呼吸

很奇怪的
当你在的时候
永远 从来 都不会主动找你
可是 当你不在时
心，就像破了个洞一样
只是，想要确认 和你在同一个城市
呼吸着同样的空气吧

当你走时
千叮万嘱
唠叨长气
想你了
陌生的熟悉人

结婚为前提而交往

女生，永远对结婚有种向往
白马王子，过着幸福快乐的生活
可是，事实不如童话。

试问
女生怎可以浪费几年青春
才发现
你不是那个人
于是
女生永远委曲求全
改变自己，迎合他人
就算被虐待，也深信有天他会醒过来
因为
不想承认
自己花了几年青春
等的
竟然是这种人

嘴巴容易说
离开吧
可是
心里的不舍
几年-错的人
那么要花几个 N 年时间才能找到对的人呢？

女生，以结婚为前提而交往
男生，试一试和不合适

没有错和对
看你
如何想
不敢相信爱情美好的

学会寂寞

每一次接近这天
都中有寂寞的时候
朋友很多
是我自己不知足

笑，是让人家看
哭，是。。。

也可以说
又是某一天的胡思乱想
学会寂寞
不是每个人都绕着你生活

可是
每每这一天
总希望
自己
是特别的

世界上
几万亿人口
凭什么
觉得自己是特别的？

好想逃
和妈妈借一笔钱
出国流浪
但是，
那笔钱
不懂几时会还

说好听点
是你的日子
难听点
只不过是。。。。
没什么大不了

December wish

December..
i love december..
due to many reasons..
you had been always nice to me..
forever and ever..
can I make a wish?
please..
P please call me and wanxin ASAP?

proud to say that, I am their friend!

picture grab from michelle's profile

No1, ICAEW excellent event, nice job..

sometimes.. i doubt that... how can i can be their friends?

people said "the same type people will come together, those not the same type will leave eventually"

物以类聚，人以群分

my very 1st chinese idioms in secondary school teached by Ms. Yap

we hang in about 4 years.

in that 4 years, we laugh , we cried, we work and we create memories

how they can be so geng and i'm so useless?

6 months.. and yet i am still jobless..

they? in a Big/Reputation/Good future/high paid firm.

get a job that all people can be jealous wit..

good life.. busy life.. fulfill life..

unlike me.. mushroom and pig all the way..

am i really make friends wit them in my past?

why they are so brilliant and i so... useless

busy taking professional papers

busy preparing exam..

and me? 

everyday lying on my sofa and.. do nothing but watch the phone..

*sorry shinyi.. don let my emo and useless effect u..

u are the best and hardworking that i ever seen

just study before exam and trust yourself

good luck and love U. XOXO

continue my emo stuff..

tiring to been nag by people..

no even family but friends too

huh? still haven work?

how many months already?

please my dears.. dont u think i dont know how many months i had wasted?

u tot i really wanted spending all my time lying on sofa

(sometimes i enjoy my pig life too.. no doubt.. but now.. i'm emo!)

i also wanted to just like my friends.. 

just like has the world in hand.

however.. i just cant do just like them!

i'm nothing if compare to them..

i dint mean to compare with them cause i know every1 is unique..

however.. comparison this kind of feeling.. keeps on appear these few months

i am so sorry to compare like this..

i know you guys hav tough time in your life too

just.. me.. emo_ing

just another emo day, roro