不，乐

今天心情很糟。

是睡得不够吗？

不觉得。

蓝懒星期一吗？

也有可能。

会是因为他吗？

不会吧。

走了的走了

别把我的微笑也带走

喜欢的不再回头

我的男人是工作

做个女强人不是我一直梦想的吗？

遇见一个也把一生嫁给了工作的人

感觉好熟悉

看着他活的自然

活得坦荡

加油！ 

把爸爸给的零用钱兑现吧

爸爸好可爱

这么大了还会给零用钱

拿了卡久久不去兑换

放在钱包里

暖暖的。

属于我最爱的男人的关怀

心烦的答案

当你已知道答案是残酷的

你仍然想从他嘴巴说出来

不管心里已经自我准备了几久

仍然无法从答案里释怀

原来当初的事实竟被你看出那样

有个心思慎密的朋友有时。。。

不管这样，过了一天。我看开了

告诉自己不可带着那种心情过日子

昨晚在跑道上，丝丝快乐从汗水琉璃出来都无法掩盖那泪水的味道

边跑边哭，旁边的人看了会觉得奇怪吧

是在拍戏吗？为何边跑边哭？

承认自己的戏剧细胞满强的。

这点要改一改。

不要每件事情都把它当成戏来看，戏来演。

加油！因为昨晚的心情，搞得自己的心里一点平安也没有。

每件事情不需向人交代，如果这真是你认为的

那就算了。时间会让你证明。我不需开口解释。

今天迟了半个小时起身

心脏好想快跳出来一样

好像上课快迟到了

天知道我搞了多少闹钟就为了提醒我早上也不可懒惰，要去跑步！

今天迟了。做少一点。可是不可以不做！

P/s: 知道这篇还说不出我万分之一的委屈，我看了也MCC

宠坏了

这几个礼拜吃好的，睡好的，有人疼着。

饭来张口，茶来伸手的日子好幸福。

当一切归零的时候，让我变得不知所措。

想了想，之前的我到底怎样生活的？

之前是决不允许自己面对没水喝没东西吃的状况。

钱又忘了按。又糊涂定了撞考时期的机票。当生活面对混乱的时候。好还有你陪着我说话。

很奇怪的，这些混沌的一切，突然变得很清晰。

End of Q3 2013

Reach sept.. Left 4 months 2013 will be go to history..

How's your new year resolutions? Did you achieve anything?

This early of year we having a "bbq night" in ah soon house.. 

Putting "" symbol because of we all not really eating.. (Except for seafood taufu) as i remember that is my 1st time knowing have this process food in this world and i fall in love with it ever since after that. 

Having kong ming deng writing our wishes.. New year resolution.. On a pieces of paper then flew it away.. The highest the more we can achieve..

I remember mine is the highest.. The far_est.. However and it drop in the middle of nowhere.. Then soon laughed at me.. Well.. Ur resolution only can reach till mid of year.. June dah habis..

Wondering it came true or not.. Wondering what soon said is true or not.. 

What is you guyz new year resolutions?

Kyee list down every month what she wanna achieve with..

Jyin almost painted all the faces of the kong ming deng..

I'm not believing in new year resolutions.. I never really will wrote down my hope for the year as i know.. I wont change it by the way..

I hate the responsibilty behind it makes me needed to taking care of.. My life is miserable and i hardly maintain it why would i make myself more stress as giving myself a target?

However, my 1st ever experience having kong ming deng.. As i hope i am really writing down something as my new year resolution.. Here's mine..

I want gam fui! Aka i wan diet aka i wan slim down aka don wan to be fei mui/ fei po in the future..

Nearly end of the year.. Have i achieve it? I am wondering the word from soon does it become true as my weight is really stop decreasing and increasing these few month.. Really.. Middle of the year.. 

Well.. Nevertheless.. My weight isn't decrease but my stamina is increasing.. The noobie do not trust I can finish 8km in 1 hour.. She thought that 5km would takes my 2 hours (as the record of Lok Yuk time we merentas desa) 

流浪

想跑到世界某个角落流浪去

想抛开一切人情世故流浪去

想钻研各个异地小巷流浪去

流浪的血液不停在体内流转着

跑吧，跑吧

September, please be nice to me

Morning uols.. 

Well.. I did long time no wish people in the blog as I thought everyone of us start quiting blogging..

Recently I realize that there is many people is still actually reading my post( I can see from the traffic jam schedule and people start whatApps me asking me are you OK?)

I choose to ignore all these thing as I am afraid that telling you guys the truth.. However after all these days.. Nahhh.. That's not a big deal.. Promising myself do not let my friends worried about me..

September please be nice to me..!! I do agree in the past month I am superb emo.. Sigh.. I hate to admit.. But is guys stuff..

Roanne stuck and emo because of the guys.. Sad case.. Yeah.. But I am a girl.. So.. Yes.. That's not a shame.. Having problem with him makes me have more time to dig out the negative part in my mind.. Shooting everyone in the blog.. Noobie.. Past few post is relating about you.. Sorry I dint mention name in past few post as I do really thought there is no one will look to blog anymore and I do not know the post will create so big a mess.. 

There is another aimless shooting blogpost.. Noobie I do feel that the distance between us is 100 steps and you do not even wan to step forward to me.. So right now.. Come to me babe!!! 

爱上一个人，请把他爱得没心没肺

也不要爱的失去自我。

I think I am the latter case. That is why I choosing to step back as I really pretty hate myself for being that kind of girl.

Thanks for your concern. Thanks for periodically checking me alive or not. Please do not ask me how's your work? ( as i think that's the answer I will put on my tape and let you replay, replay and replay.. Is like tat lo...)

Just ask me to treat u guys makan.. Coz I am enjoy feeding u guys become big fat women and I am slimming down!

Love, roro