budget budget

started my 1st budget planning~

study so many cash budget but never apply it coz i know it wont work at me~

but.. still want to try~

want to know how much i spend in this month~

(so i buy lots today 31st march) hahaha

tmrow is another day ma~ tmrow juz start my budget planning~

so.. let's get started!!

budget:

income:

petronas: 500.00

allowance: 160.00

expenses:

rental: 157.30

car: 35.00

food: 300.00

entertainment: 100.00

saving: 67.70

see end of the month april~ i really can save? or.. totally deficit?

curious curious~

不抱怨·最美丽 （前传）

之前的不抱怨·最美丽是从我看了这边我朋友写的后
我自己再以这“不抱怨·最美丽”这题目写上我自己的对这句话“不抱怨·最美丽”的想法
搞得你们个个都不懂我在表达什么
送上这个~希望你们看了后
能搞懂我想表达什么
如果还是不懂
我真的不知该怎么做了



上个星期不知道是荷尔蒙失调，还是真的忙疯了（我和博文），我们竟然闹不和，冷战了几个小时。（也只有那几个在家的小时）
起因是什么……
认真想想。
啊~~我抱怨他花时间给身边的同工、事工、甚至弟兄们，搞到自己回到家还在工作，答应的事又来不及做，冷落焦妻（因生气而烧焦了）……
当然事情也不是那么严重，只是心情不好时特别容易把事情放大来看。
火山爆发后，博文负伤离开现场。
我们开始在同一间屋子里，各自作不一样的事，也漠视对方的存在。
临睡前，心情复杂。
结婚前，闹意见就回家痛哭一场，还是一条好汉~（err~）
结婚后，这里就是我的家。而且，还要和这个人同睡一张床。。。啊~~真难受……
尝试闭上眼，却感觉气在心头，睡不着。
当然，心情也掺杂着内疚与不安。
祷告吧。
上帝，我不想这样下去，求你帮助我，让他先和我说话……
然后，我好像睡着了……
很奇妙的，当他一进来、躺下时，我忽然睁开眼睛（恐怖吧）
他向我道歉（再次），我也稀里哗啦地泪如雨下，哭诉了一轮。（哎，女人）
我们，和好了~~~
很感恩也。
告一段落后，还蛮难过的（还是抱怨了）。不过，我也明白，这是属灵争战，恶者总是在人忙碌的时候攻击我们，也企图以破裂的关系影响我们的心情。（第二天要驾车去Johor做Prayer Profile的，如果关系破裂，真不敢想象要用什么心情去考察和面对大家）
要儆醒祷告啊。
虽然经历了小挫折，不慎抱怨导致一发不可收拾（几乎），但仍可再接再厉。
前天，同样的，被博文激怒了……他在忙得时候，通常都异于常状，对我的语气不友善，和私底下的嬉皮笑脸差太远了:'(
（不过也真的是小事~~看来我是太小气了~我承认）
带着不愉快的心情离开他，慢慢地调整，不要骂他，不要摆臭脸……独自离开，回家煮饭（看吧，还回家煮饭）
走在人行天桥的时候，看着博文追赶上来，纳闷~~以为他要交代什么呢~~
原来不过是要陪我去拿车，看我退车……
*彩虹出来了*
不愉快一扫而空~
回到家，赶忙准备食材，要煮三杯鸡呢~（打不死的精神，越战越勇）
平时，他会帮我洗米煲饭，我则专心炒菜。
如今，已经7点多了，怎么还没回来？
我很想抱怨了~还是想起《不抱怨的世界》~~
量米时，一大堆米虫快乐地逃出生天，爬出来的情景才叫人抓狂~~~（两个人，别买1kg的米~切记了~）
平时博文也是这样的吗？
抓虫耗了我半世纪的时间……
忽然觉得博文虽然做这么难做的工作（考验耐心也~我甘愿炒3道菜也不要洗米煲饭），却毫无怨言，非常快乐~说起来，博文是不抱怨的达人呐~~~
忽然，惭愧了起来……
下定决心，就算他忙得8点多才回来，也不可以抱怨他怎么不回来帮忙。
yeah~！当晚，将近9点才吃晚餐……
三杯鸡+炒小白菜+鱼丸海带汤，配上美丽的心情。
不抱怨，让我们享受了美好的晚餐。
席间，博文提起他起水疱的手指~~（真富贵的人）
于是我坚持饭后洗完所有的碗，免得他的手指水疱破了，一定很痛~
“我可以为你做什么？”在厨房的时候，博文说
“不用了，你出去吧~”
博文很感动呢～“真的不用？”
“啊～为我祷告吧～～我每次累的时候，一个人服侍这个家，特别多负面的思想袭击我。”
可能博文很努力为我祷告吧～～我不但洗了所有的碗和脏锅子，还洗了洗碗槽、dish drainer、抹桌布，从９点多系到１０点半，毫无怨言，多难得啊～！:-P
感谢上帝～失败了别气馁，还是有得胜的机会～！
不抱怨运动，加油～！

stupid+boros roanne

i juz told myself to save money~ don simply waste money~ but before sleep..

i muk dao this discount

http://www.groupsmore.com/cities/petaling-jaya--2/deals/focus-point

OMG~ an eye contact lens colour juz rm 38~~

erm... don care~ i want to buy~ so cheap~~

blekk.. u all can scold me boros roanne~

i don care.. when i have no money again~

ask wanxin send to me~

=)

wanxin u r so good to me~

house meeting *__*

i'm tired~ i wish i can go to my bed straight away now~ but i cant~

want to express wat i feel juz now~

juz now back from school 7pm~

(of coz have dinner already)

play fb~ even i have many assignment need to do i still want to play the game (my shop)

sometimes.. i really don know wat i rush for?

then start from 9pm~ group discussion~

keep discuss the assignment~

due date due date~

this 2 words keep on reminding me~

remind me don have such time to go kedah enjoy my princess life

(my fren invite me go there enjoy before final)

i wish i can go too~

juz now 8pm~ she talked wit me~i feel like i want go kedah tmrow evening~ after my class

but my rational stops me~

i have so much meeting, assignment..

i can do my assignment at kedah~

(my evil fren keep on pursuing me)

she know i just need to relax~

i know i need relax too. if not i'll 崩溃

but wat to do?

i really have no time to relax~

juz wait until when i can 支撑~

see when i will fall down coz of stress~

finish 2 group discussion~

(this is the advantages of having housemate as group member)

our time meeting can adjust flexible and no need go to some certain place to have meeting~

juz meeting in our house~

damn tired, damn stress.. feel like wat happend to me~

week 12 already~

havent study, prepare~

sigh~

then after that, we have our house meeting

i quite hate this meeting~

this meeting need to throw every issues that u bu shuang to all of house member~

ya~

if i have issues~ i never mind~

but just now~ the issues~

if related to me~

can u discuss wit me before throw to public?

the issue of duty:

we have to duty every week~

like this.. sunday and wednesday~

2 days~ 1 week u have 2 days to duty~

after u have done ur duty week..

then nex week u rest..

means.. work 2 days duty period~ rest 2 days duty period

every duty is a pair~

1 girl 1 boy

i pair up wit kean leng~

last sunday~

duty place: upstair..

he is busy dating~~

i saw other group already start duty~

that time is 8pm~~

he is not at home~

so i decided to do all of the duty~

then nex duty day~ means today i can rest.. he do alone also~

sound fair?

then he back home on 10pm~

of coz after dating wit adele~

i telling him, i inform him already~

but i think he is not pay attention on me~

so.. today~ duty day~ i remind him again~

today u need to do duty alone coz last sunday i do alone for both of us duty~

he bu shuang~

i know~ but wat to do~ i already done my part ma~

in fact.. u really not there when i'm duty~ wat u expect me to do

juz now~ he telling everybody~

i heard this family meeting is he is the 1 who want to made~

i think this is wat he wants to tell me in public~

"if next time.. duty time.. if 1 person at home 1 person not at home..

u cannot do alone then juz telling ur partner that ok.. i have done today~

next duty time u do alone also~ u need to discuss wit ur partner ma..

at least send him a sms... then he agree.. then u juz can do.. u cant juz do it straight away without inform ur partner... and wait him come back u juz inform him u duty nex time alone"

is this a problem so big until open a family meeting?

u cant juz talk to me?

i mean.. if i need to wait u~

in face.. i don know wat time u will come back.. i don know wat time u will finish dating~

so.. u want me to wait u sama sama duty??

ya.. i know i'm sorry coz i dint inform u by sms

coz that time.. i busy rampas a 扫把wit other group..

i know it is nonsense.. but.. u cant telling me privately meh?

there are something i would like to tell u~

issit if u don reply me, i have to wait ur reply to "APPROVE" me duty alone?

am i?

or.. i have to wait u till u r free.. then we sama sama duty?

is it? even though tat is on monday?

sh!t..

i really bushuang him~

mayb i'm in period~ i really kan bu shuang him~

ya.. ow i have excuse that y i bu shuang him~ i'm in "da yi ma"!!!

not he is the 1 have right to have 大姨丈!!!

is girl's 专利!!!

damn hate him~

he is bcum more fan when he is dating~

dulu dulu also feel i cant tahan him already~

but now more worse!!

^^

第一天到第七天（第一周）：

这个时期女性荷尔蒙和大豆黄铜素大量流失，皮肤粗糙，毛孔变大。这个周期内请不要去美容院做脸，也不要尝试新的护肤或者化妆产品，注意清洁肌肤。另一方面，这个时期属于怎么吃都不胖的时候，可以对自己喜欢的高热量事物大快朵颐而不用担心会发胖。当然，也不能夸张到半夜吃很多冰激凌哦。


第八天到第十四天（第二周）：

这个时期女性荷尔蒙因为上周的大量流失，现在开始慢慢增加，皮肤也呈现前所未有的完美光泽。这时期的皮肤属于抵抗力最好的时候，可以尝试新的产品，做一些去死皮的护肤步骤。但是这个时期要减肥的女生就得相当注意，如果在这个阶段饮食控制得好，可以减去26%的体重，这可不是一个小数目哦。认为生理期过了就可以大吃大喝，现在要开始改变这个习惯了，因为这个时期身体吸收会特别好，如果不注意控制高热量的食物摄入，就不要奇怪为什么自己突然变胖喽。


第十五天到第二十二天（第三周）：

第十四天和第十五天我们的子宫开始排卵，一个卵子生长成熟变成卵细胞，其它卵子破裂开始产生大豆黄铜素，所以这个时期是大豆黄铜素慢慢增加的时期。而这个时期在护肤方面特别要注意的就是防晒，平时防晒做五分功课，这个阶段要做足十分才可以。而且要勤做美白面膜，以帮助因为排卵而从体内慢慢浮上肌肤表皮的黑色素分解。


第二十三天到第三十天（第四周）：

这个时期是女性身体很不稳定的时期，不要乱吃东西，要多吃能增加女性荷尔蒙和大豆黄铜素的食物，多补充营养，为下一周大量荷尔蒙流失做准备。可以喝大量豆浆，玫瑰花茶，以及一些中药店有买的暖身体的中药。也可以吃一些粗粮，并且喝一些帮助清除体内垃圾的饮料，比如富含益生菌的酸奶和排毒的蜂蜜、金银花、菊花等。我们常认为生理期来的时候不可以吃刺激的食物，可是明明没有吃，但下次来还是肚子疼。这是因为很多人在第四周吃了很多生冷的食物，反而并不是因为生理期期间的原因。这个时期，如果有疼经的女孩子（好象我觉得身边朋友很多都有），可以用中药来泡澡，也可以直接用水泡，愿意的话加点干玫瑰或者牛奶就可以了，可以帮助我们的子宫保持温度。这个时期对肌肤要全面呵护，特别要注意补充水分，可以缓解下一周肌肤毛孔变粗大的问题。所以第四周是非常关键的有一周，调理的好可以帮助我们变的更漂亮，不注意调理会在以后引起很多不必要的小麻烦哦。

不抱怨，更美丽~！

不抱怨
coz i'm not close wit u~
and i don care about you~
ppl got ask me~
y u are so different wit ue family~
don like to talk??

he tot i'm beautiful, different..
but.. at that time~ i'm upset~
coz i know the truth~
y i can do until 不抱怨??

coz i really don care abt that things,
that person~
my heart is cold like ice..
happiness and beautiful~ which 1 u will choose??

for me, i will choose happiness.. not beautiful
no ppl wants me get marry to me..
fine.. then i jadi janda baik lo~~

but.. choose happiness.. means..
i'll expose more chances to get sad, to get hurt by them~
i know they are same pattern as me~
too straight forward..

some times hurt me indirectly they don know..
(even i told them i'm hurt coz of u)
but they wont change..
all i want when u hurt me is juz a "sorry"
wit this word~ it juz like a medicine to cure my heart broken~
i can forgive you so many times that u hurt me~

without this word~
i don know when i can tahan? until 1000 times?
till i hurt till no feelings~ i don know~

but for bf~
"soory" this word is prohibited!!
bf say "sorry" coz he had done wrong~
i rememeber i told him~
can "sorry" this word wont appear in our conversation~
he say yes..
he agree..
but the next day~
he broke his promise~

which i can say~
when a boy wants u to be his gf~
wat promise he can make..
but after u bcum his gf~
he will forget every sweet promise tat he made wit u~
mayb i juz meet a wrong guy~ i don know~

share L-O-V-E problem here =)

don get excited ppl when u see this post~
not me the 1 who have new date~
i promise to u guys~ if i get a new bf..
i will inform u guys immediately~
wont like last time curi curi don let u girls know~ ok?

hahaha~ i hope the person tat i talking abt have time to come my blog and comment something for this post~
i think is ok for all of us especially her i post this at here..
and we comment the things at here~ gv suggestion ma~

greenapple chong jin yin!!
wat wrong wit u?? don deny it u have no problem wit him~
i saw u unfriend him and then add back him once~
the other ppl say the is u already unfriend him for 2 times~~
while~ the truth that.. is only u to know~ how many times u have unfriend him and add back him~

so.. what happen? here is privacy~~
don worry~ if u scare again~ go to facebook inbox or i direct sms u~
i keep on bliv that everything u have tell me~
"nothing happen la~~" "we are nothing but friend~"
but i think that all the time u r fooling me lo~

don fooled me again like this ok~
ur appearence show that u are happy~ cheerful~
u never show to me how much u bu shuang and the sadness u r in ur heart~

juz express it to us ok? i'm ur friend~
juz stop show how happy u r~
coz i know tat is fake~ mayb u disagree on this~
but this is wat i feel~ i feel that ur happy is fake~~

i'm sorry for the how direct am i juz post this on my blog~
( i know i throw a big bomb to you)
if u feel don want comment u can~
and u girls of u feel that the comment will hurt the relationship between u and greenapple~

u girls are free not to comment anything at here too~~
mayb u think i'm 38~ this is none of my biz~
and u might think that this is their two person relationship~
outsider should not involve in this~

i understand~~ but i dint involve ar~ (am i??)
i juz want to be a listener part in this relationship~
want to know wat going on??
wat progress now~ (i know i'm 38 now~)

*juz like the example*
u r telling me tat u two wont bcum a couple~
but the way u are~ is acting like his gf~
erm.. the example not referring u ar~
is juz example from my housemate
.....

so.. i'm frustrated ppl asking me whether u two are in a relationship~
all of them tot i know all abt u two~
but in fact, i don know anything~
i feel like want to stop their mouth juz shout at them~
if u want to know y dont u juz ask both of them??

-----------------------------------------------------------

so~ again.. like my 1st post in this blog~
i'm a straight forward person~
i don know how to belok kanan kiri u turn~
so.. i might hurt u indirectly tat i don know~
if i hurt u~ i'm sorry~ u tell me~ i delete this post~

...

donknow wat to say liao~~ sigh~

final is coming sooon

arrrggghhhhhh~ how how how??

my god!! now already 12 week?? y i never realize??
my god!!! 3 weeks later is final???

OMG!!
i haven prepare yet~

i don even prepare~~
0% progress~~
arrrggghhh~ so many assignment~~
when can i start for my final~ huhuhuuuhuu
how how how??

god plz bless me for this sem~
i still want to get 3.4 out of 4.0~~
please~
gv me intelligence, a ready heart to face my final~
Amen~~

无法避免的忍耐---》痛苦的忍耐

什么事都看不顺眼~
什么事都想发个脾气~
什么事都想骂一顿~
仿佛心里有把火一直在灼伤自己

对这些事不能做些什么~
因为做什么事都于事无补~
它的病因~
女孩必须度过的一小劫~

在这段期间发生的什么事~
什么都必须忍耐
人与人的关系十分脆弱~
别人不会因为你这段期间而给你特权
随你发脾气~
他们不是你们~

让我好好发泄一下吧
带我去海边
吹着冷风，而不是现在闷热的风
让我好好的呐喊~
宣泄心中无所不在的烦闷~！！

很难控制

想，不想。。
拼命的控制自己
不去看她~
不行了
放弃了~
吃了吧~
肚子好痛~~
答应自己要忍耐
对不起
做不到~
好痛好痛~
止痛药来吧
不再抗拒你了~

各位~有事请教!!

请问~ 你们如何解读~

这个符号~~~

>.

????

好热好热~真的好热好热

迎面吹来的不是夕风，凉风~
而是热辣辣的热带风!!

热死了热死了~ 热的，冷的~ 你们喜欢哪一个？
我两个都不喜欢~平等，中庸，简单就好~

睡午觉都不可以~因为~有人吵着我~
睡觉时忽然有一阵怪笑声~是人都被吓醒吧~
尤其是我这么胆小怕鬼的人~

其实不能怪~因为那套戏太好笑了
鱼跃在花见~那套戏看得我好想跑去吃sushi~

还有我那不老传说的chi lam~

好帅好yeng~

因为自己房间太热了~跑去大房睡~

虽然是硬硬的地板~但是不再是热风~

睡得好舒服~好爽~

头顶上那风扇啊~买你回来是要凉爽~

而不是。。。。。这么热的风

global warming~

世界末热辣!!! 不再是世界末日~

好想好想~买个冷气回家~ 好想好想~超级想!!!!

I-city

还记得~我1st year 的时候~ 已经狂玩吉隆坡几个名胜地了~只剩I-city~ 一直找不到时间，朋友去~有好几次可以去~都错过了~这次终于如愿以偿~可惜~不过尔尔~

回去前~来个大合照!! ka-cha!!

深林里的小精灵

四位主角~有没有发现背景是蒙蒙的~

假假的圣诞树~

alice in the wonderland

i-city

泡泡小精灵~ 可惜泡泡不够多~

神射手~ orlando bloom 其实很geng~ 可以这么快射箭~

天使^^

干肉骨茶~ 超好吃的~第一次吃~

湿肉骨茶

去吃bak kut teh~ 整壶茶都被我喝光~启宏说以后绝对不要坐在热水旁边(因为一直加水给我~)

很严肃hor~ 可是这是我最放松的表情~很欠扁~

他们都说我不笑真的很恐怖~

不用他们说~我自己也觉得~!!

他们说很像外国~带着那顶帽子~

加上旁边的气氛~

其实我要带那顶帽子是因为~ 不要给你们看我的刘海!!

你们可以想象一下~我今天去教堂~

我朋友吓到~

“你那什么头?!" 气死我了!!!

sun set pic~

走路走的太累了

找ice cream吃!!

take the flower from the clown~ again~ 和小孩子抢玩具~

>.

因为你们没有花~~

blekkkkk

snow walk~

SHOOT!! beware!! 神枪手上身!!

go to there fun fair 抢小孩子的玩具~不给钱却一直霸着马一直拍一直拍~

emo_ing~ look nice hor~ hahaa~ pretty girl ma~

my 南瓜车~my wedding should be like this~ i don want Benz.. i want full wit 童话~

take pic uder the christmas tree~ >.

----OUTDATED----

suppose 1st picture~ erm.. when u all read~ u should read from bottom~ coz i write like this~ hahaha~ the photo sequence all wrong liao la~>.

when can i meet my white horse prince??

a rich girl day

haha~ who knows~ the day before today~

means yesterday~ i have only rm 33 in my bank account~

then i ask few of my frenz~ wanxin, sharon~ erm.. actually juz two only~ and my parent~~

then~ friday(the upper 2 sentence i write it on friday.. >.

hahaha i use 2 days to finish this post~ bleekk

then.. friday~ after school~ go to times square pass my punch card~ hope to get my salary on 25/4/2011~ rm130*4=rm520 + rm240~~ wuahahah~ april i will a rich girl again~

erm.. back to topic~ i go times square~ to check my account balance~

guess wat~~ wuahahahhaha~~

is rm833~ hahaha~ u know wat~ wanxin rm200+ sharon rm200+ daddy rm200+ mummy rm200= roanne shopping day!!!!

i really don know so many money inside my account~ hahaha~

love you all very much!! u know how i go through this march~ everyday juz eat maggie only~ T___T it's all groupsmore fault!! so many discount make me keep buy keep buy~ promise myself.. don so easily get tempted~

hahahha~ thank you make a shopping day to me~ don want tell u all how much i spent and wat i buy~ later u all scold me boros~ >.

tat night i told her~ she say~ borrow rm20 from me~ then she need to pay rm200 to me~ hahahaha~ glad that to have this fren~ same sagitarius~ but she is more mature than me~ she is~ coz she elder than me~ haha~ think mature, think longer~ wuahahaha~ i want to be her little sister juz follow her~

wanxin!! love you very much!!

girls in 7799

a big family~ 12 ppl~ we might quarrel~不爽，争吵 but i think i'll miss them lots when we graduate or i'm intern.. enjoy the days we spent together.. laugh.. stress.. assignment.. final.. quarrel.. everything will keep in my heart in deep~ never forget a single moment that have spent wit you guys~

ROANNE FOO YUN HAN CEA080144

me.. the girl like to laugh and you all knows well abt her.. skip caption~

MICHELLE TANN MAI YEE CEA080089

pretty or not? the most talented girl that i ever meet.. she is english educated.. but.. join 7799~ chinese mayb fluent than u guys~ =)

PHANG OI LI CEA080137

a ssarawak girl.. white.. and keep on saying she is fat!! jealous sometimes.. and you see her hair.. many!!! arrgghh~ more jealous!!

WONG LI XUAN SEQ080022

taking microbio~ qi hong girl fren~ u know 林宇中is her 师兄？林宇中 also taking microbio~

=)

EE SAN BEB090012

alam bina's girl... a girl like to eat .. juz like me!! and.. i suggest she go astro 新秀大赛~very good in singing!!

NGOO SHIN YI CEA080106

the most hardworking girl.. eh.. jin yin.. nicole.. u all taller than her eh~ hahah.. we always laugh her only have 149cm.. but she declare at least have 153cm~ the truth:? who knows~ hahaa

i dont know what is cute of this patung.. but i like it simple~ is true~ 张牙舞爪like reality~ not like a 不食人间烟火的芭比娃娃~

some1~ please buy a real 1 for me~ or.. help me decorate it on my nails~ =）

guys in 7799 acting cute~

there is 6 guys in 7799~ 7799 means 99, ss2/77, petaling jaya, selangor.. means my house in KL la~ haha~ we call our house as 7799~

here i would like to introduce the guys in 7799~ with some of caption~ some of them is available~ mean no girl fren~ come come~ erm.. but don ask me which 1 is good~ i cant gv u~ coz i think they are all not qualified!! 吝啬~not gentlemen!! (typically accountant)

LEE KOK YOONG CEA080061

嘴贱一哥~ he 认第二，一定没有人敢认第一~经常被他痛批地没脸见乡亲父老~

DAREN PAN WEI LUN CEA080136

the most gentlemen guy i meet before~ but.. he is now with 7799 gang~ so.. influence bcum not gentlemen liao!! he is also an artist.. likes to drawing~ painting~ haih~ many creative ideas is comes out from his brain~

NG KEAN LENG CEA080102

a emo guy tat i ever meet~ he is easily to get emo!! don like when he is emo!! more frustrated than other ppl when u see him emo~ and he likes to reject reject and reject.. he likes to do the opposite way from others.. like.. when some1 say.. hey want to go sunway lagoon~ he sure will say~ nooooooo.. expensive la.. wat la.. in fact.. the person dint ask his opinion also~ >.

Thun Siew Yuan CEA080165

a super genious in web designing and movie maker and photoshop and after effect and watever software.. he likes to face with computer more.. wat dat lou!!! he has many nickname~ pimples guy.. 毛哥~he has many fur than a normal guy~ >..

Tshen Vui Bong CEA080184

a typical artist! a photographer, designer,everything he design dao super cute~ most of the t-shirt activities is made by him!! salute! and he is the person very emotional and super duper cute~ i think he is the cutest guy in my house~ very cute~ but~ sometimes.. he will make you摸不着头脑wat he had say~ his style is also difficult to understand..

he likes to go gym make himself bcum more fit~ but i think tat is too over~ ueekk..

and. he is more handsome when he is long hair.. not in a "botak style" but he always not agree wit my sense.

Tan Qi Hong CEA080165

A big brother, leader in 7799, everytime when have assignment.. we no need to choose a leader.. bcoz.. definitely is him.. he very geng~ he having two abilities that i wish to have all the time which is 一目十行，过目不忘~

so everytime when near final, he is my tutor.. whatever he teach.. he will use the simplest word, simplest way to teach me.. haha.. but.. already have gf liao~ so u girls don think abt it..

how was it? need to know them? haha~ juz tell me~

DHA- Drop Hair Association

以前看到静盈的头发绑成马尾~
柔柔顺顺少少的~总是觉得很羡慕~
不爽自己的头发怎么都是一大撮一大撮~
做不到像他们那么柔顺
所以前每次只要去剪头发，
一定要求削薄削薄再削薄~
这才满意~

不懂什么时候，我的头发不用再削薄了，
绑起来觉得自己的头发几时变得这么少，
一天过一天，一天比一天少~
洗头时，总会发现地上全是我的头发~
怕了，上网查了看，说:一天掉50根头发是正常的
可是，我不正常诶~一天掉超过诶，
问我怎么知道？因为我很不正常的一根一根慢慢算~

怎么办？ 这才去了云南hair care~
主要目的是因为买了很便宜的coupon~
十块钱就可享受500++的服务
为什么kk没有这种优惠?
groupsmore ar.. mydeals and more..
为什么？

觉得在KL就是一直享受这种优惠~
弄得我现在银行只剩下30块钱~ >.薪水要等四月尾才出啊~
这要怎么过活呢~
朋友们你们要借钱给我吗？
射手座的象征：口袋里有十块钱，就会花掉二十块~
这就是我~！！

去了云南，被那里的人讲的好想要世界末日了，
可是要我拿出那么多钱只为了医好我的----头发???!!
那我宁愿世界末日吧~ 你知道有几贵吗？
如果我不是谈你那便宜的十块钱coupon我永远都不会踏进这云南hair care~

谁要进我这DHA小组呢？迟早要改名成Less Hair Association~

hating myself

i hate myself
juz now go to hair cut
again!!! bcum 刘海
i really don like 刘海
but~ again!!! arrgghh~ it needs takes how long to make my hair become longer?
my frens say it is cute~
but it don suits me!!
i don like it~

i really don like~
u can imagine it from the pic 1/1/11 our new year count down
the hair style is the bad memory~
i really don like!!!

and i hate assignment!!
i hate bcum leader~
arrrggghh~
so stress!! everything i do is wrong~
luckily member tell me the solution.. if not
i'll more frustrated!!
tonight even no need to sleep~
haih!! why want assignment?
university not a 由你玩四年？？

who told this to me before?
i want kill her now!!! arrggghhh~
fan!! tmrow have to go church again~
mayb i'm not holy at all..
i juz want to sleep~
can i escape~?

god knows i love you is enuf~
not meh? i know god doesnt want i love her only..
wants more.. but i cant give you want you want~
you make me more stress!!! arrgghh

无病呻吟

OMG~ final is 1 month later~~
i still have many stuff haven study~~
before study final i still have tons of assignbment waiting for me~~
T______________T
don treat me like this~~ god~ please give me a brilliant brain, faster hand and the ready heart for me so that i can start my assignment~~ my studies~ huhuhuhu
T___________________T

list down my assignment:
1. internal audit interview video
2. advanced audit writting report (6 journal need to read)
3. strategic management report
4. consolidate accounting assignment


final need to study??
1. management accounting 3--> a whole book + lecturer notes+ tutorials
2. Internal audit---> reading material week 1 till week 14
3. advanced audit-->the whole book +lecturer notes +suggested answer
4. consolidate accounting---> understand wat is the tutorial answer
5. strategic management--> lecturer notes
6. advanced finance management--> whole book + suggested answer

god please bless me~ i need ur blessing to make sure me pass this semester~
love you god~

roanne

废材

sometimes~ do you all feel that u are alone?

michael jackson song's~ you are not alone~
everytime when i feel alone i will started to think of this song to encourage myself~
bcoz the more time u feel alone the more time you will feel you are not 幸福~ then.. think all the negative way~

i like to have my emo time~ the time ppl cannot disturb me~ listen to the song~ go to bath~

this time~ i would not~ ever and never sing the song"you're not alone"when i'm alone~
coz my housemate change this song to ghost song during a camp~ when they performance~

the performance is freedom~ u juz need to use a song to drama it~ my fren's group decide to choose this song~ the story line is like this~ there are 3 frenz go to travel~ then 2frenz die on the car accident~ left 1 ppl live~

then whole story playing the song~ "you're not alone" means the 2 frenz ghost is always beside the girl~~

it is funny~ i know~~ but i still scare!!! therefore~ i ban this song~ it's a funny ghost story but it is still a ghost story~ scary!!!

therefore~ try not to feel alone then i wont think abt this song~=)
no alone now~ coz~ many assignment waiting for me~ >.
juz now i still use 3 hour to sleep~ >.

pasar malam

pasar malam is not a day that i have 期待anymore~
u will see the things is repeat repeat repeat every week~
not only the food, the things they sell, the stalls,
but also the ppl who go pasar malam wit you~

last monday~ i want to type it de last week~ but i plan to forgive them~ don want show my 唠叨，黑暗from me~

last week~ i go to yun nam~~ ya~~ yun nam hair care~ u dint read wrong~ really yun nam hair care~i buy a coupon rm10 but the service is rm546 de~
but this is not a main topic~

5pm back to house i feel hungry~ i'm the person who easy to get hungry~
u can see it from my 身材~ ya~ and also will easily get angry when i am hungry~~
so~ don try to 挑战我的忍耐力when i'm hungry~

5pm back home~ i feel hungry d~ i decide to cook maggie for myself then i can save a meal~ hahaha~ don want go out waste money~
then~ shin yi~ remember this name~ i think her name will keep appearing in my blog~
she is my best fren in uni~ but i don know y~ i easily to have temper on her~ i really don know y~~

she ask me whether want to go pasar malam o not~ i say don want~ i feel hungry now~ i want eat now~~ not later~~ then she tam me say wait a while la~~ we go eat sama sama~~ ok lo~ i wait~ i say 6pm go out~ i can wait 1 more hour~

then 6pm~ she go bath~~ i ask her no need go bath la~ after pasar malam sure will very dirty too~~ she say cannot~ muz bath!! she cant tahan~
wat the~ already 6pm liao wor~~
last time before go pasar malam i say i want bath u all also dint give me bath ar~~ i say beh tahan u all also don let me bath ar~~ mad at me somemore~~ now>?! wat the~! !@#$%^&*(

at here i want to change my topic to F**K you!!

she wash her hair~ her hair is long~~ curly~~ beautiful~~
then after bath, she put those cream ar~ moose ar~~ wat wat to her hair~~ i don mind those stuff~ but can u act faster?? i'm starving!!! she bath need half an hour~ i don know takes so long~ she very thin and little~ but everytime after she bath sure make the toilet very 滑~ some time i wanna 跌倒.. i don know y~~

i ask her no need put so many shamppoo conditioner ~ make the lantai so 滑~
but she ignoring~ then~put those hair stuff also need half an hour to set her beautiful hair~

then i say i will juz gv u 5 more mins~ muz go out liao ar~ i'm starving~
another guy~ kean leng~ plz remember his name too~ he is 1 of my list~ who always make me angry~!!!

he is so noob!! so emotional~(经常来大姨丈） girl is 大姨妈~ he is 大姨丈~ and he also don know see ppl face expression~ i think he don know to read mine~ so he keep make me angry~

he say~~ har~~ wait me~ i also want to go out eat~ wat the?! !@#$%^&*(
then i say ok lo~ 5 mins later go out~ he say cant~ he also want bath~ wat the?! it already 7.30pm!!!! he still want to say aiyo~ 10 mins also cant wait meh~ he bath 5 mins and wear shirt 5 mins ma~
then i give up~ say ok lo~ 10 mins~ 7.40pm sharp~ go out~ i cant wait liao~
but he keep 摸摸摸~he very like to 摸~ more 摸than girls!! keep chit chating wit shin yi~

i don know what they talking ma~ i 插嘴ask them tell me~ they act 神秘like don want tell me~ then i say~ if u don tell me i will tell adele(the girl he like) that u very like her~

then he terus say~ that the world have this kind of ppl keep make 流言~ like japan(last time japan has many rumor wat radiaoaction, wat wat wat which is not true ma) then he even ask me issit me make such rumor to harm japan~ >.i say sorry lo~ i want to stop him to continue 唠叨~i ask him go bath lo~ he still donwant 放过我keep 唠叨~ at that time ad 7.45!!!! i feel very angry shout at him~ i don want go eat liao~ u all sendiri eat bao then la~!! tat day~ i dint eat my dinner~ starving from 5pm till the morning~
conclusion: i dint talk to them for 2 days

today~ 6.30pm i want go out eat~ shin yi still sleeping..i ask her wake up say 7pm go out~ she say why so early~ i know after u wake up u sure don have appetite to eat~ then u mai don go lo~ i dint force u pun~ she still want to go~ she go down comb her hair for 10 mins~ >.
i mad at keanleng ask him why walk so late~ lambat~
coz we all waiting for him~ he ask me back~ juz now who late oh(he is refering tat time i go toilet~)
i ask him~ where do u think i am b4 i go toilet? i wait u all so long till i feel 尿急ma~ then he say ya~ u r late also ma~
i ask him to say it again~ he dare to say it again~
i show my angry face to him ask him say it again if u dare!!
ya~ he is noob!! don know i'm angry~ he say the word again!!
ya~ u r late not me~
wat the?!!!!!
i don choi them~ walk alone~
then at pasar malam we 走散了~
i reach the end of pasar malam wondering where they are~

they call me~ scold me~ where are you o~ we want go back liao~ i reply them angry~ wat oh~ i already at the end seafood stall there ma~ i cant see u all pun~
she say ohh~ we want dapao something~ very fat ar~ wait us~~
ok lo~ i wait , i wait,
wait, wait ,wait,wait~ till my whole body kena 蚊子叮~ they all still don want come~
they say very fast?!

then~ wait them at kk mart( a small supermarket) at there no mosquito ma~ after they come， they 小声讲大声笑~dint say sorry at all~ after see kk mart, they still want go shop a medicine shop after that still go to 7-11~ wat the?!!!

who say want back home de ar!!! his is all happen in today~
here i swear~ i wont go pasar malam wit them anymore~!! no more~
as long as my close my heart tightly~ then i wont feel any hurt from outside~
关闭自己的心，不轻易打开，就不会那么容易受到伤害~
i told sharon if i go out wit them again~ i'll gv all my money to sharon~ i mean it~
i wont go same mistake again~ i know their pattern~ why i juz cant get smarter~ keep hurt by them?

~suju's night~

this is actually is suju night~
this is not a concert~
u can feel that they are so true~
is not from the video the "zhong yi jie mu" we have watch
not from the youtube MV~
is this real~~

the atsmophere make me feel high!!
as a crew~ need go there 2pm but the concert only start on 6pm~
i wonder why need go there so early?
don know why?!
but we as crew not that so suffer~
but for the fans~
they go and q up from 8am~
OMG~ when i reach~ it already crowded~

can you bliv it? juz 2pm wor~
hot sun~ ppl crowded~ u cant even breath~
luckily as a crew u can enter to the hall quickly~
no need wait at outside~ the sun~ >.beh tahan~

get my crew pass~ go inside~ woaw...
they are practising~~
i hear the 圭贤 singing~
(jocelyn i don know i spell right or not) hahahaha
i juz know their chinese name

then hor~ they ask me go out certified for those who online purchasing ma~
walaoA~
i stand behind the fans (rock pitt fans is in the 篱笆）
there are super duper many ppl~
the stadium can fir 9,000 ppl~ i think is almost full~
then i can feel their 汗水~
u know the feeling~ OMG~
i want to go back my aircon stadium don want go outside~
4.30 something~ start let fans go in~
coz suju finish rehearsal~
so many ppl!! they all comes in~ i feel like i will 压扁by them~
one by one~ help them wear their hand belt

one things~ i get a free rockpitt ticket from a fans from suju~
she buy 2 ticket~ her fren cannot come~
so she gv it to me~
i wanted to gv lelia~ but she cant make it too~
she say only 1 ticket~ so alone~ and i cannot accompany her to watch the concert de
then i decide to sell it

there is 1 ppl want to buy~
but u know how much she offer?
rm50!!! LoL~
a ticket worth rm486 she want at rm50~
ya i know~ even i get the rm50 i also untung~
but this is a gift from suju fans~
she压价 till make me feel like she is 看扁我一定卖
for me i don care~ but it makes me think of jocelyn~

his fans use rm486 to buy~ but 1 girl treat the ticket like shit~
rm50? LoL~ my limit is rm 150 eh~ and if her attitude is nice~ i can gv her as free~
but~ bad attitude~ OUT!!!
i go out find who need me as their lucky star( to gv the ticket)
but sad~ no ppl~ i saw many ppl want to sell the ticket too~
i think their fren also cant make it

then back to work~ no work already~ coz ppl already go inside see the concert~ mae me miss their opening!!
arggghh~ we go inside~
go to the media seat~
there is a crew very LCLY~
wat the~ she don let us go inside~
i tell her that the ppl say 6.30 we finish our job we can go inside and watch~
she say she dint received any memo says that she can let us in~
~!@#$%^&*())(*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*

sh!t~
then we have to block the media entrance(the media place is the nearset place can see them)
my fren got took pic from tat seat~ super duper clear
coz of we block the way~
the head come n scold all of us~
then make us cant see again~

we hide ourselves in 角落
they are so cute~
bully each other like they are at home~
not in the concert~ they are real~~
they trying to perform wat they actually do when they meet each other~
把好几个麦克风插在一个成员的脸（当那个成员必须在那个时候solo)
躺在成员们的身上~
actually i do not know all of their name~
i can recognize their face only~
i like 始源~
he is so charming~
ya~ joyce
he wink at me~ hahaha
don say i think too much~ he really wink at me!! hahahaha

i cant enjoy coz most of them i don like~
the new member, the leader 利特~
the member ilike 韩庚，强仁is not there liao~ jocely~ why har/?
i want know whole story~~
then~ 希澈 i think he is sick~ wearing mask~
don know why also~
so my eyes keep looking at 始源

but soon~ my 热情渐渐退去~
mayb bcoz of i don know their song~ except sorry sorry~
and those Chinese song their sing~ my super girl
kiss goodbye from leehom~ and 1 more 圭贤sing de~ old song~
i like 圭贤actually~
last time i know him he is not very popular~ but tat day~ when he shows up~ every ppl shout!! the noise is louder than every1~ >.
2nd is dong hae~ the shout~
and~ i miss the closing too~ i have to work~ my fren all skip their work~
damn it!!! shit housemate~
they dint tell me can skip!!! arrgghh~ ~!@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@!@#$%^
tell me ma~ skip together~
they laugh me why so guai, honest~arrrgghhh~!@#$%^&*(
幸灾乐祸！ i scare ma~~ yerrrrr!@#$%^&*(

a bit disappointed~
coz i tot got live band not from computer play the song~
i like to see ppl playing guitar~伴唱~
like a real concert in taiwan like that~ at the stage not only~
i don want only suju~ i want other, guitar, bass, 鼓手，钢琴，伴唱~
everything~~~ but~~ no!! it's juz suju~ haih~
and no dancer~~ got la~~ very less~~ less than 10 ppl?? i think~
5boy and 5 girl~

not is wat i expect~ and~~ i don know waht he talk~~wat he sing~
even he sing the song i know i cant shout as loud as i can~ ( working ma）
and not many time i can shout~ i'm not 感动how can i shout?? hmmm~~

overall~ this concert cant make me fall in love wit them~
jocelyn~ honestly~ really~~ aahahahh
the light, the 烟花，the stage is not bad~~

the organiser(airasia) ask me next time should invite 2pm or rain??
he asking my opinion~(i'm too high profile among the crew)
hahaha~ then i choose 2pm~ ahahaha~ i like nickhun~ hahahahaha
i hate rain coz jocelyn at form 5 keep shout rain's name in front of me~~
so i hate him very much!!（juz like jocelyn hate 明道 the same）
rain body is evil~ 不是人可以做到的!!

many crisis happened in sunday-

nearly cant wake up for work~
(coz yesterday go suju's concert)
jocelyn i know i promise u update for the suju's concert~
hahaha~ but i more like to express wat happen in sunday~
coz it is tradegic also~

go to work 5 mins late~ i think~
my breakfast a glass of anlene
nicole tell me drink more calcium~
i told her i drink anlene everyday~(anlene have 6x more calcium than other milk brand)
(my fren is promote anlene)
2 and half week liao~
end today~
coz my anlene stock is finsh~
plan not to buy~
coz too expensive
wait my fren be anlene promoter again
ask for free sample~ =)

go to work~ scolded by the security~
coz bringing the water bottle enter giant~
(staff cant bring it enter)
sigh~ other security say can~ he even help me stick the sticker let me enter~
other say cant~ walaoA~ can u two communication well liao then tell me the final answer??

then heart started feel pain~
i tot it was like b4~
soon will bcum better~
but~~ it man man man man bcum very very pain~
1st 1st~ laugh also pain~
big laugh i mean~
then~~ man man man man~ breath also got prob~

i still ignoring it~ juz like b4~
it normal~
since small~ i know i have many health prob~
my head will pain suddenly~
some times is left~ some time right~
some time whole head~
adult.. i know it called "bian tou tong"

my leg, my hand~
i can walk walk wak~
suddenly feel i pain dao sit on the floor~
cant walk anymore~ need few mins juz recover~
adult i know the symptons called " chou jing"

this time~ i don know~
then~ i keep seeling~ sell seel sell~
a customer talk wit me~
(he is annoying)
and no gentlemen feng du!!
bad man!!
giving ice cream sample sure lots of kids come and take ma~
i dint scold them but he help me scold them~
i can know he very hate children~
keep talk bad woird abt baby~ children~

i feel annoying for him~but still need to jia jia interest wit his topic
he is customer ma~
customer always right~
suddenly~ it pain dao i cant talk wit him~
i tot he will go away~
but~ after that~ he saw mw like this keep lecturing me~
say~ u cannot like this la...
ur parent sure worry~
like u a teenage girl sure cant get such health prob~ bla bla bla
ur parent will scold u when u die bcoz of this such health prob coz u never tell them~
(i dint tell my parent i always chou jing too)
walaoA~ no need scold me like this wat~
i'm not ur ppl~
u r not my manager~ my parent also dint scold me like this la~~

but~ at that time~ i scare~
coz wat he talk~ i scare i will die tat sunday~
(coz really pain)
i call back home when i rest)
cry in front of my mom~ ask my mom is the symptoms of dying~

at night~ 10pm should leave~ but i plan leave 8.30
no customer~ no sample to sell~ all material finish that y i plan leave earlier to see doc~ it also pain dao i cant work~
but the doc seems like nothings~ he say this is normal~ juz the connection between bone n bone is bengkak~
is normal~ some ppl some times get it
i don bliv~ i ask him~ y my fren don have~
he smiled at me~
coz ur fren is good girl and u r not~
>.LoL~ i know it juz a joke~ but i really have no idea wat cause it bengkak~

at night~ back to home 9.30~
my supervisor call me at 10.30
she asking me issit i left at 9.30~
OMG~ she come and supervise us~
i think i'm good in lying~
hahaha.. actually i have my script ad~
i lie to her that i left 9/30 to go cold room~ check stock~
so u cant see me the ice cream counter
but i tell her i do lazy on 9.50~ coz too tired ad~
hahaha
the best word of lier is 90% is lie~ but it muz have 10 % is truth~
i don know where i see this b4~ but i apply it all the time~ =)

the pain continue till now~ the next day evening~
eat medicine also useless~ but wat to do~ juz bliv the humor doc bliv nothing gonna happen~

心。痛。

heart pain~
pain dao till i tot i will die~

super junior night~

not as excited as i expected~
mayb i'm not their loyal fans~
i know all of them~
but not clear~

get a chance at rockpitt watch them~
but i choose my little rm54 part time work~
serve for the audience~~
coz~ i feel paiseh go there see them~
i mean suju~
i don know korean~
their song i only know a bit "sorry sorry"
others~>.feel sorry to those fans~ haha

will update more when i free~ now super duper tired~
belum mandi tim~
off to bath now~
=)

thursday nitez

thursday nitez wat u all gonna to do?
assignment?
drama/movie?
chatting wit frenz through fb/ Skype??
no no no no no~
we gonna rock this thursday nitez~!!
clubbing!!!
wuahahahahah~
thursday nitez~ ladies night~
if u r lady~ do join us clubbing at opera~~
wuahahahaha

plan to go clubbing for 1 more years~ but we all so shy don dare to go~~
haha~ this time~ we officially 21 years old~ adult liao~~
so~~ clubbing time!!

monday plan it de~~ then wait wait wait till thursday~
at the morning we still cant bliv ourselves really go to clubbing to9~ really
then think of wat shirt should wear~
my plan was be wearing the SUB black shirt de~ but~ change my mind due to many reason~

then change cloth lo~
then~ make up~~
actually nothing to make also~~ haha~ juz put bb cream to cover my pimples~~
then mascara
done!!!

everything in black!!!
girl in black!

we plan go MOS sunway de(less smoke environment)~~ but~~ after we reach there~~
there is no ppl!! hahhaha~ OMG~ only little cat three two ekor~~
hahahha.. then 5 of us drink a alcohol drink ss at there~
dance a while go out!!

depan belakang only waste 5 mins!!
hahahahaa~ then change venue~ go to opera~
before that i'm wondering why msia don have gossip girl?
if not Blair, Serena, or jenny sure text it got a party at where where where and we juz go there there sure lots of ppl~ and cutie boys~ ahahaha

reach opera~
finally, we can see some "pub environment"
alcohol, smoke, ppl dancing, band, live band, ppl vomit
a reality of 堕落的天堂

then we stand at the bar~
u really cant bliv it~ i don want to drink a alcohol drink ~
then i choose to buy green tea..
u know how much it a green tea can???
rm9!!! OMG~
i buy at supermarket only rm2 nia!!!
LoL~

but what to do? buy lo~~
dancing, high_ing~~
meet lots of ham sap lou~
dancing, high_ing
mengkaji orang lain,meet again many of hamsap lou~~
many ppl~
almost all of my fren get to know a guy in pub~
but i dint~ >.no market value ba~~
hahaha~ no la..
i very shy~ when ppl want o chat wit me i sure terus run away~ hahah
and~ the environment there very noisy~
cant hear wat actually wat they say~
>.
so~~ haha~~
2pm~ we keep count down how much time we left to high~ keep dancing~
when our driver qhong come~~ we all felt don want go out~
want continue high_ing~
hahaha~

when go in to the car~ scold by qhong~
haha dint answer call~
he called all of us~ but none of us catch the phone~
the environment too noisy liao~ cant hear the phone rang~

then~ go back home.. fb a while.. 3pm~ sleep~

conclusion~ u cant meet a good guy in pub, club~
coz most of them are~ ham sap lou, smoking, drink
抽烟，喝酒，嫖赌，样样精~
i juz say most of them~
please dont 对号入座~

so girls~ plz don 钓鱼 at pub/club~ =)
by the way~ happy bday randy!! (on that day)~ hahaha

a freedom friday

this friday~ is somethind special
it suppose same as last few weeks,
it suppose same as my last part time job as promoter~
tired, fan, pain especially legand waist
but today~ haha.. my work start 10 to 10~
but i reach home at 9.20~ it is happy..
this job no ppl supervise me~
the supervisor go back after telling me where is the stock~
so.. i'm free..
this job is road show~
so.. 2 ppl work together~ the is 2 break time
which is 1 to 2, other person is 2-3 and 5-6 and also 6-7~~
but this time~
1st time~ we go eat lunch and dinner sama sama~
left the booth in nobody condition~
hahahahhahahahhahah
1st time~ sure~ cant do that, but happy~ feel like
urealize it and scold u~~
very excited! hahaha
coz is my fren work wit me~we go there together~
(save my transport fees)
and there parking is free!!
hahaha~ no need pay anything as we work 12 hours~ hahaha
then~ when we work~
we set a target~ when we reach the target we stop work and start gossipping~~
hahahhaha~ it is not a work~
1st time feel my part time work is so freedom, happy~

tmrow go see sj's concert lo~
very excited~ hope my tmrow part time job will be as easy as today
then i can spend more time to see those handsome boys~~
hahaha~

画墙

一个小学生的作品,
不方便放demo歌上来，
搞不懂copy right 的东西
想要听听可以call我, 叫我唱
连小学生都懂得“不需要就别在身上划一道墙”
那我呢？
emo的时候尝试去听这首歌
会让你豁然开朗~ ^^




紫檀香加淡淡色的薄荷
闻着气候也会变冷
有时气氛非我们想象中可忍
但就哼一声就过一阵

心底话折纯白的白鸽
走进诺言的四方格
有时谎话的开始不一定是真
何必再额头上画几道疤痕

不需要就别再身上划一道墙
没有人会去拆墙 望一望 你过得怎样
空荡荡 在四面墙狂找答案
就这样在格子中 荒唐流浪

不需要就别在身上划一道墙
只有你才能肯定自己是否安然无恙
空荡荡 慢慢只会累计成伤
要养晃晃 盲人一般

不需要就别再身上划一道墙
没有人会去拆墙 望一望 你过得怎样
空荡荡 在四面墙狂找答案
就这样在格子中 荒唐流浪

不需要就别在身上划一道墙
只有你才能肯定自己是否安然无恙
空荡荡 慢慢只会累计成伤
要养晃晃 盲人一般 上不了岸

忙里偷闲--- roanne style

left half an hour start class, no mood play fb,
fb games all stock filled, look left hand side,
shin yi's comp showing she juz finish play "word search"
and now she baring on the table sleeping~
at my right hand side, oili playing spot the difference,
seems like very energic, teringin-ingin want to break her last higher score~
me.. take care of my 30mins write a blog..
i think if my housemate saw this, they will laugh at me also..
teringin ingin want to write somethings on blog

there has many things appear in my mind..
ihave no idea which 1 i should write it down 1st..
isabelle stuff? super junior concert stuff?
my academic stuff?which 1 u prefer?
errmm.. i asking my mind~ don comment which 1 u like~

my mind says.. every1 its like~ write it all ba~~
i like informal.. don like formal..
u might see many la.. ba.. lo... in my article..
tat's me.. i juz search yap's blog and i found out that she very emotional..
erm.. i mean her word~ she use those word very emotional to express her feeling..
i cant do that.. i jealous that she have such a good writting..
jealous.. want to copy cat~ but i know i cant, unable to do as good as she is
juz act ROANNE stlye

Roanne, every1 praise me that i have a special name.. proud of it..thanks to my mom.. i think is my mom create it.. not my dad~ haha.. i gonna ask this question when i go back.. coz i'm the only 1have this name~ sometimes ppl might say my name is sendiri create de~ there is no such name appear in the world~ unlike michelle, jenny.. u can search the name in the shop~ that name tag that u plan want to send a bday present to the ppl..

u can find their name at there.. in the name book~ 3000++ name appear in the book~ english name~ again~ no roanne in that book~ at that time~ dissapionted~ now memoring it.. that's cool~ no need feel upset abt that,

my chinese name yun han~ meaning~ having lots of knowledge( i sendiri explain it) during my primary 6~ i think my name is the meaning of having, simpan those knowledge stored in my mind~ hahaha..

chinese name also unique.. my fren say it not suits me.. it is too polite, si wen.. not roanne style.. i admit it.. roanne seems like more freedom, rock, the only 1~ so.. i think only those st james fren will called me yun han~ but now recently those st james fren add me in facebook also dint called me yun han any more~ follow majority call me roanne~

soon~ yun han will dissapear in my life, my ear wont hear this name anymore..issit too strange that having english name in IC? i don think that.. but all my fren curious abt that.. they think i'm special.. haha.. i know i'm not.. mayb my parents want me to be special so that put the english name in my IC~

so.. at here.. u can notice that.. this is roanne style.. the title is nothing same like wat i have write.. inthe begining i tought that i will write abt some ppl stuff.. but at the end write up my name's history..

this is me~ don put any expectation on me~ u mayb surprise~

i wait u, he wait me, she wait him

十年前，在吴宗宪的牵线下，蔡依林和周杰伦结缘。


04年“周侯恋”被炒到新的巅峰，蔡依林面对镜头时身单力薄的吐露“没有和周杰伦交往过”。

她唱他写的《倒带》哭到哽咽，她唱“而你总是太晚才明白”，他回“当我最后才明白”。

去年，他的演唱会邀请她做嘉宾，唱到“能不能给我一首歌的时间”时她捧着他的脸。

她等他，远不只一首歌的时间了。






2000年刘烨初识谢娜，三年后两人牵手高调亮相。

他曾对她承诺：“只要谢娜今天说结婚，我明天就娶她。”

可是六年后，刘烨结婚，谢娜哭了整整一晚，新娘不是她。

我不是非要等你，只是等了你，我就不能再等别人了。

十一年了，是该忘了。






玛莎为梁静茹写的《喜悦》里说：“你就是我肩上的天使，在我最不安的时候出现，以你的温暖，辽阔的翅膀紧紧的拥著我。”这是他写给她的情歌。

可是后来梁静茹唱“你写给我，我的第一首歌，你和我，十指紧扣，默写前奏，可是那然后呢”。

2010年2月2日，31岁的梁静茹结婚那天穿着漂亮的婚纱在菲律宾长滩岛举办海滩婚礼。


她踮脚在夕阳垂落在海平面上时与新郎接吻。

可新郎，不是玛莎。






39岁的张惠妹，仍在闪光灯前捧着数座奖杯摆好看的pose。

她是阿密特，她是火。


三年的“正妹恋”告吹那天，她把帽子压低，眼角泛潮。

07年，她在唱《如果你也听说》时毫无悬念的哽咽。

歌词里说：“跌跌撞撞才明白了许多，等我的人就你一个”。

她现在还是单身，她深爱的男子一直在等她嫁给他。






06年阿sa和郑中基在洛杉矶结婚，知道的人并不多。

10年阿sa和郑中基在香港离婚，所有人都知道。

长她十岁的他在发布会上同她一样哭红了眼。

今年，他再接受采访时说，不会跟她再联络了。





张国荣对梅艳芳说过，等我们到40岁，你未嫁，我未娶，我们就在一起。

可是后来，他在03年4月1日坠楼殒身，她在同年12月30日肺功能衰竭病逝。

那年，她刚好40岁。



等你回来，等你站在我面前，等你紧紧拥抱着我。

然后我会告诉你，这两年里，每天我都在想你。

我爱你。





这么多年，还想对谁说，我等你。

这么多年，只想对你说，我等你

japan

A：“想去日本当义工，24小时抢救，分文不收！谁能赞助我”
B：“这是他们的报应！二战期间，他们是多么地残忍！多么地冷血无情！”
A：...


there is many news talking abt japan.. is their fault?
那已經是過去的事了，這還要計較?！
i believe that history already pass.. why still want to compare
历史要谨记，绝不重犯！但不能比较！
do you think that only japan is cruel.. how abt other country?
those who have strong leadership, capability country has no wrong in the past
bcoz of japan.. malaysia has born
should be thankful
后人不应该承受前人的过失。。。。
說的對，能幫他們就幫... 因為我們被他們的德行所佩服
i don understand why some women(you know who you are)
very famous de~ some1 wife talking nonsense at the tv~
so stupid is her~

i wish can find a 5C,5B,5H husband~

曾经，5C老公流行一时。所谓的5C，是女人要求结婚的对象必需拥有:Car (车子),Condo (公寓),Credit Card (信用卡),Cash (现金)以及Career (事业)。
如今，年轻一辈追求的是5B老公。5B既是BMW or Benz (宝马或马赛地汽车),Bungalow (独立洋房),Billionaire (亿万富翁),Body (完美身体)以及Brain (聪明脑袋)。

5B是5C的升级版。拥有车子太普通了！小车破车也是车，不如要求双马:宝马和马赛地。公寓也很委屈，独立洋房才是梦幻。信用卡，现金和事业，一般男人都有:信用卡可能负债，现金可能不够应付金融海啸，事业也可能刚刚起步或陷入危机，不如亿万身家实际。至于完美身体以及聪明脑袋的追求，比较人性化，不象5C那样物质。但是，5B老公，时间何处寻？

一般女人，还是现实点吧！若自认没有5B素质，就不要学人家追求不可能的梦想。我建议你选5H老公:Honest (诚实),Handsome (英俊),Helpful (乐于助人),Humble (谦虚)以及Healthy (健康).这5大人性特质，在现今社会，越来越难找，非常珍贵，所谓健康就是福，比拥有亿万家财更幸福。


当然，5H老公，不包括:Hamsap (咸湿) o(∩_∩)o...哈哈

Rainny Day

hong hong~ cold~
it's a rainy day~ ^^
i think it is influence by the japan tsunami, msia keep raining these few days~
sad to japan, but i like it! hmm.. errmm.. i mean the weather of msia~
early in the morning, raining, it is enjoy to sleep back again~ if.. i don have class on 9am. meet the super duper lo soh lecturer that i ever meet

"u know??" "i tell u ar" "u all muz do this 1" "this is very important in ur final"

sadly, i should'nt talk bad word behind him~

管住自己的嘴巴。不要谈论自己，更不要议论别人。谈论自己往往会自大虚伪，在名不副实中失去自己。议论别人往往陷入鸡毛蒜皮的是非口舌中纠缠不清。每天下班后和你的那些同事朋友喝酒聊天可不是件好事，因为，这中间往往会把议论同事、朋友当做话题。背后议论人总是不好的，尤其是议论别人的短处，这些会降低你的人格。

ok~ refer to the word~ i stop talk abt my lecturer~

i juz feel tat wake up in the early of the morning, go to class that i don not know anything(my tutorial answer is copy paste), feel like useless..

but what to do~ this is uni life~ please don tell me i should study, do my homework, understand wat the subject teach, focus in tutorial, lecturer time.. please~

i tell myself start from 1st year 1st sem~ but useless.. now already 3rd year 2 sem~ am i improve? no~ so.. save ur air liur~ no need "jiao xun" me~ haahha

it is like habit, everyday wake up sure open facebook, for wat? not to comment but paly the game "my shop"

is my brother fault, make me so addicted into it!! start to play the games from chinese new year.. until now.. level 40 already.. is the highest level among my fren~ eveb my brother also lose to me~ but. i still want to play~ >.
everytime play till myfren ask me come down coz the time is reach.. time to go to class..addicted to it~ don ask me why~ it's habit! haha

back to topic~ go to class.. with raining heavily~(i like raining).. but i like to see and feel it only~ i don like to walk under the rain~

today i need to go to class.. no umbrella~ my fren qihong fetch us.. he also run out of time~ he put us at the staircase there.. not a long road~ but i feel it is.. i scare i slip.. coz my slipper not a good slipper.. i run to my class..

turn to my back.. i saw my fren walk slowly wit an umbrella~ (2 of them)
i jealous~ want to shout to them can u two move faster~ since got umbrella~ should be move faster than me~ but they don~ acting like "xiao jie" "gui fu" walk slowly scare the water go into their slipper~ OMG~

cant shout.. have a deep breath~

i walk away alone.. go to class.. don talk with them. they make laugh~ i don choi them~ start again~ emo_ing~

conclusion~ rain easily make me emo~

什么在主导我的人生

i have just read an article, kinda think of write a 哲学观based on what i have read just now.. it's some kinds of 读后感，quite agree with some points that what the author has write.

what is actually driving ur life right now?

there is 5 types master that commonly, normally driving us. i think 5 of them now driving me~ >.
1. 被罪驾驶的人
我这一辈子不停地在后悔+隐藏我的羞耻感
曾经做过的坏事，得罪过的人

2. 被愤恨驾驶的人
紧抓着所受过的伤害，不愿放开
恨着伤害我的人，不管把怒气压抑在心里，还是发泄出来迁怒别人都无济于事而且也不健康

3. 被恐惧驾驶的人
自己制作的牢房，
悲痛的经验，不切实际的期望，严厉的环境

4. 被物质享受驾驶的人
padini,鞋子，衣服
总认为有钱才有安全感

5. 被别人的期望驾驶的人
->我不知道成功之道，但是我确知取悦每个人注定失败
这当中包括父母，朋友

有目的向导的人生
1. 人生有目的，生活有意义
2. 知道自己的人生，简化自己的生活
3. 知道自己的人生目的，是人生更加专注
4. 知道自己的人生目的，生活才会有动力
5. 知道自己的人生目的，预备面对永生~

想想以后上天堂的时候，上帝问我的问题，我可以给个好答案吗？
这是唯一一个考试，我从以前就知道题目，但是却写不出标准答案出来

祷告着凡事依赖着上帝~是我的刚强~ 啊们~

醒觉

今天受到jocelyn的刺激（其实他也没什么刺激我）（怎么刺激我也忘了）但是事实就是放着手边明天deadline的assignment不做，全神贯注的写着我这遗忘已久的blogger

曾经何时，一步一步的忘了那喜欢写东西的感觉，当初创造这account的满怀热情跑去了哪里？

当初立下誓言无论怎么忙都好都写一些好好发泄一下

当初的誓言跑到哪里去了~

是因为忙了？倦了？冷淡了？

沉默了？死心了？

回忆一点一点的飘忽在我脑海中，提醒着我为何放弃，种种原因都情有可原

如今醒觉也一点都不嫌迟，捡起我那喜欢无厘头写东写西的兴趣

如今知道有人会看我的语言

更加的要小心写作，不要辜负她呀~

她是我的好友，之前很多次遇到彷徨，无助，孤单的时候，多少次拉我一把，扶我一把的好姐妹

在这里再次提醒各位亲朋好友看我的blog时，有时候很黑暗的事，有时候八卦的事

有时候写的当事人是你知道的事，人，物

拜托~统统不要告诉第三者~也不要叫他们来读我这编文章，就当做是你我的秘密

有时候我写的东西和我做的事有点出入（比方说：文章中我很讨厌那个人，现实生活中我和那个人是好朋友）

请不要点破，你知我知就好，就算好朋友也有吵架的时候，请在一旁comment,祷告我们赶快和好~那就够了

记住：不要点破！

happy birthday

i collect all the wishes comment from my fb during my birthday

muacks! love u all~
for remembering my bday~
for wishing me
for celebrate wit me
for anythings that done to me during my bday~

nex time~ cant forget to gv me a present!!! i like collect present more during my bday~ ^^

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祝你生日快乐，
祝你生日快乐，
祝你生日快乐，
祝你永远快乐
♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♥


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Happy B'day! your wall page strictly prohibited me to leave any post on your wall! I surrender!...lazy to pick up my handphone. We eagerly wanna celebrate your b'day, but you know lar...^O^ officially 20 already, can get marry already..can't wait for it!


B...OOM-BANG-tut-tut-tut-KABOOM happy birthday~!!!

一首我喜欢的歌

红蜻蜓

个人以为我会写下红蜻蜓的歌词~ 突然改变主意了~
改写小叮当的竹蜻蜓


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各种各样的梦想
总是在我们胸口围绕着
不管是什么样的梦想
他都能为我们实现
用他那奇妙的口袋
为我们实现梦想
如果我们要在空中自由飞翔
“那么，就是用竹蜻蜓吧！”
啊
我最喜欢的就是小叮当啦~


sometimes, i wish i have doraemon in my life
i admit, not some times, is every single time
i jealous wit da xiong having such a good fren
da xiong is noob, dumb, everytime get zero marks , bully by his fren
many ppl think he is poor~ but i think he is most rich person in the world
if i have the friend like doraemon in the world
i will choose to be a noob, dumb ,a friend of doraemon.

yam cha^^

when i write this post..
my heart is in KK but my body is in KL·
i found out that there is~ there is no place to yam cha in KL~>.i don like yam ca in kl~ no place~ kopitiam? don like~ dirty~ yuckss~

kk is diff~ yoyo, room25, easyway~
there has my fav pudding milk tea
i know i cant sleep well after i drink it~
but i love to drink it! haha

休息是爲了走更長遠的路，喝茶是為了考更多的試▫ ▫ ▫

喝茶不是罪 ▣ 年輕就是要瘋狂 ▣ 青春就是要揮霍 ▣ 喝茶萬萬歲 ✿

i damn like this post when i'm angry ^^

我再踩!
我用力踩！
我很用力踩！
我非常用力踩！
我用尽全力去踩！
就算鞋子烂也要踩！
就算腾讯倒闭也要踩！
就算天塌下来我都要踩！
要是天真塌下来了继续踩！
要是地面凹了我不管继续踩！
要是踩到我脚骨折我也继续踩！
要是别人见了骂我傻我还是要踩！
要是警察敢过来阻止我就更加要踩！
要是你看我不爽我没办法还要继续踩！
要是你觉得敢兴趣你也可以过来一起踩！
踩到地下水喷发造成洪灾损失惨重我也踩！
踩到南昌地震山崩地裂地下水泛滥我还要踩
踩到火山喷发太平洋海啸我还要继续往死里踩！
踩到阎罗王说我制造噪音我刁根烟看看他继续踩！
踩到天昏地暗惊天地泣鬼神我不管我还是要继续踩
踩到刚刚重建好的伊拉克房屋又倒塌了我不管还要踩！
踩到日本岛所有导弹由于震波影响而突然自爆我还要踩！
踩到正在坐飞机去日本****的水扁大哥坠机身亡我还要踩！

the word i hate the most when i'm in a relationship

this post i delete, update, delete, update liao many times >.

Sorry~ thank you~ I feel that I hate these two words very much!! What does it mean? I keep hold my tears from my eyes.. don let it fall down.. do u know y I do this? U know? How u know? I don know y I want hold it too!! Because of embarrassed? Because of contact lens? Because of.. because of?? I don’t know.. I don’t know anything in this moment~

There have no playboy playgirl here.. I found out that I cant play relationship! There is a lot of spy here.. watching me cannot go wrong path.. watching me for not hurting anyone including me!! I just want to enjoy for this moment.. in now.. I don’t want talk about future.. past.. can I just want “now”?

每一次的考试都有派对~ 我一直都很喜欢考完试后的派对~对我来说是一个值得放松，值得庆祝，而且是一定要庆祝的派对!!以前我可以为了它只花两个小时整理一大座山的行李，然后赶到机场回家~虽然累，但是我是开心的！我以为我的死党也是这样想的~我以为~ 但是看见他们很爱睡的样子~我的以为不再是以为~他们是不觉得值得庆祝的~宁愿把时间花在睡觉~睡觉醒来打game..看见他们这样~我心里有一阵失落感~也就是因为他们不要和我出去~这件事才会发生~就是这样事情就发生了~

他~约了我很多次~从我觉得他对我有意思，一直到我觉得自己在自作多情，一直到，可以接受我和他是，只是，他只把我当成是兄弟姐妹！考完试了！他星期二考完，我星期三..他问：考完试后要去哪里？我说：我？fully booked了.. 你要约我？可能没时间给你了哦~哈哈O(∩_∩)O哈哈~

可是~谁会想到我不是fully booked呢？就答应他的邀约~ 当初是这样的心情..真的只把他..只把他当成是我的兄弟~骑车骑到1U.. 享受着冷风.. 享受飙车的滋味~这..这就是恋爱的感觉吧~他给了我有种很想谈恋爱的感觉~尤其是和他~纵然知道不可能~但是我问问上帝~可以让我享受着偷来的幸福吗？享受着不可能发生的恋爱吗？上帝没有回答~可能有~但我没去听~因为我的手已经做了决定~勾着他的手臂~享受我这迟来的派对~

他..他没有拒绝诶~非但没有~还表现到十足好男朋友的角色~他和我有同样的想法吗?我不知道~也不想去探讨~只想好好享受.. 享受~ 买戏票~排队~走进戏院~冷了~把冷衣递给我怕我冷~高跟鞋~怕我跌倒~看久了~太冷了~用他的手给我温暖~… 这..这代表什么？公然抽我的水诶~O(∩_∩)O哈哈~但~真的有种幸福的感觉~死了！！套句我的口头禅！犯贱！被抽水居然那么开心？！看完戏~他用着我喜欢的姿势~用它厚厚的手放在我的腰上~保护着我~ 原本以为~12点了，魔法没了，我们要回到现实了~

下一刻，一离开lift，抱着我吻了下去~我楞了一下~现在是什么情况？blur blur中~他没口臭~我也没有~… 我知道这不是重点~但相信我，那时我只想到这点~><” 吻了吻了~吻了超多下 ！严重过了我能负荷的地步~拜托~这是我的1st kiss 好吗？ 体谅我ok?吻了超多下~（使你无法想象的次数）（最够力的是还把手伸进去）这我不能接受了！第一次觉得我那么随便！拉开他的手~他get到我的意思~继续吻，有时手还会伸进去~不懂我的理智没有散去~总是能在事情没有恶化前，拉开他的手~

散步去取车时，对我说“我爱你”你要做我的女朋友吗？拜托！你什么好处都拿了~还不当我是女朋友啊~我要求他正式追求我~他竟然拒绝？！ 当然这是打情骂俏~相信不久的将来我会有个浪漫的告白~（幸福中）
我要回去宿舍了~累了~我说~ 但是…但是… 回去前还找个蚊子多到半死的地方吻~拜托！我穿短裤诶！我很容易惹蚊子的！到最后蚊子把我吸干了血才舍得让我回去~呼，感谢主~若不是~今晚我会失身吧？！（><” 不敢想象！！让我死了！！）

回去之后~想了很多~想着想着~哭出来了~因为~我知道我太随便了！！当然他也没有尊重我！才第一次！以后不可以在这样了！！ 以后？！ 想以后了？！我们~我们~真的适合吗？
1..他~很Holy~ 可之前的动作不像！他到底什么人？！
2.他会离开malaysia，我一点也不可以谈远距离的爱情~
3．他要求每天我都要灵修~OMG！可以的~我想吧~maybe~
4. 他的金钱全部奉献给上帝的！这完全不符合我的“你的$是我的$，我的$是我的$”
5.连结婚戒子也会奉献给上帝的人是我要的老公吗？
6.他居然要帮我还完我欠petronas的$，不要我替petronas做工?和他一起传福音？拜托~！有没有问过我的意见啊？我不喜欢petronas吗？我爱死了！我要自由！！
他真的是我要的人吗？
我~ 1.我喜欢他吗？真的喜欢他吗？还是一时的意乱情迷？被环境，被心情牵着鼻子走？
2.确定吗？和他？真的吗？
这些问题一直又一直的浮现在我的脑海里~一次又一次的问自己~答案其实一早就出现了~ 我不能！一点也不能！我很自私吗？现在才说不能？我已经错过黄金时间拒绝他了~怎么办？为什么我会把这一切弄得一团糟？为什么？！

……………中间发生很多事情~不想谈~不想写~没意思~短短的两天而已~为什么好像过了很久？我做错决定了吗？leave me alone ok? Let me handle this thing alone!!!!!很想呐喊~但是不行~一个我很敬重的人~我的天使~她~是对我好的~她要我面对事实~她要我去和他说我们不适合~无论是属灵上，理智上， 情感上我们都不适合！不懂我们为何会在一起~而且我的天使竟然是不知情~
但是我很怕~很怕面对他！时间到了~终于要面对了~无论之前我如何呐喊着不要见面，都于事无补了~看着他走来~我又想转身逃跑的感觉！终于~坐了下来好好谈了~望着他~想起我们以前常常出去吃~真么今天的特别难吃，特别没胃口，还很想呕？谈开了~对不起，谢谢你~这两句说得最多~我也厌烦了~可不可以不要讲了？我可不可以闭起我的耳朵不听他的解释？可以吗？可以快点结束对谈让我回去哭出来吗？可以临走前不要对我那么好吗？可以不要像大哥哥一样摸摸我的头吗？纵然你的举动然我心痛~但你的语言一次又一次的刺伤我~！“对不起，我在处理着一些事情，等下再打来可以吗？”

我..我现在是你要处理的事情吗?!!!!! 你真的好过分！真的！说过~不可以在你面前哭~不哭！一点也没哭！真的我做到了！一滴眼泪都没留出来！！没有~没有~真的没有~起码…不是在你面前~是在你身后…从机车的望后镜看见你的神色~不耐烦！是我读错你的神色了吗？我不知道~我只知道~快点逃离你~快点！快点！

我以为我们可以在一起~我真的以为~不谈以前，不谈未来，只谈现在~但是，不论是你，是我~都不可以！

再见了~用回那两个我听厌了的话回敬你！谢谢你~给了我那么深刻的回忆！那么另类的party after exam~对不起~是我甩了你！用了最老套的借口，也是最适合我们的借口~我们不适合！！

再见！