sick with audit papers!!

拍拍肩膀说：辛苦你了
拍拍影子说：委屈你了
拍拍头头说：再忍下下，就快好了
摸摸心口说：受伤的心就快痊愈了

刚刚朝自己的胸口贴了片plaster~
谁然知道很白痴~
但是忍不住就做了
因为心口真的很痛，贴了后期望有好转
希望奇迹发生，心口不再对这次考试感到心痛
贴了一片，不够？再贴一片~
奇迹还没发生~胸口一直闷闷作痛~
为什么就这么难呢~
为什么我读来读去都不会做呢？

有很多很多对这次考试的感言想写下来~
但是感叹自己的打字速度实在可以和乌龟相比~
就先欠着先

会读书？！

灯　不能熄灭　熬过今夜　就能从书中逃回到　这个世界
我　我不明白　这个年代　怎么还能说读好书　就会发财　好呆

爱我的爸　疼我的妈　说了那么多你们明白吗
不是要反抗　只是要你看　我不满的地方

读读读读读到书都想吐　好想哭
怕怕怕怕怕　老是背书　好白痴

你你你你你　只会说你要第一　我就快要发羊癫疯
不是每个人都会读书　会读书　不厉害读书也不一定就会输
不是想要说我会读书　不在乎　我只想要　你能清楚

wan to cry~
life isn't go as well as i expected.
pointer ruined, what can i dependent with?
who can i blame?
me, only me, myself.

sometimes when i feel so stress,
cant remember anything of it,
i wish to die.

why people need to study?
my ambition is just become a women behind a rich guy~
=)

nvm~ keep on struggling with my papers..
three more to go,
5may,6may,10 may~
wish me luck!

i'll die in exam hall without your wishes.
*crying*

eottokkee

y it is soooo hard~ y??
memorize also don know wat i'm memorize ar?!
damn u!! y so hard?!
gv up chap 18, chap19 also very hard.. sommore still have chap 29?!

shit!! arrgghh~ afm?! arrgghh!!
#$%^&*UYFDSW#$RFGHU&^%$%EDFHUYTR
aarghhrfhhejkkkfkf
wanna learn wat jocelyn ussually do~
but i scare my keyboard rosak~ =X
haih!!!!

arrghghghgh~
gonna die~ SM,AFM,AA
CONSO,IA
MA3
die gao gao~

to SM,AFM,AA,CONSO,IA,MA3.. dont spoil my pointer!!! don want decrease liao!!
plz maintain it!!!!

Blessed Easter

Easter Sunrise Sunday Service
顾名思义，是要看日出!!!
一大早跑到去sentul park 去进行崇拜~
RSVP 写着六点到~可惜懒散的我们六点才从家里出发~erm..其实也不是我因为驾车的人没跟我说要几点准备~=）
一路迷路，靠着GPS终于到了~
这是我不懂第几次参与英文堂~

还好英文有一点点进步了~都听得懂欸~
听不懂得赶快查字典!!
连布道samon都要靠查字典~
这就是我不想去英文堂的原因~
但是今天真的大开眼界了~

因为是复活节特别节日~
主办单位特地租了这么大的公园~
我本来以为是小公园~
（因为教堂希望搞特别节目，所以安排在户外，然后接下来的activity不外乎是找复活蛋）
但是~错了！彻彻底底的错了~
一个能够容纳3500名观众的公园~好壮观!!

想想看~一大群人一大早来崇拜上帝~不顾疲倦的来到~
好感动~明明只睡了不到三个小时的我~
竟然一点疲倦也没有~
唱着诗歌~来荣耀赞美我们的神~

可惜到了8点左右~太阳升起来~好热!!
顶不顺了~汗水一滴一滴的落下~

回到家后~直接躺下去睡了~
醒来后就读不到书了~
明明知道已经没时间了~
可惜脑袋就是和这些书有过节~
不可以去记得她的美好~

jocelyn一直骂我关了laptop~我很想~当然到最后是不成功~
因为关了laptop~我就睡了~

=X jocelyn 今天有点很不开心~ 一直在骂~
有点EMO~ 一直问“你们是不是不记得我了”
有点担心~ 回了她的twitter~
看见骂我~ 会骂我~means 应该没什么大不了~

开心点jocelyn~=)

不需要搞懂，只需要死背

不需要搞懂，只需要死背应用在我这两科完完全全不懂的科目
consolidate accounting & advanced financial management~

28 号 就开始考试了~
但是觉得一点都没准备~
死定了~

这次考试让我觉得很慌张~
看到朋友个个都读完了的样子~
心情的沉重又增加了几倍~
虽然知道他们和我一样都是不懂~

可是我知道，幸运之神永远都会眷顾着他们~
一起作答，他们的分数永远比我多~
一起说不懂的怎么写，考试成绩他们是A 我是B~

好压力~让我好好考吧~一个C而已~
最好给我两个或以上A，一科是SM~另一科~还不懂~
其他的~B+可以吗？

加油roanne~ 不懂要记得装懂~ 日子会好过一点~

大肥婆

还没到那幸福的七天~
自己已经吃了很多~
这个月一定爆表！！

读书周让我觉得很想吃~
又有很多promotion wor..
气死我了~忍受不了~

昨天~
breakfast: subway
lunch: pizza hut
dinner: fish market Manhattan

恐怖吗？快吐了!!

今天~pizza hut again!!

sigh~ 不敢去看自己的身材~
读书周~还回我的时间和身材！！！

恋爱大师

这花名让我想起了小学朋友
陈振阳吧~记得名字不记得样子了
还记得他曾和我说过
有什么恋爱问题可以找他谈谈~

可是
我却成为新一代的恋爱大师！！
不懂陈振阳有没有变成恋爱大师，但我变成了！！

为什么每个人都会找我谈恋爱呢？
不是“和”我谈恋爱~
是“找”我谈恋爱问题~
各位别表错情~

难道我就是一脸很精通恋爱这门科目吗？
你们自己知道谁找过我谈恋爱问题！！
从中学就是了~
你们也是吗？还是这是平常的事情？
每个人都被找过？

我可以解决了超过15道恋爱问题哦~
可惜大部分都是悲剧收场~
不懂是不是我曾给过意见（被诅咒了）
不好意思~你们以后不要找我好了
当个听众就好了
不要叫我给意见~可惜这是不可能的~

不是你们不要给我讲~
可能我自己也忍不住会给意见吧
（好像自己经验丰富似的）
自己也没拍过多扫拖啊~
而且个个都是分手收场~
不好意思!!

朋友都叫我不要给意见了~
housemate都奇怪为什么每个人都有感情问题都会来找我~
我也不知道
她哭~我也哭~
她骂~我也骂~
她笨~我会受不了~
当然也有男生~
男生问我哦~
而且不止一个！！！

最过分的就是！我喜欢的那个竟然找我谈恋爱问题~对象竟是我好朋友！！
自己知道是谁就是了！！
放心~过了那么久~早就不放在心上了~
我不会有隔夜仇的~

我长得有那么“恋爱大师”款吗？

coward roanne

am i too coward+stupid+没有上进心 if i reserved a "C" for my consolidate financial accounting?

will i?

it is hard for me~ same as hard as financial accounting and reporting~

i really not good in accountant~

i don know y i choose account~

sad~

every sem sure have a C~

last sem don have~ it surprise me~ i tot my audit will get a "C"

manatahu get "B".. but last sem i also no "A"~ the result is nice~ all "B"

but i don like~ i wish to have many "A" but there is only 1"C" that i can give~

haih~ no eyes to see my result this sem~

haven exam already no eyes to see~

sigh

!@#$%$#@!

i'm done wit me for using half day juz study 1 chapter!!

arrgghh~ go to hell fb, games, twitter, blogger!!

my fren tot me to shut down laptop~

but i cant!! coz all notes is in softcopy~

damn it!!

god plz bless me!!

my 1st smokey eyes~

finally~ my make up tutorial has come to the end~ what else i want to learn next time?
erm.. hair~ hehehe.. design hair style~
mayb~ now wait for my hair grow longer~ then i'll buy the equipment D.I.Y
cant wait for it~

before i buy the equipment i think i'll buy a set of make up equipment~
addicted to it~ love it~

finally~ i know how to make up~ don want ask other ppl help me liao~
coz hate to wait them free and if they make dao i don like also wordless~

my 1st D.I.Y might not the best among the frenz~ but my colour is the best~ they all like it~
*shy shy* hehehe~

see the pic~~ again~ is from bottom to see till up~ >.~
final pic~ at my house~
take photo wit my frenz knows in tutorial class~ normally 1 class 10 ppl~ but yesterday only 5 ppl coz many ppl cannot come due to raining~ i like it~ coz many ppl feel crowded and i cant ask anything i like~ 5 ppl also need use 3 hours more~ 10 ppl? Oh no~ more long and no time to ask~ evry1 need rush~


my tutors~ she very tall~ taller than me 1 head~ haih~ so beautiful so tall~

pissed me off!

i juz remove michelle from my blog reader~
coz i really don want her to read my blog~
i want my blog in fully confidentially~
coz i damn hate her right now!!!

arrgghhh! she said she nevermind if i talk bad her in my blog~ she is nevermind~
but i mind!!
damn it!! arrgghh~ she is totally pissed me off!!

there is no people right and wrong.. i dint do wrong so as her~
it juz.. why i have to do my intership at KK?!!
why am i go out stay for my 4th year!!
make me need to pay more rental even i'm not in KL!!

sh!t.. i tot i can rent to my fren wit my normal rental fees rm157.30 not include utility~
and my fren was intersted!!
but my housemate say~ cant rent her rm157.30..
need rent to her rm180~
coz of risk assessment..

i lazy to tell u all wat is risk assessment here..
it difficult to explain~
who ask us is accountancy student~
ya i admit!! it hard to ask me take out my money from my purse~

arrgghh!! now my fren feel like don want rent my place coz the
rental is expensive!! arrgghhh!!
makes me need to bear rm157.30 in the next8 months~
shit!!!!

don disturb me.. don talk to me.. i'll bite u!

eat eat eat

i want eat eat eat!!
i saw pizza hut got promotion~ but i don like carbonara~
i don like white white de~
prefer bolognaise pasta~
but.. today friday is carbonara promotion~
dislike!!


love to eat pizza~ mayb my memorable bday celebration all celebrate in pizza
u know which date i saying~ there is 2 date memorable which happens in pizza
miss pizza very much~ but i can eat..
today i go do spa~

slim liao lei~
even only 0.5kg~ but i still happy~ hehehehe
every 10 days slim 0.5kg~ many liao lo~!!

wish to let my fren see after 8 months training in kk~
the slim slim roanne
but.. there always a devil keep on disturbing u~ food!!!

i juz went to durian buffet this evening as my dinner
rm15~ dulu dulu is rm10~ now inflation ad~ >.~
i don want to eat de~ coz too expensive~ but my fren insist~ ok lu~~
but no more next time~ even now i still can smell the durian smell~
yucks~

food ar food~ can u come and tempt me on the seven day which i can big eat big drinks?
don disturb me now~

kelaparan roanne~ T____T

love in 30 years old

surfing web suddenly saw this post
quite true~ love is easy right now~

and i~ have 8 more years to bcum complicated~
i keep think that.. a girl.. or.. a women..
issit muz need a hero? a man to continue our life..

i want to live wit my own life.. coz mayb coz of my attitude, my mind set is different with others..
which makes my love relationship all break at the end

tired of keep finding the person..
sick of keep hurting by same lies~ even with different person
guys in the same.. or.. i dint change at all..
is me the person should change..

mayb coz of my attitude cannot fit in the love relationship~
so guys.. please leave me alone..
i don want dating at this moment..
coz i know that u r not my mr. right.. and i'm not urs too..

planning to buy a janda house to myself~
when i say this idea~ many of my fren want to join~
(there is so many ppl don want get married at all)
so weird~ hahaha.. mayb i'm the weird person so can attract so many weird fren~
but my house is only can fit 2 person and now it is fully booked

so.. u guys don be janda baik as me la~ go find ur mr. right..
writting this post keep on liten to S.H.E SHERO~
love the song very much~ quite true~

if u cant find ur hero~ y u don juz be ur own SHERO?

或許戀愛真的很容易，但對于一個三十歲的女人確是很難，除非是那種遊戲戀愛，
但對于三十歲的女人，她們要追求的是一份真愛，她們不會把時間花在遊戲上。

女人在步入了三十歲以後，她們的愛情已不再單純，
她們沒有了義無反顧的勇氣，也沒有了全心付出的奉獻，
因為在她們這個年齡愛情來了，可背後托負的更多的可能是一份責任，
而愛情對于她們來說，可能是婚姻短暫的前奏。

“戀愛”？誰不想呢？
走過三十歲後的女人，不管在思想還是在心理，已開始步入成熟，
在愛情上，她們是真心的在付出。
可對于一個三十歲的女人來說，戀愛意味著婚姻，而婚姻意味著是她的歸宿，
一個心靈歸宿，所以愛情會是她們一個嚴肅的話題。

有的人會問，什麼樣的女人才是愛你的女人呢？
我想，一個在你沒有地位，沒有權勢，在你沒有給她任何東西之前就愛著你的女人，
這樣的女人是真心在愛著你的女人。

走過三十歲後的女人，不管是在現實中還是在網絡中，
都可能經歷過了愛情的喜、樂，悲、哀，也終于明白，有很多的事情是必須要去接受與面對的。

三十歲的女人，在這個年齡，請多給自己一份自信，讓歲月留下的傷痛化為前進的力量，
不要讓任何人，任何事牽絆著自己的心情，給自己多一份快樂。

三十歲的女人，愛，已不再單純

study week

study week officially started~
i know most of my fren~ UKM~ UPM~
all start exam already~ but..

my mood still in relax mood~ OMG!!
helpzzz~

i'll die if i still don want start now~
even i start now i also die~ sigh~

过了今晚

过了今晚，我会很开心
过了今晚，我会很痛快
过了今晚，我会好好安慰自己一番
过了今晚，我会自己开始study week
过了今晚，天空暂时放晴了

都说了~过了今晚
今晚，还，没过。

今晚，我会很痛苦
今晚，我会很伤心
今晚，我会被自己狠狠的折磨
今晚，最后一个assignment
今晚，会是痛苦的assignment week

讨厌final前的assignment week
如果你这个sem拿六科
那你至少有(6*3)18个assignment~
是至少~不要怀疑~
而你必须要在week14 前交上
很不幸的~现在是week14的星期一~

比起assignment week~自己更是讨厌final 的到来
我的痛苦时期
我的不可以睡觉的时候
我的死亡的到来~
我的偏头痛发作最严重的时候

纪念今晚~希望能赶出来~赶不出来也得赶~
因为leader 要combine 了~
希望交上去的作品都能过关不要弹回来叫我 re-do~
我会哭死的!!

痛苦的roanne

beautiful saturday mix wit assignment~>.~

today muz finish my 2nd assignment!! coz have tons of assignment waiting for me~ i'll commit suicide if i cant finish today!! coz if i don commit myself~ my member will help me to kill me~ >.
i give myself more hard target~ 2 assignment muz finish today~ muz i only announce that i need to finish 1 assignment~

ppl~ how do u think abt ur assignment?

easy? i'll say yes in my 1st year~ coz juz copy paste~

even now i also copy paste~ but there is different now in 3rd year.. i need to read all the journals (30 journals) b4 i can start my copy paste~ hahaha

copy paste only a small part la~ i still need to add on my personal own opinion~ but i think my opinion is a bit childish~ >.~

~.~ die soon if i keep blogging and facebook~ arrgghh~ my shop~ can u reload faster~ i don want to wait u coz i want to do my assignment~

吓死我妈妈的女儿

你知道吗？刚刚我跑去冲凉，after我看完戏当然~我的女友是九尾狐很好看一下

然后照着镜子~吓了我一大跳！我从来没有看到我有如此深，黑的黑眼圈!!!

我两天没睡for考试都没酱够力!!

死了死了~·

接下来写一些是想要感谢wanxin的话

你们朋友我啊~又没钱了~~ 不是爱花钱！！是因为买机票没钱了！！

不敢跟妈妈拿~只好~~ wanxin!!! 哈哈哈。。搞得她都不敢和我借钱了

上次一起吃晚餐~我帮她付~rm4.50 ~

现在我跟他借rm200~不好意思~四月尾会还你的~

wanxin!!! muacks!!!!

my 1st make up~ D.I.Y ohhh

today~~ go to tutorial make up class~ =) learn day make up~~ dulu dulu, ppl help me make up de~ i sendiri don know how~ but this 1.. this 1!!! i make it myself oh~~ hahaha~

abit ugly~ i think~ not nice than other student~ but.. proud of it~ d.i.y eh~ hahaha~
next time got money want to buy all the stuff~ then i can everyday pretty pretty go class~ =)
charming? pretty? cute? LoL~

juz want to show this to sharon~

she dint go class wit me today~
lesson 3 would be night make up~ smoke d~ >.~

next week tutorial~ hahahhaa~ busy till die still want go learn things~ hehehehehe

love it tonight~ muaks..

and many things happen the way from i go.. till i back~ many many things.. scare that cant back home liao~ manatahu~~ i'm the luckiest person in the world~ hope eveyday also ike today~ shun shun li li~ nothing big things happen on me~ =)

jia you!!

roanne <3

sagitarius~

射手女

箭　　　
一旦射出
终点以前　　　
是注定要飘摇的
除非你早点抵达终点
但你的热情如火又不甘心被定下来
抓住目标的急迫和拉长长途旅行的自由
一直是你最大的矛盾

有时　　　
朋友极易被你的体贴所骗
因为你的交际手腕如曙光乍现
让人感到温暖希望
但你只能稍作停留
你死也不相信幸福能天长地久
也因此　　　
你的惊艳表演是你的拿手好戏
在每个短暂的邂逅猎取猎物 闪电消失

天马行空 善於嫉妒偏激妄想 贪心沉溺
一夜情最佳速配
但又爱说不相信的誓言
疑心病不是导致你神经衰弱
就是弄得你身边亲友崩溃
突发的情绪过度压抑
就会是躁郁症高危险群
如果可以偶而脱离人群到大自然洗涤心灵

如孩童般的个性
不知该称赤子还是解释成不愿受约束
渴望快速成就名利
得失心也就火般煎熬
不想伤人却极易伤人
因为孩子抓小鸡
不懂太用力会把它掐死

孤独是你的命运
被你射的人
不是恶痛
就是不中


very accurate eh~ how?

诗情画意

热热的天气
刚上完课
房间的热其实我还能忍受的
听着歌，看着其他人的部落格
（其实是功课）
都不懂他到底要我看什么~

可是爱阅读的我
一篇接着一篇
慢慢的读~

享受他的故事~
突然看到咖啡
自己不喜欢喝咖啡
但是如果是我最爱的starbucks
那就不同

清楚知道很多人欠我一餐~
打个电话就会有人来兑现对我的承诺
但我不想
不懂为什么

如果现在有人跑来我家
给我一杯~那该多好
想想永远是美好的~
现实生活中没有人真真懂你的心事
什么心有灵犀一点通，
你是我肚子里的蛔虫

都只不过是暂时性
世界上没有人能够读清你的心事
就算读心人也不能
每个人的理解能力，想法都不一致
怎么找到你的另一半呢？

想东想西的家伙~roanne

在你怀里微笑

"可以吗 让我和你对调
希望换成你 爱我爱得快要疯掉
知道吗 你对我多重要
只是现在的我们并不适合拥抱

爱随着风飘荡 飘过了你嘴角
飘到天涯海角
把我困在这城堡 哪里也逃不了"

有想过要把这首歌唱给谁吗？
我想过~但那肯定不可行的，
因为他从来都不会属于我，
而我，也不是他心理所需要的那位~

一旦开口了，一旦开始了
我们，确定能走下去吗？
不会因为我的任性，
不会因为你的不耐烦，
能长久吗？

不敢想象，顺其自然吧~
也许我们现在不适合拥抱
我不要别人温暖的怀抱
只要你的~

很想写东西的roanne

F-U-T-U-R-E

what is ur dream on your future?
what is your hope for you future?
wat would u want to do in ur future?

have this question bothered u so much?
how many ppl has ask you such question?

many ppl~
too many till i cant calculate how many ppl has asked the same question to me~
from a child.. my parent set the path let me walk..
slowly growing up,
i don want matrix..
but my mom insist..

i juz followed.. i cant say i regret that i followed wat my mom ask me..
enter matrix.. coz i have lots of fun inside...
i can say i regret any choice that i make in my past..
coz this is makes what am i now~ who am i now..
i'm roanne..

from matirx.. i start to know which university is the best..
university of malaya..
i donknow how good is it.. i know it is the famous university in malaysia..

sorry i dint do any reseacrh on private uni~
coz my mom say..
u cant enter private uni~ coz i don have any money to let u study~

at that time.. i don know there have "scholarship"
i dont know there is government scholarship..
start to blame ah yap.. coz she get it and she dint tell me..

thanks to sharon.. sharon oh here.. coz she tell me the information of matrix.
i enter it.. but she dint get it..
she felt upset.. i know.. at that time..
coz she told me this program.. help me submit the form even..
(i dont know hows the form looks like)

thx to her.. feel regret.. coz i seems to rampas her place to being in matrix..
finally.. in university...
the most famous uni in malaysia..
next~ wat would i do/

i choose the most famous uni in malaysia.. next things
wat would i need to do?
no idea.. find the most famous company in malaysia?

in my 1st year..
i online.. search for my mailbox in university.. the perdanamail..
i dint use it for now..

thx to my parents also..
i juz know how to ue laptop in my uni life..
though i have laptop in my matrix life.. but i don know how to use it..
except watching movie..
so.. i give it to lelia.. my rommate in matrix help me update..
and put any programs she wants..

mayb my 1st time.. i study the mail 1 by 1~
tat time i don know that is trash, junk mail..
i really read it 1 by 1~
i saw the petronas scholarship..

i apply it.. i told my fren~ they feel lazy don want apply..
then i get it.. i need to go interview or wat wat wat..
the place is far from my hostel.. is near UKM there.. near sharonlaudi there
coz of scholarship..
my 1st time.. stay at other place(sharon hostel)

go out from my safety zone.. go out exploring..
tat time meet an wat dat lou~(skip tat part)
do my 1st time of my life interview by others..
blur wit everythings...

lastly.. i get it..
when received the offer letter..
i doubt it..
i want to accept?
8 years bond~

the salary is high.. allowance is good..the bonus is incredible..
but.. lost my freedom in 8 years..
i don want to choose.. that time i'm blur..
i scare of it..

but my mom~ insist want me to accept it..
she told me~ she really don have money to afford me to study~
i want study~ i don want go to work~
don want..

i already choose to local uni.. unlike my big bro..
tshun tshing.. sinaran.. then university of Nottingham..
my 2nd ro.. he had the chance to enter private uni.. but he refuse.. he don like study~

at least.. he had the chance to enter private uni~
i don have.. i juz want to study~ i don want walk out to work environment so fast..
my big bro always laugh at me.. y keep followed ur fren way..
u cant do it of urself?

wat am i supposed to do..? every1 choose this oath i followed not ngam?.
i don know at that time. neither now~
juz blur..


now.. every things settle.. my life in future 8 years also being planned..
juz follow..

this is my life..

bur blur roanne

do do re mi do

sometimes.. music is my life~ i'm jealous to those ppl who can sing~ play piano, violin..

dont u think those ppl who knows music is damn handsome and prettty?

dream high fever now.. coz inside got so many handsome and prety ladies.. they all know music very welll~ woaw~ love it!!

they have the qi zhi~ the qi zhi i wish to have it for long time.. start to blame my parents dint let me play when i was young..

i remmeber i ask for my mom let me learn piano~ i don remember what is her excuse..

i know the result is she don let me.. that's the conclusion..

growing up.. my relatives.. their child.. juz teaching piano~ then 1 month can earn rm5k~

my mom start regret.. she don knows about it.. i dont know why she don know.. as i know it long time ago..

mayb i'm too crazy for earn money.. i keep on searching what jobs can earn more money in this world..

the conclusion is here.. don ever give birth without planning well..
coz give birth needs lots of money.. i would like to give the best things in the world to my child.. let he or her learn lots of things.. not expert.. at least.. they know a little bit..

恶魔在身边

以前的我很开朗的。
最近的我，不懂为什么，压力吗？
大姨妈？（但已经过了很多天）
很多事都看不顺眼~

听到她的声音，希望自己的耳朵是关闭的
听到他们拿到video~想着~不是该轮到我先？
因该是我先拿到video!! 为什么是他们呢？

不去吵，不去听~
不让心里的恶魔出来~
但是很难

想着为什么他做错~
（他自己不懂他得罪我）
可是她却可以肆无忌惮地大笑
但是我却在这闷闷不乐
心里超不平衡~

我知道该怎么做对我自己的心好过点
不外乎看开点~
我试过~但是我做不到~

不开心的roanne

网上强逼症

不能上fb~
只能玩blogger~

一天没有fb，我想我会死吧~可以为了他，放弃学业，也没那么严重，就是会在考试时，考试前，都要上一上

明明知道没东西可玩，可是还要上一上，这就是所谓的网上强逼症！

习惯了他，习惯了每天玩一玩他，一天没碰他就会死

怎么办？有病了~怎么办~好痛苦啊~

干完了一个超难的assignment，其实也么很难，最后决定忠于自己的心意（挣扎了两天，读完了10篇journal)

最后决定copypaste.. 好对不起自己

但是这回是最好的结局，对于这样的自己，觉得很唾弃，没用的roanne!! 劈死你~

赶完了~不想这么快赶下一个~给我几首歌的时间休息吧~

pissed!!!!

"Account Temporarily Unavailable
Your account is currently unavailable due to a site issue. We expect this to be resolved shortly. Please try again in a few minutes."

wtf man!!! y this kind of things happen on me?>? i don wantt!!!
i want log in facebook la~~
y?? wat happen?

arrgghhh!!!
damn u!!
!@#$%^&*())^%$#@!~!@#$%^&*

kek si!!
i want to play my shop ar~ fb!!
faster recover my account!!
damn u!!
bu shuang till the higest level!!
shit!!

don know wat to do now if i have no facebook~

arrrghhh!! sh!t u!!

厌食症

有没有厌食症的经历呢？

我曾经有过~

最近觉得~他又来探访我了

不想吃东西

知道是不对的~对胃不好

一不小心胃痛胃病觉得寂寞来探访我

那时我就一个头两个大了~

是厌食症？还是不想重复噩梦呢？

今天是pasar malam 的日子~

不去想不去想~

不想被负面情绪影响了！！

谁然以后应该没得吃pasarmalam 那些美食了

想念吗？

没关系~我有饼干陪我度过每一个漫长的星期一~

=）

dream high!!

the couple i like the most~ not main character~ but.. they are so cute and sweet!!! stay sweet!!

who knows that i am using my 2 days to finish this korean drama "dream

high"

i dump my assignment~ which due date is tmrow~

so.. i decide not to going to school

tmrow~ skip all the lecturer class

i know even i skip whole class i still unable to finish the assignmet~

but.. i still want to watch this drama~ it makes me cant remove my eyes, my attention from it~

u can imagine how crazy am i to this movie~ 4.30am juz sleep coz wanna watch this~

i really shut down my laptop~ and i cant fall as sleep~ then decided open my laptop watch 1 more episode~ hehehe

then wake up on 7am~ go learn the make up tutorial~

i even fall as sleep in the bus for 45 mins~

the bus driver~ lucikly he is good guy~ dint sell me out when i sleeping~

he puts his bus at the lrt station wait for 30 mins~ when i wake up~

he juz drive his bus put me at my destination~ haih~ i will feel more happy and feel he more kind, if he put me right in front of my house~ hahaha~ i know it is impossible~

=)

then another crazy things~ erm.. i juz eat a charshao pau and 1 porrige as my lunch today coz i feel like don want move my pat pat from my chair~ OMG~ luckily finish this movie~

hahaha~ ending end dao i bu shuang~ erm.. b4 final episode~ i really don know who is the 1 the girl will choose~ out of my expectation!!

ok~ roanne~ off!! sleep~ tmrow wake up do ur AA assignment!!! then still have lots assignment waiting for u~ jia you!!

愚人节的一天

告诉自己今年不要再被朋友骗到

但~却在下一秒轻易的就被朋友骗到了

有时候想想，在一年一度的今天

如果没被人愚弄愚弄，

是不是代表自己没人缘呢？

朋友都说我太在意别人的眼光了

我是吗？我不清楚

可能吧，因为 “观众的眼睛是雪亮的”

旁观者清~ 对吗？

告诉自己要珍惜时间，尽量赶完assignment

但~迟迟不肯行动

是自己在愚弄自己吗？

愚人节的今天，朋友，你被骗了吗？

你有花心思去骗人吗？

我没那么个心思去想怎么骗到人

一直在忙着（其实自己一点都不忙）

知道我在说什么吗？

明明很忙，但一天下来...我到底在忙些什么。。

我自己都不晓得

写东西是我最近发泄情绪的管道

以前一直都是..

停了很久。。再次感谢jocelyn让我从拾兴趣~

有人读了我的文章

叫我去写小说~

但是。。

阅读永远比写作来得容易

我还是比较喜欢读文章

如：橘子的~琼雅的~

昨天，和一个失联已久的朋友聊天

你们也认识的，鹏展~

和他是在ns的时候熟络起来

搭同一班机去

同一班回~

真的很难得

尤其是我只在ns呆了一个月~

他和女朋友分手了

你们要问为什么他告诉你呢？

别误会~

纯属好友情分~

（虽然自己曾经如此怀疑）

没拉没拉~

早上上课，老师很认真讲课

我们却很认真好好享受愚人节

忙着愚弄人，我没分，别忙着想我那么坏

常常整人，

我在KL很乖的，可能是KL的人比KK人来得更疯狂吧

你们知道吗，

你觉得我声音怎么样？

大声吗？

个人觉得很爱讲而且很大声

你们呢？

但是!!

我的声音在这里是属于斯文的，小声的

不要以为我假假

我是用我的真面目示人

但是连我的声音都属小声斯文

你们可以想象他们的声音是多么的可怕~

多磨的大声

唱K我拿着麦克风大喊

都比不上他没拿任何东西大喊

（其实是完全听不到自己的声音）

接着去吃了fish market manhanthen

应该没spell错~ 去吃她的fish&chips

恶心死了

全都是油油的

Ooops~ 被你们看到我的刘海了~很难顶hor..今天他们全都叫我把那假头发脱掉!! ~.~

自己觉得是安全帽~适合我~最近没有安全感~

今天，看到了wanxin和carmen的厉害

充分的演示customer is always right给我看~

厉害!!

回到家去，睡早了，太累了

所以自己是只吃了那油油的早午晚餐~

搞得我现在超级不舒服~

头晕，脚轻，还微微作呕~

不想面对功课，

可是有一个功课等下11.59pm是deadline

不能不做~