3 sem alredy.. i have face exam in uni 3 times already.. my senior told me.."roanne, i'm now already final year student.. but when i face exam.. i'm still nervous, my hand keep struggelng without control" senior.. i wan to ask.. who are not in that siuation? EXAM? i dont know why they created this stuff?? shIt.. make me feel want to die when in exam.. (study a lot until no sleep) always hypothese my self.. after today i'm fr.. tahan more 1 day. tahan!! arrrggghh!!
now result rlease~ haih.. i know it.. i know my result after i exam it.. but. u know.. when the realisation comes out.. it still can hurt me... haih~
Monday, 23 November 2009
holiday!!!
1 week holidays is gone!!
OMG! cant imagine so fast~ wat have i done in past a week.. NOTHING! i start up my engine(sleep all the time) =p
watch all the movie that i bring back~ 1 week.. finish jo~ wat i need to do now? i have no idea.. continue sleep? to face my killer nex sem?? erm.. that is not a good idea~ i don wan.. -REJECT-
go out everyday with frenz? i don wan waste my money =_=".. -REJECT-
find a job?? lazy.....
then wat should i do???
CONCLUSION: continue be pig ba~ haiz...
OMG! cant imagine so fast~ wat have i done in past a week.. NOTHING! i start up my engine(sleep all the time) =p
watch all the movie that i bring back~ 1 week.. finish jo~ wat i need to do now? i have no idea.. continue sleep? to face my killer nex sem?? erm.. that is not a good idea~ i don wan.. -REJECT-
go out everyday with frenz? i don wan waste my money =_=".. -REJECT-
find a job?? lazy.....
then wat should i do???
CONCLUSION: continue be pig ba~ haiz...
Thursday, 12 November 2009
剩下两张paper...
有时候，有些人，有些事，在你脑里会待很久很久；
有时候，有些话，有些歌，在你心里会不停重复着。
这意味着什么呢？
在乎吗？ 抑或讨厌？
还是我不懂得将它处理？
生活里太多琐碎的事物，要就整理，要不就丢在一旁；
谁又会在意你到底有多少份量，不过是个泛泛之辈嘛。
讨厌重复的话题，因为太浪费时间了，对我好点好吗？
每个人都有自己的一套，过着自己想要的方式；
也许你可以不满意我的方式，但，那就是我啊。
我也没有规定你该对我怎么样，请做好自己吧。
听着雨声的感觉真的很棒，噪音全都被覆盖了，
看着雨天似乎要将这城市淹没，静静地等待着。
脚下腐败的，就让它被冲走好了，一了百了了。
有时候，有些话，有些歌，在你心里会不停重复着。
这意味着什么呢？
在乎吗？ 抑或讨厌？
还是我不懂得将它处理？
生活里太多琐碎的事物，要就整理，要不就丢在一旁；
谁又会在意你到底有多少份量，不过是个泛泛之辈嘛。
讨厌重复的话题，因为太浪费时间了，对我好点好吗？
每个人都有自己的一套，过着自己想要的方式；
也许你可以不满意我的方式，但，那就是我啊。
我也没有规定你该对我怎么样，请做好自己吧。
听着雨声的感觉真的很棒，噪音全都被覆盖了，
看着雨天似乎要将这城市淹没，静静地等待着。
脚下腐败的，就让它被冲走好了，一了百了了。
Monday, 12 October 2009
APK
Before the APK entrepreneurship day, I am accessories department member, so I have go to Midvalley, 1 Utama, Jaya One, Tropicana Mall to compare the price of glass, cover glass, plastic and others.
Other than that, I also go to find the ice box in pasar pagi in seksyen 17, but unfortunately, the hawker don’t want sell it to me because she also want to use the box. Besides that, I have deal with the seller for buy the banner cloth in a cheapest price. After that, we stay back in Z’aba do our banner, standee, menu list, table cloth and cut and stick our company’s sticker in the cup from 5pm to 2am. 2 am u know??!! very late!! this is the 1st time i stay in fpp until 2 am.. i still remember that time i keep blame+ing other committee why so early go back.. actually if let me take out my cons.. i think i am willing to stay back.. the cons make me uncomfortable~
On the APK entrepreneurship that day, I have bring the round and long extension and company sticker to go to KPS. Once the sushi has come, we stick all the sushi box with our company sticker. We have divided our stall to 5 parts. Which is cashier part which is receive money, coupon, order for juice, and placed our different types of sushi let customer to choose. Next juice maker part, we have watermelon juice, orange juice, carrot juice, apple juice. We also have offer mix juice, which is orange mix with apple or orange mix with carrot. Most customers like to mix orange with carrot. So, in 1 day, our carrot has finish stock and not available in the next day. Next, blended and placed ice part.
Blended part is not same part with juice part. This is because blended need many ice to produce, so it must placed with ice while juice part placed with fruits so that our committee can easily to take our ingredients, make our process of juice and ice blended can smoothly go through. Next part is placed our committee personal belonging like bags. And last but not least, cleaner part. We have placed a dustbin and a pair of clean water to let our committee to wash their hand, ingredient and also their equipment.
Before we start our business, we hang all the banner, table cloth, standy to attract customer come and step in our stall. I have take many position in this entrepreneurship day like cashier, the job scope is received the money from customer and show the customer the prize for different sushi pack. If the customers want to redeem the coupon, we need to jot down the number of the coupon, because we also held a lucky draw. There have 10 lucky persons. Once the number of the coupon match with the lucky number that our committee, he or she will get another set of sushi + juice. Next, in juice maker part, each glass of juice contains a fruit. For example, orange juice, the procedure is put an orange in the juice maker, pour 2 teaspoon of sugar water and water until half of the glass then put the ice until the cup is full the put the glass cover then can sell to our customer. In blended part, we only offer mango blended. At first, we need to pour 1 glass of ice into a blended machine, then add 2 or 3 piece of mango slice, pour 3 to 4 teaspoon of sugar water, then blended it.
As we just started our business, we found out that the sugar water is not sufficient to support our daily business because we have received too many order of juices. So kok yong (one of committee) and I go and buy sugar and cook it let it melt in kok yong house(ss2). After we finish it, we back to our stall and continue our business. When we want to continue, we need to pour the mango favour to water sugar, we found out that the mango favour is lost. On the other hand, other committee also say that lack of ice, so, kok yong, kean leng and I go to ss2 buy the mango favour and ice back to our stall.
The next day, we divided to 2 groups which is 1 group is stay in KPS the main stall and the others go roadshow. We have take different pack of sushi go to faculty education, faculty sastera, faculty economic, faculty business and accountancy and last but not least our UM main library to sell our sushi in outside KPS.
Other than that, I also go to find the ice box in pasar pagi in seksyen 17, but unfortunately, the hawker don’t want sell it to me because she also want to use the box. Besides that, I have deal with the seller for buy the banner cloth in a cheapest price. After that, we stay back in Z’aba do our banner, standee, menu list, table cloth and cut and stick our company’s sticker in the cup from 5pm to 2am. 2 am u know??!! very late!! this is the 1st time i stay in fpp until 2 am.. i still remember that time i keep blame+ing other committee why so early go back.. actually if let me take out my cons.. i think i am willing to stay back.. the cons make me uncomfortable~
On the APK entrepreneurship that day, I have bring the round and long extension and company sticker to go to KPS. Once the sushi has come, we stick all the sushi box with our company sticker. We have divided our stall to 5 parts. Which is cashier part which is receive money, coupon, order for juice, and placed our different types of sushi let customer to choose. Next juice maker part, we have watermelon juice, orange juice, carrot juice, apple juice. We also have offer mix juice, which is orange mix with apple or orange mix with carrot. Most customers like to mix orange with carrot. So, in 1 day, our carrot has finish stock and not available in the next day. Next, blended and placed ice part.
Blended part is not same part with juice part. This is because blended need many ice to produce, so it must placed with ice while juice part placed with fruits so that our committee can easily to take our ingredients, make our process of juice and ice blended can smoothly go through. Next part is placed our committee personal belonging like bags. And last but not least, cleaner part. We have placed a dustbin and a pair of clean water to let our committee to wash their hand, ingredient and also their equipment.
Before we start our business, we hang all the banner, table cloth, standy to attract customer come and step in our stall. I have take many position in this entrepreneurship day like cashier, the job scope is received the money from customer and show the customer the prize for different sushi pack. If the customers want to redeem the coupon, we need to jot down the number of the coupon, because we also held a lucky draw. There have 10 lucky persons. Once the number of the coupon match with the lucky number that our committee, he or she will get another set of sushi + juice. Next, in juice maker part, each glass of juice contains a fruit. For example, orange juice, the procedure is put an orange in the juice maker, pour 2 teaspoon of sugar water and water until half of the glass then put the ice until the cup is full the put the glass cover then can sell to our customer. In blended part, we only offer mango blended. At first, we need to pour 1 glass of ice into a blended machine, then add 2 or 3 piece of mango slice, pour 3 to 4 teaspoon of sugar water, then blended it.
As we just started our business, we found out that the sugar water is not sufficient to support our daily business because we have received too many order of juices. So kok yong (one of committee) and I go and buy sugar and cook it let it melt in kok yong house(ss2). After we finish it, we back to our stall and continue our business. When we want to continue, we need to pour the mango favour to water sugar, we found out that the mango favour is lost. On the other hand, other committee also say that lack of ice, so, kok yong, kean leng and I go to ss2 buy the mango favour and ice back to our stall.
The next day, we divided to 2 groups which is 1 group is stay in KPS the main stall and the others go roadshow. We have take different pack of sushi go to faculty education, faculty sastera, faculty economic, faculty business and accountancy and last but not least our UM main library to sell our sushi in outside KPS.
Saturday, 19 September 2009
holiday
today start holiday..
i think yesterday already start.. but today is officially..
haha.. i have done my backdrop design.. OMG.. really ugly.. not professional.. just crop.. copy.. paste.. edit.. then send to michelle.. at here need to apologize wit michelle.. sorry cant help u.. coz my ability is using my mouth.. publicity ma.. sorry cant help u.. i think u will regret take me as member..
now.. i just realize how small am i.. how stupid am i.. i not like wat i think as in matrix.. really/..
an essay.. i wan to be an xtraordinary ppl..
prove that i don wan.. i juz wan be an ordinary ppl.. stay behind ppl.. but wan ppl spend care for me.. feel lucky coz still have ppl care me.. coz i so stupid.. no frenz at all.. only know how to bluff..
sorry to u guys.. be so small gas before.. but.. i am who i am.. i think is my characteristic.. cant change.. thx forgiving me,.. thanks a lot!!
i think yesterday already start.. but today is officially..
haha.. i have done my backdrop design.. OMG.. really ugly.. not professional.. just crop.. copy.. paste.. edit.. then send to michelle.. at here need to apologize wit michelle.. sorry cant help u.. coz my ability is using my mouth.. publicity ma.. sorry cant help u.. i think u will regret take me as member..
now.. i just realize how small am i.. how stupid am i.. i not like wat i think as in matrix.. really/..
an essay.. i wan to be an xtraordinary ppl..
prove that i don wan.. i juz wan be an ordinary ppl.. stay behind ppl.. but wan ppl spend care for me.. feel lucky coz still have ppl care me.. coz i so stupid.. no frenz at all.. only know how to bluff..
sorry to u guys.. be so small gas before.. but.. i am who i am.. i think is my characteristic.. cant change.. thx forgiving me,.. thanks a lot!!
由谁来掌管你的生命？
最近的生活，好像已经是自己坐在心中的宝座上，
不是好像,简直是自己在坐着了
觉得我的生命提不起劲来。
上帝啊，我退我退……我愿意退下来，我真的不想管了，不想理了。
我不会管。我不懂要怎样管理。
总觉得越管越糟。让你坐上去那个宝座吧……来掌管我的生命吧……我只想听你的声音。
我只想照着你的旨意去行。
昨天听了个故事，常觉得自己在他的“讲道”之下学习了很多东西。
我真的受益良多。话说有一天，上帝给了一个人一个任务，那就是推一块大石头。
那个人每一天推，用力的推，费尽了精力，可是那块石头太大太重了，他根本就推不到。
当他看到石头仍然原封不动的时候，他开始抱怨上帝，为什么给我这么大块的石头叫我推？
我根本就推不到！上帝告诉他说：“亲爱的儿子啊，还记得我当初吩咐你什么吗？我只不过叫你推石头，我并没有叫你必须把石头推开啊！”
“你看看你自己，现在是不是比以前更强壮了？”
Earnest说的对，上帝并不是要我们看到什么成绩。
他只是要我们尽力去推石头，因为在推石头的过程中我们会更坚强，我们会成长。
会懂事。神不只是要我们为外邦人带来祝福；更是透过外邦人来祝福我们。让我们来努力一起推这块大石头吧！
right!!! i just need to try my best!!(i really need try my best before.. cannot juz talk talk..) i know where is my limitation.. gambateh roanne!!!
不是好像,简直是自己在坐着了
觉得我的生命提不起劲来。
上帝啊，我退我退……我愿意退下来，我真的不想管了，不想理了。
我不会管。我不懂要怎样管理。
总觉得越管越糟。让你坐上去那个宝座吧……来掌管我的生命吧……我只想听你的声音。
我只想照着你的旨意去行。
昨天听了个故事，常觉得自己在他的“讲道”之下学习了很多东西。
我真的受益良多。话说有一天，上帝给了一个人一个任务，那就是推一块大石头。
那个人每一天推，用力的推，费尽了精力，可是那块石头太大太重了，他根本就推不到。
当他看到石头仍然原封不动的时候，他开始抱怨上帝，为什么给我这么大块的石头叫我推？
我根本就推不到！上帝告诉他说：“亲爱的儿子啊，还记得我当初吩咐你什么吗？我只不过叫你推石头，我并没有叫你必须把石头推开啊！”
“你看看你自己，现在是不是比以前更强壮了？”
Earnest说的对，上帝并不是要我们看到什么成绩。
他只是要我们尽力去推石头，因为在推石头的过程中我们会更坚强，我们会成长。
会懂事。神不只是要我们为外邦人带来祝福；更是透过外邦人来祝福我们。让我们来努力一起推这块大石头吧！
right!!! i just need to try my best!!(i really need try my best before.. cannot juz talk talk..) i know where is my limitation.. gambateh roanne!!!
七颗巧克力
一篇很感动我的故事。是Earnest的故事。
他对牛奶很敏感，一碰到牛奶就随时有生命危险的。
话说他三四岁生日时，他们家的一个好朋友打电话给他说会送份礼物给他。
小Earnest兴奋得抱着很大的期望期待着那份礼物，不肯睡觉。
终于，礼物到了……包装得很精致、很美。
他开心的把礼物打开一看…………竟是……一盒巧克力……小小的心，碎…了……脸上挂着的尽是失望……连他爸爸看了……也替他儿子的失望感到痛心。
他爸爸知道他真的真的很想吃，所以告诉他：“你向上帝祷告……你向他求吧！”
小Earnest祷告之后，他就开始吃巧克力，一颗、两颗……七颗。他整整吃了七颗巧克力，他却仍然没事！他全家惊叹着上帝所行奇妙的奇迹！
连上帝也痛心小Earnest的失望……可见上帝是多么的疼我们！！
T.T小Earnest带着满足的心情上床睡觉。
第二天，他又拿了一颗巧克力来吃，才放进嘴里，咬了半口，他的嘴唇直接肿起来！那是他人生中唯一吃过的七颗巧克力。
那是对上帝极大的信心啊！小孩子的信心是大的，耶稣说、让小孩子到我这里来、不要禁止他们。因为在天国的、正是这样的人。超感动的 <3~~ T.T
really very touching... this is a new stiry.. earnest is 1 of clc frenz.. i know he cant eat dan dan such things..i really don know he also like eat such things like me... juz.. he cant eat as sesuka hati like me.. now.. feel... wordless.. need to treat him more nice.. hmmm..
他对牛奶很敏感，一碰到牛奶就随时有生命危险的。
话说他三四岁生日时，他们家的一个好朋友打电话给他说会送份礼物给他。
小Earnest兴奋得抱着很大的期望期待着那份礼物，不肯睡觉。
终于，礼物到了……包装得很精致、很美。
他开心的把礼物打开一看…………竟是……一盒巧克力……小小的心，碎…了……脸上挂着的尽是失望……连他爸爸看了……也替他儿子的失望感到痛心。
他爸爸知道他真的真的很想吃，所以告诉他：“你向上帝祷告……你向他求吧！”
小Earnest祷告之后，他就开始吃巧克力，一颗、两颗……七颗。他整整吃了七颗巧克力，他却仍然没事！他全家惊叹着上帝所行奇妙的奇迹！
连上帝也痛心小Earnest的失望……可见上帝是多么的疼我们！！
T.T小Earnest带着满足的心情上床睡觉。
第二天，他又拿了一颗巧克力来吃，才放进嘴里，咬了半口，他的嘴唇直接肿起来！那是他人生中唯一吃过的七颗巧克力。
那是对上帝极大的信心啊！小孩子的信心是大的，耶稣说、让小孩子到我这里来、不要禁止他们。因为在天国的、正是这样的人。超感动的 <3~~ T.T
really very touching... this is a new stiry.. earnest is 1 of clc frenz.. i know he cant eat dan dan such things..i really don know he also like eat such things like me... juz.. he cant eat as sesuka hati like me.. now.. feel... wordless.. need to treat him more nice.. hmmm..
Wednesday, 5 August 2009
wat can i do now??
some times i really think that when you cant voice out ur stressness.. the other way is write it down.. i seldom do that.. coz i think that is mafan.. the hand will pain.. 2nd.. i think that i have so many fren i can talk with them.. no need sou mai sou mai... but.. sometimes.. really cant.. you dont know.. really.. dont know who can talk wit.. every1 busy wit their own project, things, ppl.. who really care wit you? who? althought gt some1 treally care for you.. but you dont know how to express wit she.. really.. tat wat i'm feeling now... tired.. sad.. just cry in the lecturer hall.. the tears say out straightly.. i dint ask them out from my eyes.. but they did ignore my command.. some ppl "fu yan" to you.. u'll feel it.. really.. coz i did it to ppl too.. but when ppl act same things to u.. u will feel hurt.. i try.. really.. i have try not to fu yan ppl anymore.. i wan to find out the lost roanne.. yes.. i'm lost.. i don know where am i.. i know this feeling very well.. long time dint see u.. feeling.. hey guys~ but sorry i wont say nice to meet you.. i wonder when i can find the way out.. it take how much time?? i dont know
Tuesday, 28 July 2009
damn laptop!!
i have two laptod.. i'm very proud of it once upon a time.. but now.. haiz.. i have to admin tat i'm a laptod killer.. lol.. coz my acer's laptod screen sotz jo cost me rm750 to fix it well then after tat my dell's laptod also gt problem.. luckily there have warranty on it.. so FOC.. so happy.. coz i really really pokai jo.. no money liao.. the dell' laptod is actually the RAM' problem... no wonder my laptod since i buy it run so slow when i login msn.. facebook.. haih.. not my fault.. ok?? later.. here come the charger got problem.. okok.. this time is my fault.. i make it.. keke..but also FOC.. but very paiseh is the techinician ask this morning i came ur hostel help u fix the RAM.. now is chaarger problem?? so paiseh..
Sunday, 10 May 2009
a day with full schedule.. almost die
i have appoinment with pei juan at 8pm.. for dinner.. but she said is eat dinner till 8pm?? my god.. my english got so worse until mistaken their meaning?? but really tired la.. from 1 appoinment rush to another appoinment
central market "phone fair"
rm9.90 a branded phone??!! where? where? of coz we finanly dint see it.. there is only cheap rm200 like that for original phone.. but there is 1 fuuny things happen on that day.. u guys know what the technic ussually guy want to talk with gal in 1st time.. "hey hey.. i seems like know u... bla bla bla" but today i saw the scene is true.. not for increase the sales for just simply "da shan" tat is shinyi 1st year fren.. darjah 1.. now also can remember the face and whole name??!! geng.. but very paiseh is i push shin yi not to talk with the guy coz i don trust he.. but who knows.. he really fren of shin yio.. god.. let me die ba..
Genting!!
finally.. exam over!!! yahoooooooooOOO.. we all plan go genting before..but i think science student all very rich.. genting. we almost eat maggie cup, bread, n biscuit that bring by our own.. but they??!! eat sushi king as dinner!!! walaoman.. geng!! i go genting 4 times.. 1st- ns holiday my auntie bring me go there play flying coster.. 2nd-count down new year wit econ gang.. 1 of the member is my roommate yee mun.. 3rd.. go with my gang.. that 1 really dai dao lan rm50 include transport,accomodation,n tix for 2 biggest ceremony for taiwan n hong kong performance.. warrrhhh.. i like itvery much.. the 4th time is now... with science gang.. my roomate janet is 1 of the member.. i count down day i spend rm35 to sleep wit 2 person in a HALF bed.. but now.. i sleep wit 2 peron in TWO single bed with rm20!! syok!!!
show time
continue to the fire man steamboart shop.. the perfomanance dint wear his shirt before he perform.. all of us scolded he(at the back of coz) y he dint wear shirt?? very hot meh?? he is cheft?? but this is steamboat lor.. we all r cheft.. we all cooking.. haha.. fonally the answer is he is performance.. quite nice.. but not many gv a loud clap.. haha.. gv face to he.. we all shoit like ghost make he happy.. wuahahaha
fire man??
this isthe shop that v eat steamboat after far2 exam.. too tired.. too stress.. i know every1 wan to cry.. coz they cant get an A?? lol.. i just hope pass but their hope A.. who know.. their hopes can be come true.. (let the lecturer kolian kolian they) coz the paper.. too difficult la!!
exam day!!!
gan jiong gan jiong.. exam day finally come.. all of the effort will examined at here.. this is the place i offer rm1 to burn it.. but no1 help me..
study week
the whole week i don know wat that i have done.. the mind is only can feed by knowledge.. study study n study.. very tired.. very sam fu.. i almost dead at that time.. stress.. the gang is bigger n bigger.. i don know what is in their mind..
Tuesday, 21 April 2009
6.a.m
i cant believe people who can tahan not to sleep until 7.a.m.. i'll think their crazy.. y so suffer? work cant be done in short time.. then take a break.. that my policy.. but.. noww. 6.a.m already.. 1st time i'm not lying on my bed sleep until like a PIG!!! how come?? insonmia? a bit.. study MIS la..little.. lol.. wish all of my frenz who now is gambatae+ing K+ing books.. jia you jia you jia you!!!
..my roommate..
at midvalley
NG part..
dont know look at where.. but confirm not leng zai... haha
take a look in the photo.. hehe.. y we always take same position to take the photo.. wondering@_@.. BTW.. i really hope we still can become roomate next semester..
x_x final ar...
final is around the corner.. i had already took the english paper for last friday, i know that i have no hope to get A. i only wish that i can get A- in this subject.. stupid de hor the lecturer.. giv my continuos assessment so little.. r she blind?? i don know y she gv so little make me only can lost maximum 11 marks in final.. lol.. i don know i can do it or not.. but i gad try my best.. really.. i really try my best.. tmrow.. i'll face econ final examination.. this subject i hope can score A because of the tips is given!! haha.. i like the lecturer very much.. i think he know he has gain many fans through give tips.. yaya.. i love he very much. wan to giv he a kiss at here.. MUAAAKKKSS!! saturday i need to face with the genius that create computer and internet.. oh gosh.. gambatae la.. wish me at least can get B+ at here.. hopefully.. wan gambaate!! BTW.. wishing again happy bufday to oili, tan sing yee, william uncle.. and my neighbour.. for wed.. seok theng.. b
ufday happy!!
ufday happy!!MIS BO
OKS+NOTES
OKS+NOTESTHE file of econ..
Saturday, 18 April 2009
-study week-
toot.. toot.. (calling my study mood)..
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yes.. this is the condition in whole week.. i know i must study hard to get a better result.. but no mood?? how? i addicted to SLEEP, FACEBOOK, NOVEL, EATING.. omg!! how can i manage the 24 hour to finish all 5 important subject?? how? i don know.. really.. i dont know.. i just know my far2 midterm result already.. 1.5 out of 20 marks.. my 1st reaction is laughing.. how come?/ i don know.. but my heart is broken.. bleeding.. i don wan shin yi feel 同情 to me.. i don wan other ppl pity on me!! i don wan become the last person in my gang.. really.. don wan... i must sudy hard now.. jia you jia you!!!
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yes.. this is the condition in whole week.. i know i must study hard to get a better result.. but no mood?? how? i addicted to SLEEP, FACEBOOK, NOVEL, EATING.. omg!! how can i manage the 24 hour to finish all 5 important subject?? how? i don know.. really.. i dont know.. i just know my far2 midterm result already.. 1.5 out of 20 marks.. my 1st reaction is laughing.. how come?/ i don know.. but my heart is broken.. bleeding.. i don wan shin yi feel 同情 to me.. i don wan other ppl pity on me!! i don wan become the last person in my gang.. really.. don wan... i must sudy hard now.. jia you jia you!!!
many hor.. 2 big file.. 3 tebal tebal books.. many notes.. lol!! crazy ya...
Wednesday, 8 April 2009
榴莲公主
i keep think that wanna give a nickname to myself.. i think of many.. but for the durian princess is suitable for me? i crazy with durian!! very much! from this post on.. i'll call my name as princess.. a durian princess.. *claps!!* congratulation!!this is the birth of durian princess..
Tuesday, 7 April 2009
my 1st time!!
yesterday i'm 1st time book the air tix back to kk in the nex cny holiday.. very cheap u know!! it is only rm196 for MALYSIA AIRLINES wor.. wuahhhahahaha.. happy.. i use the CIMB clicks to buy it... i thought very difficult to buy.. but who knows.. it is very easy.. hahha.. nex tym i'll buy the air tix by my self.. muaks!
here show some my long tym no see- hubby.. u know yun ho... hhaha.. hopefully 1 day i can buy a flight tix to korea see tvxq concert.. wuahahaha
sick jo T_T
haih.. fever, flu, cough, sore throat.. brother and sister and the whole family come to visit me.. bother me for 3 days already.. then i busy to 招待they all make me don have voice already.. i know it is rude.. but i must ask.. can u all leave me alone? i wan healthy always be with me!! i don wan u all!!
Wednesday, 1 April 2009
Happy april fool!!
happy april fool t whole world!! this is the day can make jokes! but please not too serious until a disaster is happened bcoz u having this jokes. i been fooled in 1 time.. by michelle tann... arggghh.. shame!! but very funny.. haha.. thanx give me this memory.. muaks!
haha.. i hope next year april fool i can do a wink like he.. so cute.. charming!!倒霉的两天- stupid roanne
i have gone through two days of unlucky day! monday i wearing my high heel to attend the presentation of english.. that presentation suffering me many days.. busy to prepare.. type.. find information.. find photo.. make a power ponit presentation.. very tough.. i thought that i can get a good result while in presenatation.. but very dissapointing. i'm too nervous and lack of time to continue my presantation.. so i just end it simple.. sad.. then, when i go back.. my high heel plate is lost.. i don know where i lost it! haih.. i still need to wear that high heel to go to mps2.. without it. where i gonna find another shoes t replace it? at night, we go to 1 utama to watch movie, after that, i send in my cimb atm card to may bank machine in 1-utama.. it is stucking! it cant come out! damn shit! the officer says that the technician will come in the early of morning and take the card to the headquarter of cimb bank then it will send to the branch that i make- university malaya.. it will takes 1 week or more! damn damn shit! i'm gonna pay my toastmaster fees and also do the facial treatment. how can i live in this week without money? damn damn damn! the purpose i go to 1-utama is release stress not create troble n problem! stupid roanne. at night we discuss the presentation management tmrow.. at that tym my pal is keep some secret from me.. i know she don wan tell me what is happening.. but my heart feel uncomfortable at that time.. so i leave the cempaka study corner early and faster.. i don want watch their face.. i scare i'll scream in front of their face! the another day, the presentation is not as good as we thought.. altough we have done so many creative ways, but our problem is many, it seems like the lecturer wont give us higher marks the additional things that we have done.. stupid roanne *2! after that my fren called me about she having a problem.. i tell her the event happened on me in these two days.. she very sad.. i want to ask the lord, why you treat us like that? why am i so suffer with the chances while they are just suffer in the broken relationship with their boy fren.. well.. of course, i wont blame the lord.. cause i know this is still a small case.. and it will not feat me down! there is only two lucky things appear in here.. that is my money that invested in charity fair is finally returned! happy! there have rm475.. which means that i can live without using my atm card in this week.. haha.. nex is.. i still can touch my cimb atm card?(i make a new 1).. i hate for waiting.. waste my time.. but if i don want waste my time i'm gonna waste my miney to make it.. i spend rm12 to replace the atm card! stupid roanne *3! later we go ss2 to repair my high heel.. we also having our lunch at there.. we finish our meals.. we found out that the car get saman! saman rm100!! oh my godness! how come?! we just only dint pay our parking fees! oh my god! (i dont even know got this kind of system) there is different system in sabah and kuala lumpur.. stupid roanne! who asking you come to ss2?! who?! if you go pudu repair your high heels.. there is no need spend so muh money! i treat them in lunch.. rm5 each person! stupid roanne *4 damn damn damn damn!!! i feel very shameful if i do not pay the saman fees this is bcause is i want to come here to repair my shoes.. haih.. so i pay lor.. i hate this day.. very much!
Thursday, 26 March 2009
painful day!!
today.. i think it is a hard day for me.. i very hate girl's 28 day.. really.. i hate why girl need to received this kind of suffer? why god made people so unfair.. But at the moment i type this word, i kinda realise why god do like this, this is because he wat boy to protect girl, am i right? my dear father? hehe.. altough i know this, but i cant accept the pain in my body, yesterday i already know that i'll come.. the event of 28! but i already forget how pain is it. i make myself sleep until 10am.. hehe.. but i think is i'm lazy.. then.. i go ppum take picture abt the management assignment. today very hot!! especially i still go out when nooon.. haih. . then i still go to 12 coll take pic.. haih.. but we take wrong road.. go to mid valley's road.. haha.. after 12 coll, we still go back fpp... tat time i cant tahan anymore.. i go to vomit.. uuueeekk.. haha.. finally i release all the painful inside my body.. kakaZ.. then, my gang wanna go see choir contest today.. haha.. i think that i wanna skip the "party".. i feel very tired.. haha.. i sleep from 3pm to 7pm.. haha.. later i eat 2 biji menstrual.. then.. sure today wont so pain.. kakaz.. i heard so long the choir contest.. haha.. i think 7 coll n 9 coll is the best.. but of course i want my coll win this contest!! dang dang dang dang!! the winner is 9 college!! war... happy.. finally, congratulation to choir member! u all done a good job, well done! geng!
Thursday, 12 March 2009
STPM
stpm result is release last two days. some of my friend would just score not well in their stpm. i don know what can i do for them? condolences? consolation? no, i dont think they want that from me~ take me to their side, if i have this kind of result, all i want is just let me release all my feelings all my words. i wan to bother people, not let people bother me. i guess, cause i think that i find the people who i closed with, who i trust, who is my best friend. i mean i dont know am i a best friend or them. i dont dare call them too. i scare i'm bother them or what. cause we left secondary school so long.i dont know our relationship is strong enough like before cause we go through so many things. and i'm not beside they these few years. i dont know~ GOOD LUCK! pals~
PKV - fragment show
A fragment show was showing inKPS by PKV for the easter celebration. i go there watch. actually i was totally do not want to go, cause of my assignment, i havent done the managerial economic 2's assignment which need to pass up tonight, and i know if i do not go there, they will be many people dissapointed. they will scold me "put their aeroplane" haha~ but finally i went to that show also. before i touch the show, i would like to touch a bit my friend, my friend, i invited them go to watch the show with me, two of them promise me at 3pm but they "put me aeroplane" in 5 pm.. the show start at 8pm. gosh~ i dint blame them. i know how busy are we. i know. it just like my feeling feel not very well. well, but for this time, while i typing these word, i dint feel anything. yes, i really dint blame you all. i feel lucky that i dint voice up my anger to my friend yesterday. i dont want our friendship get fragment because of this small thing. yes, i enjoy the show. although i'm not totally understand the meaning of this show. but, there is one word i want to get it in my mind, use it remind me all the time. I'M HERE NOT TO JUDGE YOU, I'M HERE FOR YOU~
Wednesday, 11 March 2009
-20%-
i just over my FAR midterm exam. it consist of 20% of the whole 100% marks. i want myself to do great in this exam. i think i am. but the truth is no! i dont know how to do at all! it seems different with the text book and tutorial that i have studied yesterday. maybe this is called i just go through 20%of the book, i dint finish read, study, understand the 80% of the spiceland. sigh~ i even don know wat my feelings now? i feel depress when i finish the exam. i feel waana die in front of the lecturer who collect my paper. i want ask my lecturer no need marks my paper because it is so horrible, i don even know what am i write?! i have the desire not to write down my name, want to retake, i think i just pass up my mc letter then asking for retake just like oili. i really want. but, i know that i don dare! Coward! roanne is Coward! stupid! useless!
Monday, 9 March 2009
=afraid=
i know i'm afraid now. but i don know is it 100% afraid~ usually at the mid term examination we will peeped at our neighbour's paper. 10 hours later's paper i also thought like that. i am. but, today , i inform that we will be examined in exam hall. there are no such peeped action can be done. exam hall very big, clear, got cctv and lectures. there is no way we can peeped neighbour's paper. but tomorow exam contain 20% marks. how? my brain now is stuck! i can think, memorise, remember anything. save me!
*wondering*
i just back from pasar malam, in other word, a market that sells anythings in 1 street. there place in ss2, petaling jaya. well, today before i move on, i have already predict there is gonna be raining after that. but don know why, i din bring my umbrella, even my purse! i just put rm50 and my ic, my two handphone inside my pocket then i'm out. haha. it sound lazy~ this is the 1st time i'm going out like that, feelings~ not comfortable~ maybe my pocket is small. and i ussually will bring many things out, i feel weird, strange, and of course i'm wet because of raining like i mention just now. i hope that i wont sick after this. plus i'm not so weak, sick because of get rain? haha.i hope i wont. i don wan get illness. well, i spend 50 for this PM trip. haha.. treat shin yi eat, and of course i need to eat also, buy a stock, 3 for rm10 that kind, 1 handfree, case for my c902,and a t shirt for only rm5.. haha.. i think i'm very save my money, only buy the things i need it. but i wondering where is my money left, as u all who know how to calculate, knows that all the things i buy dint exceed for 50. then, where is money left? kakaz~ wondering(my topic) feww..
$$$
money~ where is my money? Ans: in my bank. How to get it? Ans: use ATM card. where is my ATM card? Ans: at my brother there. When i can get it back? Ans: i DONT know! i don have money already! i just ask my dad give me some. the story~ dad,i dont have money already, can u give me? dad: where ur money? ........ ok, how much you want? anne: how much you have? Dad: i have RM1, u want? lol! bad daddy~ finaaly he give me rm200. sigh~ there is not enough for this week. i still owe michelle rm50(installment) haha~ CC trip rm75~ i left? i don dare to count it!just wish that my money can faster faster come back to my site! haha~
my gang's member
ya. i know. tomorrow i have a important test, yes, i'm now still posting my feelings, yes, i know i dint study. but, who cares?! no one care! i feel i so stupid. i do not understand what is d spiceland want to told me. (spiceland is a reference book for FAR1,2&3) yes, my gang member is all genius! i feel i'm dumb when i compared with them. why? god, why they are more intelligent compare with me. why they are so genius, why they only need to read once then will understand the whole things? why i read twice also do not understand at all! why? there got one of my gang member who homesick very much~ yes, me too! i'm homesick too. but i need to done all my assignment also, i need to study, need to do by myself! why she can go back rest and enjoy and throw everything ask me help her do her assignment?! why? do you all know how stressful am i? no~ if u know u wont blame me why i do not want to help her do assignment. my reason is not ask her be independent! my reason s just~ is just JEALOUS with her! yes, i really jealous. why she seems like no stress about education, financial support. why she can go shoppping spend 400 once a week also do not care? why when she homesick call back home, her mother can easily voice out come back to hometown skip all the lecturer, tutorial, and spend 500 in the airplane ticket? why? why for me is totally different with her. conclusion. JEALOUS!
Anythings~ my old time
I talk to myself that I would not talk to you anymore. Then what is the consequence? Heart getting so hurt. Am I stupid?? Why am I need to talk so much with he. I started know what is call illness is come from what you eat. Then the disaster is come from what you have talked. I have learned this lesson today. I wan to be more rational. Don’t want to be so emotional. I can live without anyone. I survive until now without you accompany. I trust myself that I can also live wonderfully without you. Yes. That’s my motive in today. Nothing will change in my life. Only that my life become bored.
Valentine day is just passing away. I was having a great day on that day. This proves that I can enjoy my life even you are not with me. I always thought that you are so understand me. But the truth shows me that is not true. Why we need to go through all his things? There is too much plough around us. We can’t go through all those plough. We can’t blame each other. Cant. You have forgiven me so many times. Thanx!
Valentine day is just passing away. I was having a great day on that day. This proves that I can enjoy my life even you are not with me. I always thought that you are so understand me. But the truth shows me that is not true. Why we need to go through all his things? There is too much plough around us. We can’t go through all those plough. We can’t blame each other. Cant. You have forgiven me so many times. Thanx!
leave me alone!
I'm wondering why all of my friend like to post their feelings show to other? i cant do it. i feel like my secret i want to keep myself, i do not other people know all my feelings. Well, i hope any visitor who come accidentally to my blog can kindly DON'T leave any comment, please. thanks. i just want express my feeling to word only for release my stress. deal? thanks anyway~
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