不抱怨，更美丽~！

不抱怨
coz i'm not close wit u~
and i don care about you~
ppl got ask me~
y u are so different wit ue family~
don like to talk??

he tot i'm beautiful, different..
but.. at that time~ i'm upset~
coz i know the truth~
y i can do until 不抱怨??

coz i really don care abt that things,
that person~
my heart is cold like ice..
happiness and beautiful~ which 1 u will choose??

for me, i will choose happiness.. not beautiful
no ppl wants me get marry to me..
fine.. then i jadi janda baik lo~~

but.. choose happiness.. means..
i'll expose more chances to get sad, to get hurt by them~
i know they are same pattern as me~
too straight forward..

some times hurt me indirectly they don know..
(even i told them i'm hurt coz of u)
but they wont change..
all i want when u hurt me is juz a "sorry"
wit this word~ it juz like a medicine to cure my heart broken~
i can forgive you so many times that u hurt me~

without this word~
i don know when i can tahan? until 1000 times?
till i hurt till no feelings~ i don know~

but for bf~
"soory" this word is prohibited!!
bf say "sorry" coz he had done wrong~
i rememeber i told him~
can "sorry" this word wont appear in our conversation~
he say yes..
he agree..
but the next day~
he broke his promise~

which i can say~
when a boy wants u to be his gf~
wat promise he can make..
but after u bcum his gf~
he will forget every sweet promise tat he made wit u~
mayb i juz meet a wrong guy~ i don know~