wat can i do now??

some times i really think that when you cant voice out ur stressness.. the other way is write it down.. i seldom do that.. coz i think that is mafan.. the hand will pain.. 2nd.. i think that i have so many fren i can talk with them.. no need sou mai sou mai... but.. sometimes.. really cant.. you dont know.. really.. dont know who can talk wit.. every1 busy wit their own project, things, ppl.. who really care wit you? who? althought gt some1 treally care for you.. but you dont know how to express wit she.. really.. tat wat i'm feeling now... tired.. sad.. just cry in the lecturer hall.. the tears say out straightly.. i dint ask them out from my eyes.. but they did ignore my command.. some ppl "fu yan" to you.. u'll feel it.. really.. coz i did it to ppl too.. but when ppl act same things to u.. u will feel hurt.. i try.. really.. i have try not to fu yan ppl anymore.. i wan to find out the lost roanne.. yes.. i'm lost.. i don know where am i.. i know this feeling very well.. long time dint see u.. feeling.. hey guys~ but sorry i wont say nice to meet you.. i wonder when i can find the way out.. it take how much time?? i dont know