaya.. i hate it!! i hate papaya...
at least.. u cut it small small piece for me~

communication plz..

i don mind ppl talk back behind me.. but i do hate when ppl twisted my words..
when u don understand my words.. or i dint say it clearly.. u can ask me again.. i don mind geh~~
i really don mind talk again tell the story line again..

i don mind.. plz plz plz... don twisted my words..

pretty girl here

keep being praise pretty girl.. slim in gym~ LoL~
feel happy for it...
my fren say... if he don know me... he sure will tell his fren who is the pretty girl..
fewit fewit... LoL!!

i feel my "xu rong xin" is fully man zhu d~~
LoL!! feel very small gas..
i'm the fattest 1 among slg~~
oh.. plz... yap cheng yah!!! faster back... beh tahan d...
jinyin ad 38 kg.. khai yee ni... 44kg.. nicole.. she don want tell me.. but u know... sure..... slimmer than me!!!

once upon a time~~

(this post write liao many days ago... this time juz have time to upload it... )

I’m cruel.. I notice it.. I’ll wipe off.. I will delete all the memory wit my ex when the time we break up.. I’ll delete all the sms, photos, sweet promises that we make together..

My fren say juz a memory ma.. u sure will regret it in the future.. no more photos.. no more things can recall him~ yup~ I do agree I might be.. will.. regret in the future.. but I still will choose the step to delete it now..

No more photos, no more his phone numbers in my phone.. no more viewing his fb profile.. I even want to unfriend all my exs~ but.. cannot la… they will think I’m small gas( I am.. I cant deny it) hahaha..

I feel my tears is going out from my eyes this morning.. luckily Simon ask me something.. I think he know I’m not I n a good condition.. he come and ask me borrow the pencil and eraser.. I saw both things has in his table.. wonder y he want to come and ask me.. btw. Thanks! Coz of u~ I tahan it… then continue to my work..

When he ask u have “cha zi jiao” (the eraser).. kk people will say cha zi jiao.. I feel funny( I have so long din heard this term already).. coz of this I stop my tears.. there is so many cute guys at outside.. y I want to bother this small little things? I don know wat he mean for me. I don know wat I mean for him.. juz ai mei ai mei.. he is uncertainty..same as me.. we cant having a relationship in short term..

We both have different problem which cause we only can be bff.. but not girl fren and boy fren.. I told him I’m done of his uncertainty.. but.. the most uncertainty.. the things I don know is my heart.. if I choose not to penduli his problem.. there are no problem between us.. we will be the bff forever.. so.. the problem is not your there.. is me.. my problem..

Not going to put anything of my feeling toward him right now(if not sharon gonna kill me).. don know in the future.. will settle it tonight.. I’m done wit these kind situation.. wat I know in conclusion, in a nutshell.. there is only bff as our result..