对爱的体验

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

Neil Gaiman

i read this 1 month ago.. and.. i damn agree with it.. last night.. wan lei post this as her entry for her blog.. i think.. this reminds me should do the things that i wish to do 1 month ago..

love?
makes me fragile, makes me bcum noob, dumb..
but.. when love is come..
i'm sure i will grab the chance fall in love again..

love, makes me 想在他的身上花钱
自己都不舍得花钱~
看东西只会想到买什么给他~
为了他，不吃不喝
和他吵架，嘴巴虽然贱~ 手里不接她的电话
但是心里却希望他一直一直打来表示关心我~想tam我~
看我心情~想接就接~
通常接了表示原谅你~
在甜言蜜语个几回~
就冰释了~
看你会不会tam我而已~

惹你生气了~
痛苦的也只会是我的心~
昨天看了一个朋友和她男朋友的相处方式~
当下觉得很不齿~
回头想想~自己也不过如此~

只是~我会更不懂表达自己
明明在乎~却表现到不在乎~
对方不是我肚里的蛔虫~
不懂我的想法~
但我又不会表达出来
我没那口才表达出来~
他也没耐性听我说完
也没那慧根听懂我在讲什么~
最后，走上分手路~

他，无缘无故的挂电话
她，虽然生气还要打回去骂他
他，不想听她骂他
把电话放在一边让她继续骂，骂够瘾~自己在一旁打game
她知道~却也无可奈何

如果是我~
我会kap回他电话~
心里在乎~面子也在乎~
有的时候，我要做大女人，我有自己的大女人主义
等他回电tam我
不回电？
完了~彻底完了~
火山爆发
分手~

曾经~遇见一个有耐性的人~可惜~终究不是他

love, roro

outstation~ part2

the next day..
buddy and i plan to eat hotel's breakfast..
we found out that, there have receptionist at there counting people...
so.. don dare ask buddy accompany me eat breakfast.. send her to bus stop..
then back to restaurant have my buffet breakfast..
i have my kokocrunch breakfast.. long time i dint eat kokocrunch breaky..
my manager told me.. actually my buddy can eat wit us..
my room is double bed room.. nevermind de.. haih.. u dint tell me earlier..
but.. i don dare also la.. using office money to spend my buddy sleep 1 night liao wor..
scare scare..

today manager a bit weird..
keep on ask me like to eat durian?
i feel my head is dizzy...
at this time.. i just realize.. i really hate sit at the back of the car..
it makes me feel dizzy plus wanna vomit out all the things i have eat..
no mood talk wit him..
but he insits.
he asked.. taxi got smell makes you feel dizzy..
yeah.. a bit.. i hate the smell..

"does it durian?"
y u today keep on mention durian?
he told me wanna go out eat durian~
OMG.. jalan duta mana ada durian bagi u makan wor?
don choi him.. go out work..
he call me back.. ask me.. does the room smelly?
yeah.. a bit.. i feel is "kuk"
maybe they dint open aircon. manatahu..
he ask me smell his bag..
hurm.. i tot his choi choi shirt or watever..
manatahu.. he hiding a durian in his bag~!!
LoL!!

he asked me sneak out eat durian.. wan?
LoL!
we cant find cafe.. we go to the park there.. eat durian..
erm. eat durian in the park of LHDN...
only my manager will do it.. hahaha
very cute.. surprising..
(girls. don think abt it.. he had married.. and have a child)
eat eat eat.. he told me..

he buy it yesterday night when i go gathering..
he ad finish 1 pack in hotel room..
i scold him zi shi.. eat alone.. dint ask me..
he say scare i sleep jor..
now.. this pack is for me.. haha.. but too nice d.. D24..
he say wanna share wit me..
he said.. KL.. food is damn cheaper if compare wit KK.. wuahahaha...

work had done super fast.. tot wanna go shah alam take document.. manatahu..
they assists us to take from there.. woaw.. so efficiency!
1st time i hate gov works so efficient.. makes me have no time spend in KL!
manager fast fast cal back office ask them help us order flight ticket today..
when i heard this news..
sobs sobs.. 我崩溃了~
没那么夸张拉

really.. no time spend with 7799 de..
my plan for tat night.. go 7799 eat dinner wit them.. chitchat till midnight ask the kepo ee san send me back to hotel is spoiled!! sobs sobs..
i hate.. haha. wat to do.. outstation ma.. not travelling also..
i miss outstation.. free hotel.. 3 meals is free..
transportation free.. everything charge client.. wuahahah..
apa apa.. charge saja.. but. we also not everything use so expensive la..
we have to maintain our client relationship~

love, roro

outstation~ part1

outstation nice bo?
sambil work sambil main~
consequences? leg pain till wanna die~
play many.. eat many.. buy lots!

early in the morning, catch a morning flight,
wind blow very strong till i tot is typhoon!!
very cold, very sleepy..
update my status in facebook, coz i know there lot's of people will stalk on my profile on that day~
you know who i mention~

once plane landed KL..
i get a phone call from associate 2~
kinda surprise and upset..
surprise coz she calls me.. upset is she scold me~
at this moment i know that,
你做得多complete，多快,赶得上dateline
也比不过一句交待~
交待大过天~
the phone call kinda spoil my mood for play..
but nevermind.. life still have to go on~

there has a LIMO service.. why i dint notice it out?
taking LIMO service from airport to hotel..
makes me feel like have professional feel..
there have ipad in the LIMO car..
too bad i'm kinda poor on this apple's product
i don know how to control it.. sobs sobs..

cititel Hotel.. 1 double bed room..
wohooo! i can ask my fren go out tonight and sleep with me..
buddy, buddy.. you are the 1 who will accompany me sleep tonight~
(y it sounds like i'm king and choosing who to sleep with me at night~ =P)
i just scare sleep alone... don know when i wake up. who is besides me... yaiii!
my plan s going to have pillow talk wit buddy..
too bad she is quarreling with her bf and?!!
she have mood to do homework?! wat the~
she said.. when the environment is nice, she have mood to study~
i ask you come here have pillow talk wit me.. not doing homework..
sobs sobs..

after check in~ lunch~ =) long time i dint eat lunch in Midvalley..
order my favourite fish and sotong grill~
i don know how much i miss this~!!
after lunch~ working lu~~
my job scope.. damn easy.. juz photocopy..
but it is tiring.. coz standing whole day beside the photocopy machine..
there lots of file have to photocopy..
manager estimated that we have to stay in KL till friday..
(many doc and we have to go shah alam there takes some doc to photocopy)
when i heard it.. i super duper happy.. means..
i can stay in KL many days spend time wit my darlings!!

after that.. manager brings me go petaling street kai kai...
same.. long time i dint go petaling street..
i'm not really like walk petaling street..
nothing to buy.. everything is expensive..
when u wanna bargain with them. makes me feel like war..
a psycho war.. u have to estimate wat is the lower price that he can offer..
if not.. haih.. i realy don like buying stuff in this way..
plus.. there have bad experience for ah bong in petaling street makes me hates this place..
luckily.. now.. have a HERO accompany me.. he really wants to go there..
he promised he will protect me if i quarrel wit the hawker.. haha..
go round round book shop..
grab lots of story books..

i cant find any cheap book store in KL.. popular, eaton there too expensive..
unlike KL.. there have pasar malam can buy rm10 book..
in KK.. i need to use rm65 to buy the book.. but in KL..
guess wat.. it's only cost me rm23!! wuahaha.. buy buy buy...
i forget to bring my list.. i just buy watever book i'm interested!!
buy buy buy.. my luggage is full with books..

i saw fresh flower sold at there.. wanna buy it for my big buddy convocation dinner
but.. my manager said.. he never take bus before in KL..
asked me can bring him? LoL!
he told me don tell other colleague coz they will scold him..
walao.. scold manager coz he want take bus?
he said.. this makes us not professional..
yeah.. i really cant imagine..
let's do it! taking bus back to hotel..
coz not taking taxi.. so i decide not buy the fresh flower..
tat's too paiseh bringing flower take bus~

fast fast bath then go down meet my buddies..
i just realize.. i forget to bring comb..
walao.. can you imagine.. whole day dint comb my hair..
but.. it still straight.. wuahaha...
dinner.. kai kai.. chit chat..
end of the day1

love, roro

很幽默hor..

当我post

不做你的朋友~ 不和你说话~ 骂我幼稚鬼吧~ =p

我未来大嫂刚巧，同一时间也post 了

以弗所书 4:26
生气却不要犯罪，不可含怒到日落；
4:27
也不可给魔鬼留地步
4:32
并要以恩慈相待，存怜悯的心，彼此饶恕，正如　神在基督里饶恕了你们一样。

就仿佛上帝提醒着我一样~
上帝呀~
我没有你那么大量~
其实我很小气的~
一个伤我如此深的人
你要我原谅他？

上帝你说过
要爱你的敌人
要爱她7749遍~
如果我做到了~
那我是神了~
但我毕竟不是~
我知道我们要学你模样成长~
但是丫~ 很难~
靠着你凡事都能~
"我都会背了" 我的os~
可是...
“没有借口" 我知道你会这样说~
还是不像原谅他的roro

sagitarius~

【射手座怪癖，有么？】
1.QQ msn经常不是隐身就是离开，其实她根本就在线；
2.超懒；
3.爱发呆；
4.擅长装傻；
5.天真单纯没心机；
6.喜欢微笑；
7.见生人话少
8.好友扎堆爱闹；
9.老友只想念不联系；
10.讨厌形式主义讨厌装b的人；
11.最向往自由；
12.情绪化；
13.自我感觉很不错。❤

【射手座的特征】
1、气质不凡，偶尔孩子气；
2、喜欢旅游但也恋家；
3、容易陷入自己的想象世界不能自拔；
4、很为别人着想，热心，热爱付出，喜欢热闹；
5、只要是TA认定的朋友，就力挺到底；
6、非常少会对人说“求”这个字；
7、平常的脾气是典型地外冷内热；
8、不给TA自由和信任，TA早晚会飞入疯人院。❤

射手座的人总是爱逞强；
射手座的人总是给希望自己；
射手座的人总是不相信所谓命运；
射手座的人总是遇强愈强；
射手座的人总是替别人找借口安慰自己；
射手座的人总是占有欲特强；
射手座的人总是不轻言放弃；
射手座的人总是成全别人却废了自己；
射手座的人总在爱情面前丢掉了尊严；
射手座真是不容易！❤


【射手座不为人知的事】
1.坚强下的脆弱。
2.永远有颗长不大的心。
3.朋友很多，知心的没几个。
4.率真，往往伤害到的不是别人，而是自己。
5.头脑聪颖，却充满反叛心理。
6.一件很细小的事也能令他高兴得手舞足蹈。
7.据闻经常胃痛、胃炎。
8.觉得自己对的事就是对的，绝对的偏执狂。❤

与射手座相处，注意不要给太多他不需要的爱。
射手天生喜欢爱好自由，不要每天陪他12个钟头，
射手喜欢安静，不要每天安排热闹的行程，
这些会给射手无形的压力。
比如射手生日时，你给他办了一个豪华的派对，那么在你生

日的时候，他是不是也要依样画葫芦？
射手不擅长此道，所以这会给他一层的压力。❤

⊱⊹星座ღ密语⊹⊰

射手不喜欢向别人提要求。对朋友一点要求都不会提。如果

向你提要求，就代表对你的喜欢和信赖非同一般，不过就算再信赖一个人，射手也很少开口要求什么。因为射手是随遇而安的，心态很平静，悠哉，而且不喜欢欠任何人的人情。不喜欢打探朋友的太多私事，也不喜欢逼喜欢的人的讲不愿讲的，这是一份尊重。❤
有点不准

射手不喜欢向别人提要求。对朋友一点要求都不会提。如果

向你提要求，就代表对你的喜欢和信赖非同一般，不过就算再信赖一个人，射手也很少开口要求什么。因为射手是随遇而安的，心态很平静，悠哉，而且不喜欢欠任何人的人情。不喜欢打探朋友的太多私事，也不喜欢逼喜欢的人的讲不愿讲的，这是一份尊重。❤

【射手女生的梦想】
想要一个不会嫌弃我的男朋友，
想要一个以结婚为前提而谈的恋爱，
想要一个能宠我懂我爱我的男生。
他不一定要很高 、但要比我高，
他不一定要很聪明、 但要懂我的眼神代表什么意思，
他不一定要很成熟、 但要知道我要什么不要什么。❤
这不是每个女生的梦想吗？只是射手座的？

射手座一旦付出，便是彻底，不可收回，感情投入的越多伤

的越重。射手最擅长难为自己，不想对方难过，只好让自己难过。总认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，把自己想得太坚强，把别人想得太脆弱。不知道，其实受伤的只是自己，而且从不知道如何表现出来。所以，请好好爱你身边的射手❤
erm..我很自私的

射手座谈恋爱时容易胡思乱想，不能忍受被忽略忽视的感觉

，一点点也不能，如果另一半不理TA，TA就会自己胡思乱想一堆，钻进死胡同后出不来。然后另一半一个电话，又瓦解了所有了胡思乱想。想要控制，却又下不了决心。射手座表面坚强，内心软弱，想要占有，却又怕太过火，不停地自信与自卑交杂。❤
又不可以24小时黏着~又不可以不理我~这女人真烦

射手座的人花心，但他们善良又有正义感；
他们有一种浪荡的性感，但又诚实没有坏心眼，
这对热衷暧昧关系的狮子座来说，绝对是最佳人选。
狮子座喜欢和恋人之间保有一定的弹性关系，
因此对于狮子来说，射手真是善解人意啊的好恋人啊。❤
狮子座~你在吗？

顶不顺自己的头发了

整pak，pak在那边~想出又不想出的心情
你们了解吗？

很想出却又懒，
不出又在那里发牢骚~

堕落的个性
迷茫的人生

侯文泳作者
听过吗？

有传闻说
看他的书有两个可能
一 笑到肚子痛
二 目无表情，看过就算

第一种人，就可以和第一种人作好朋友
第二种人，也只可和第二种人做朋友

可是他漏了第三种人~ 看了他的书头会痛的人
奇怪吗？很奇怪
看了他的书
合，还是不合
看完了，一样搞不清楚
头更痛了

shhhh... secret~

about outstation stuff...
plz don spread it in facebook.. gonna give my big buddy a surprise for her convo present.. that's me!!!
i know she kinda upset coz i cant attend for her convo coz having internship in hometown..
this is 1 of the matter i have worried when i choose where to intern..
(i know some1 gonna scold me treat friend as more important than family)
*paiseh*

my darling very nice~~ she even want to take leave spend time with me when i back KL..
haha.. i scold her back.. leave too many har? leave for me?
i go there outstation de wor.. day time very busy.. only night time free.. like this also kena take leave coz of me?
mouth scold her.. but heart feel warm...

shin yi darling.. muackss!!
shh.. remember.. don tell cassey ya.. gonna give her a biggg surprise...
small buddy and me juz now choose convo present before apple come and fetch me go yamca..
both of us xin you lin xi yi dian tong..
choose 3 bears in 1 sight.. (mayb is only the bear is cute among their products)
we plan give the big bear to big buddy.. medium for me.. and smallest bear for small buddy.. like this count 1,2,3..
at here. wanna ask.. not small buddy and i convo? y we need present?
haha.. coz the bear too cute.. thou not convo also wanna have it!! suppose 3 bear is 1 set.. we break it into 3.. shows 3 of us will together as buddy forever.. next time berkenalan balik.. shows the bear!! cute!

just now yamca.. have a bit fever.. dint wash hair go out d.. force myself have jing shen a bit.. force to wear contact lense.. ( i will feel when i wear contact lense my face will release less oil)
haih.. wat to do.. fat ppl.. release more oil..

mayb kopi ping's effect.. i be more energetic after kopi ping..
today lulu order curry ayam meehon goreng as her dinner..
i don have mood to take service tax on her..
coz today lunch is curry ayam. haih..
lulu.. next time before order.. ask me 1st ok? hahaha..

next tuesday gonna go outstation~
when back? don know.. long story..
haha.. (y i so crazy keep on type haha?)
coz i type same word to shin yi..
the different is.. i type haih.. long story.. the next things is..
should be ppl will ask you.. summarize it! or.. ok lo.. don talk lo..
but my case is a bbit diff.. coz.. i say..
"i don care.. i want to talk it also.. hahah. so 38~

*p/s today heard a superb 38 things in office.. promised a senior wont talk it out to colleague.. but.. yvonne Lim.. you are not my colleague anymore!! haha.. if you saw this post, fb inbox me.. if not.. zhou bao lo~ really.. big 38!! superb!!

love+38+kopi ping's effect till now cant sleep, roro

really?

really? next week?
can i?
wat i need to do?
shall i go?
can i join?
really?
arrghhh!!
i am so excited!!
thou i know they all wil say wat so excited~
hah. wait for director confirm..
shh.. make this mysterious a bit.
when confirm.. just announce...

*girl.. don play too much~ get a cert back.. not a baby.. but.. you can get a baby back when u get dean list.. i approve..

love, roro

任性的小孩

小孩。。。
任性。。。。
这些都是我的代名词。。
我承认。。
我有时是小孩。。
而且。。
我。。
超任性的。。

很多很多例子足够证明。。
今天就发生了。
想买相机。。
从以前就很想。。
只是一只买不下手。。
因为要去欧洲旅行的事。
想到有很多要准备。。
有很多要买。。
相机是其中之一。。
家没有相机吗？
有的。。但不是拍得很漂亮。。
不喜欢。。

不喜欢就要去买一个吗？
还没学会赚钱就要花钱了

之前朋友买千多
现在两年多了
应该都会跌到五百多了
应该可以买吧

你自己想
长大了
自己用脑想吧

我不管
我就是不喜欢
难得的经历
你要我用
我不喜欢的相机拍？
我不要!!
fa lan zha_ing...

sms to my dear,
luckily that she say willing to borrow me..
sobs sobs..
i have no idea why i want to cry at that time..
really..
i feel warm for her message,
she also have travel to singapore at that time
but she willing to borrow me her camera
sobs sobs.
i know my house have another camera yet i no need not really need her camera..
but i just want it..
am i childish?
yes i admit it...
thanks for borrowing me..
thanks for 接纳我这任性的要求
dont worry..
i promise..
your souvenir.. will be the biggest, the most expensive, the most time i spent to choose what you like.. the... bla bla bla.. haha.. i just want you to know that.. thank you!!

从以前
我知道我是个小暴龙
只要我要的你不给我
我就和你吵

（你也会知道hor)

谢谢每一位朋友都这么接纳我这个
品格有点缺陷的我
道德伦理有点弯曲的我
谢谢
感动啊啊啊
埃斯特入内
love,roro

confirmed?

tmrow settle all these things.. just update the blog~
excited!
nervous!
happy! yahoooooo!!

流星雨

如果。
你看见流星雨。
你会许什么愿望？

我不知道
我从来没看见流星雨
试问在这么紧急关头里
哪里还想到什么愿望呢？

我想许
给我很多很多钱!

何谓“很多”
想到这
我想起许静茹的愿望
请给我两百万~
=）

你呢？
不会什么愿望都没有吧？

......
........
我会说
请给我三个愿望
让我回家慢慢想~

...
....
果然很roanne的答案
够理智
够贪心

谢谢!!
=)
love, roro

@_@

Zzzz.. mummy..
next time no need load so many episode let me watch okie..
the line today is super good.. i mom watch the 8 episode in the whole day..
but i only have to use 1 night finish all it up.. the consequences..
laptop open whole day..
my panda eyes will appear tmrow..
and also.. pimples!! arrghh.. don go out.. don go out..

Zzz.. khai yee..
i never think that you are not geng!
i do admit that will jealous on those people who chase and implement their own dreams further studies in overseas.. work alone in overseas.. freedom? yeah.. mayb..
but you helping your family own business, this 1 i also wil 欣赏！

dulu dulu, in primary school.. when i know friend's family is open their own business, i will jealous on them.. coz.. 出生就是“太子爷，太子女” if you cant find any work to do in the future also no need worried about it.. coz. parent have a shop for you.. what we should worried about?

but.. we all don know their heart.. there is too many choices, decision they have to made, choose.. jia you khai yee..

love, roro

hakunamatada!

it means no worry~for the rest of your day!!
let us sing.. hakunamatada!!
Malaysia day early in the morning..
my family open the DVD keep on replay the OST of lion king..
suddenly my dad suggest.. y don we watch lion king?
wuahaha boleh ba kalo kau..

how you guys gonna spend this holiday?
1 month ago.. i plan to spend this day as..
sleep whole day.. be a piggy..~ ^^"
last week i decide help one of my friend makeover
hurm, i don think she will listen to my advice
cause both of us taste is different, i think end up is just accompany her 踩马路~

gonna ask whether can change the euro or not..
or.. should i wait the rate decrease?
does it wil decrease again?
this week 4.8.. decrease 0.1 compare to last week~
next week will it decreaase again?
should i wait?

hakunamatada!
roro

走路上学？

娇滴滴的我~
腿软软的我~
有公主病的我~（公主病对我来说是褒义词）
一听到~走路上学？
我宁愿~不上！
死缠烂打拜托人载我去就有！
很佩服你！
你真的打算一个sem都走路上下学吗？
*佩服得五体投地*
请受小的一拜，二拜，再拜拜！
ah bong.. 你要加油！
心理上支持你！
至少你可以省了每个月的车油费~
有时可以跟到顺风车
加油了~
顺便做做gym..在路边吸迎几个漂亮妹妹带回家吧~！

求我都不要整个sem都要走路！

love, roro

狼来了？

爸爸妈妈妹妹每次看到我七点之前冲凉就会问我~
等下要去那里？
=.= 想早点冲凉睡觉不可以吗？
一个问了，下一个又再问~
我不是放羊的小孩~
给我多一点点信心可以吗~
真的真的是睡觉~
8点上去睡~
一睡给它睡到7点~
爽！

发了好久好久都没发的梦~
梦中有什么，不记得了，只知道是伤心的~
毕竟醒来后，脸颊上有泪水的~
（可能不是泪，是口水）
=='''

=o=Zzzz, roro

错的人

今天~ 才发现自己可能是工作狂..
但是，回头想想可能是不想白白拿薪水吧~
九个小时没东西做，又不能睡觉，又只能偷偷摸摸的看戏~是一件惨绝人寰的事~！！

逛逛街，走到以前和他一起走过的店，
站在，坐在，他等我的地方，
回想起，我们不可能回到以前的。
不禁。。 又感伤了。。
回到家后，看见，朋友写给我的，
“没有永远的痛,除非你天天提醒自己记得它。”
他怎知道？我今天又钻牛角尖了呢？
不过，不管怎样，谢谢他！

*这首歌很好听，但是希望自己再听时，不再有所感触~*

love, roro

2 and half month

i hate work.. not coz of wat.. just tiring everyday wake up in the early morning..
no holiday feel.. morning 8 night 6.. everyday.. it makes me feel sienz de..
but i know when i finish this internship.. i'll miss again the life i work in EY...
hurm.. am i? will i?

i dint do many works in my life.. just 3~
cashier, promoter and trainee auditor..
i feel.. i work as promoter with crazy TMC is the most happpier work that i ever done~
crazy enough.. but also.. spend more than your expectation.. hehehe...
no wonder i feel like can save some money when i'm in KK..
coz.. KK no crazy TMC..
hurm.. watever..
now i wish.. my 2 and half month faster over...
my wish for yesterday when the lantern is burn..
edmund told make a wish when the lantern is burn.. it bring luck.. i wish..
gimme another 3 wishes!!
blek...
good morning!!
time off to work.. haih...

mooncake dinner~

today dinner with family...
once again.. i found out...
my family is all rou shi dong wu~~
山猪肉，酿豆腐，白斩鸡，......
全餐只有一个青青的就是生菜~
^^""

it cant deny that why am i so fat liao...
i have eat whole these 肉类 for 20 years~
LoL!
my mom ask me at least eat a bit..
don care wat after 6pm don eat..
i say ok~

but i will only eat a little bit.. ask her don cook so big portion..
manatahu... haih..
after we finish eat..
whole dishes seems like dint touch also..
coz every meal i only eat 1 or 2 块~
same as other family members..

i ad tell my mom early early.. she don want listen to me..
she say.. next time don want cook la..
and.. if some1 cook for me..
i wont say wat not healthy la.. all meat,
i wont say why you cook so big portion la..
yeah.. i know i pissed her off..

so.. i decide.. shut my mouth up..
don care her..
you really cant force me finish up the whole chicken that you make,
一大锅酿豆腐~
一大锅山猪肉~
一大盘生菜~

these kind of thing can let 15 ppl eat lo..
and we only have 5 people.. and my mom don eat also~
haih.. so only 4 people eat..
haih.. a nice dinner make dao like this..
(my parents quarrel early in the morning)
make me also don know how to do...
juz hope.. everything will be fine tmrow..
wat to do?
juz pray lo..

girls.. before get marry..
make sure the guy really siak,love, take good care of you..
don ever marry a guy that... haih.. don know how to say...
海南男生，客家男孩，碰不得碰不得!!

love, roro

assignment? test?

hehe.. i have 1 whole sem no need to do these kind of stuff~~
happy dao~~~ ♥♥♥♥
this is the only benefit as internship~ hehe
and my report is simple do de~ hehe.. no need worry of it also.. just copy paste~
mayb because too simple so..
there is no grade for this internship.. juz pass or fail.. hurm.. disadvantage.. hehe..

poeple around me start miss home(back to school)
my facebook homepage is all homesick d.. back to PJ.. hostel..
feel sad about it.. cause i know after long period tay in house.. tiba tiba want go back study.. sure bu she de~ sad..

melbourne sana darlings all worry about test.. kesian.. worth 40%, 50% those high marks..
at here.. wanna thanks to 7799.. coz i have no need worry of my test, assignment before..
thanks.. cause i know. with them..our assignment is never below half.. of course if the assignment is do it group.. my group assignment's mark is always high high de.. coz i have a group of, responsible, brilliant, "god", creative, hardworking group member 7799.. thank you!! if individual work.. i always get the lowest marks.. coz i don have such criteria to get high marks..

thanks 7799 pulling my marks up~ thanks!! this sem tiada memory of rushing assignment with you guys~ ♥♥
don know is good news or bad news for you guys.. hehe.. anyway. thank you for ren shou me as such stupid group member.. =)

7799 monday have reunion dinner and after that play tanglung.. hurm.. miss those day we eat reunion dinner and play tanglung in park then start raining.. then we run back to house.. then we find out who is super duper not gentlemen at all.. then continue eat mooncake and drink sparkling juice in house.. enjoy the rainy night.. miss last year mooncake festival.. this year cant join wit you guys is my yi han of the year..

so. i plan to create same memory with you guys with my KK gang~ hehe.. tanglung tanlung.. i can imagine play candle with you guys in park.. use the candle to write words.. go playground paly swing back to childhood time like last 2 years mooncake festival.. haih.. 7799.. i miss you guys.. i think.. this year.. after finish play tanglung.. u guys wil~~ play lami!! or Dota(hope that you guys can get enough kaki).. LoL! i miss the time!! i want play Lami!! my hand itchy d!! hehehe.. u guys wait for me back KL.. we play lami 3 days 3 night~ hehehe..

love, roro

旅游就要？

花钱？
这是应该的~
如果旅游你不想花钱，那你回房间睡觉吧~
这样会省更多~

不要说currency rate值不值得
你去人家的国家
当然有时不是一对一
你说，一下飞机~看见面包很漂亮很好吃~
那边钱 3块，这边呢，乘起来就要21块~
你问我~值得吗？
我反问你~当你饿的时候就要吃饭啊~
那又说什么值不值得的~

你说~火车票要100块~乘起来要RM700，值得吗？
这种事情也是没办法的，不是吗？
旅游~就是要这样。难道不是吗？

不想和你们吵了~
你我想法不同~
问你们东西，一说不知道，二说不赞成~
无言~
我自己问朋友意见~
不理你们~

旅游的意义

旅行的意义不在于战利品有多少，照片拍了几张，景点占据了几个，而是，你做了多疯狂的事，经历了哪个心跳的时刻，和有否看到更不一样的自己。

珊~看到了吗? 我们要玩疯欧洲~!!

小故事大道理1

7年前他为了出国抛弃了未婚妻，现在事业有成，他开始愧疚，听说她过的不好，他想去弥补。
他去到了她的鱼摊，她在刮鳞，边上蹲着一个男娃，模样有几分像他，他心里一震。
她突然停下，指着隔壁摊的男人：你咋还不给孩子做饭呢！他松了口气，转身走了。
她递根烟给隔壁摊男人：刚才不好意思

【 不愿意做你的累赘 不愿意让你带着愧疚过一身 】

有没有做过类似的行动？
其实它的道德价值观被美化了
其实是~ 因为心底恨着你~宁愿把事实隐瞒，让你遗憾一辈子~
这是最毒的~
最毒妇人心~
我承认~

love, roro

good timing!

good timing!! right time!! right ppl!! right place!! thanks to teh ying ying.. let me post this pic in my blog~ u guys awesome! the photographer is pro!! LoL~

love, roro

dead fish

arrgghh.. in my gu po house~ there is no fish, dog, any thing alive can appear!!
when the fish dead liao~ i know you also don want kutip it..
i also don like ar? why force me?
yisshh!!

when the small dog dead~ wat you want me to do?
you don dare do it.. you tot i dare to do it ma?
you want to 养鱼养狗~就要自己照顾好他们~
不要叫我把屎把尿~

真得很恐怖!!
死前的死壮现在还在我脑海里挥散不去~
仿佛在哭诉我的残忍

希望今天不要发噩梦~

love is in the air

love is in the air..
many people paktoh d~~ congratz!!
some of them is i intro de.. hope... when they quarrel.. don find me~

it is quite happy when planning..
plan for my europe trip~
i know i do not have many time to plan.
after finish my internshi life 5 days later then straight away fly..

still planing whether want celebrate bday at KK or in plane or in europe~
still thinking..
still thinking whether wan let my sister go back malaysia alone(open school in jan) and i'm staying in europe travel alone? hurm.. i want! but i know my mom sure wont let me~
still thinking how many days i should spent in each country.. stay at? hotel? train? or.. hurm..

thou there is sikit sikit fan when planing.. but.. it is excited!!
david.. faster reply me what i ask you in fb and blog~ thanks! hehehe <3

woaw... should i.. can i? i wish~!! i can~

excite, roro

小白冲凉了

从来没看见小白这么干净过~

好气又好笑

小白很久没冲凉了~
趁着今天去client place,同事载我去~
叫哥哥把车驾到家外面那洗车店~
bing pong pang dong...
傻眼~

妹妹~你把我那欧洲go了没 放去那里？

where are you?

mummy ask me.. why these few days you dint find your boy fren liao de?

hurm.. sharon laudi!! my mom says she don want see me in the house already ask you bring me out! but.. yeah.. you are not at here anymore..

i miss you d~

europe trip planning~

winter time? nevermind.. less outdoor activities.. more to indoor~
share to me some link for "The Phantom of the Opera"
(i heard of it.. but i langsung don know what is it..)
what else hasil karya except Monalisa's Smile that i must take a look at there..
hurm.. i want to go..
juz planning ba..
cambridge, oxford
巴黎农庄~france,巴黎铁塔
Denmark
Belgique
Prague Czech Republic (布拉格广场）
Austria
Italia
Bremen Frankfurt

gimme some link, some information.. i also keep on surf net today..
my sis and i cooperation together.. i check for the places, the transport and accomodation.
she go and check what the nice food we must eat when we reach 1 place~ save money together~
frenz.. u guys help me also la.. whenever you guys see any info.. juz share wit me.. tag my name~ =）

love, roro

family day

sunday=family day
no people can run away from family day.
no matter how tired are you
(wish to sleep till 12 noon)-you still have to wake up and move your pat pat at 10am yum zhao cha...
(don wan walk under the sun) you still have to go kai kai under the hot sun in gaya street
(centre point very sienz liao everyday work also centre point) you still have to accompany mummy see this see that, accompany daddy try this and that (mostly i don like)

gimme some suggestion still have where nice place let us spent in our family day~
the place yum zhou cha~ get bored wit damai fish head noodles, jia xiang and also luyang dim sum~ other place?

nicole, you have hunt many interesting blog, does them list down where the nice place?
hurm.. gimme gimme.. coz my family many things cant eat.. beee, prawn, bla bla bla.. banyak susah want fit them..

bored, roro

希望她不再会是乖妹

there has a chubby girl request me write a long post for her, tmrow is the day she need to fly back to her jail and continue her studies, so, why don i just simply use few minutes to write a post wish her yi lu shun feng? girl, you ask me to write ya, please don feel any uncomfortable in this post. because, the long post you request need many story to fulfill the criteria of long post.

cindy, look at you, i will think of my past. my past tense, which i been hurted by my besties. this is because the way you treat people, is almost same with my past tense. i am not saying this is wrong, but i think that you are not good in protecting you and also camouflage yourself. you are making yourself like 付出很多但却可能得不到同等回报~

actually, i quite jealous with you. hurm, more exactly word is bu shuang. LoL! cause of you have a 幸福家庭~daddy loves you and mummy loves you makes you have no chance get to knows how cruel is the reality. mayb that you haven experience something that can make you 摆脱单纯~ 1 week holiday also need to buy ticket fly back home? hurm. for me, i will think that that is a waste. 1 week study week also need to fly back home? hurm. speechless.

at my place, there is only 娇娇女 will go back. and yet, you know i bu shuang jiao jiao nv. how much is the cost of fare ticket? mayb that you think rm900 is very cheap but you know? the most expensive fare ticket that i spend is only RM400 and it is return flight. and start from year 2, i am using my own money to buy the ticket. i mean like, can you imagine how long that you have to earn back the RM900? why dont you use the money to go travel?

Raya Time in my university life, we will go travel, penang,perak,melaka. eat the satay celup, meet new friends, or go to do a part time job. that will expnd your network and also your view of eye sight of this world. and i tell you.. you go travel whole these place in this 1 week also no need rm900. half of it should be enough.

study week going back study? hurm. i think this is your habit, i cant say anything of it. what can i say is the study we spend in university. all of us don dare to go back hometown, cause this is the time we start pecutan, we stay together to survive. anything that i don understand i can ask my "GOD coursemate" we can discuss together to get the most appropriate answer, can you do this in your home? especially in study week, there sure have many tips from lecturer during these time, you missed out 1 time then is you rugi. i am not sure i go bak hometown am i will study? no! i will go out yamca with you guys, come back hometown also dint ask us go out yamca? next time when you want ask people go out yamca, people also don wan choi you.

1 word, jealous! i do jealous. cause you still keep your 赤子之心~but sometime i feel like is fake, how come there have people still clean after few years dint meet? after years in outside? you said i owe you many of my stories. yes i do. but i want to keep this stories till you exchange your stories wit me. dont say you have no story, if no stories experience one. i think you also hate that you tell your story but i dint share with you my story.

i want to know why your ex roommate want to change the room? i want to know, (you don know? why you dint ask) i want to know your feelings. this is exchange. we are not pop star, we no need have a small little fans who will 崇拜地, 陶醉地 at us when we sharing session. we need a friend who will give us her own opinion about this matter.

kiw kiw, try to go out from your safety box, experience something that you haven experience.
no matter it is good or bad, cause everything makes you learning.

kiw kiw, try to get know your weaknesses and get through it makes yourself become more confident and charming!

kiw kiw, try to know why people bu shuang at you and correct it, but remember! those who cares don mind, those who mind dont care!

thanks for everything, this 2 months, ( i dint include the time u in aimst, cause i don think that you have left us) ( but this is not good! you should concentrate in your studies!) ( you have to makes us to miss you not keep on remind us to miss you 这是最高境界的地步）

thanks for keep on supporting me no matter i do it wrong or right.

please forgive me if i have do,say, act, or watever that makes you feel sad, uncomfortable, everything in negative..( if positive like make you happy please remember to praise me)

用自己的眼看清世界
用自己的心分辨对错
用自己的手探险冒险
用自己的脚踏出无数个回忆~

希望。有天。能听见。一个。属于你。精彩的。故事。

love, roro

special guest - hamsap

there is not many guy in our gang, and i just realize it yesterday. yesterday lulu sms me says that there have 1 special is joining us and he is super duper hamsap. i keep on wondering who's the guy is hamsap in our gang. but end up, yeah! i cant named any1 in KK who is hamsap, maybe cause of there is too little guy that we have.

pardon me i cant named the person who i named to lulu, sorry i am not think that you are hamsap, but there is the guy i can think is lokyuk_ians and also who still staying in KK. yesterday the whole 1 hour i keep on guessing who is the man, and yet, my mind is all 7799-thun siew yuan. he is the famous hamsap in university.

why his nickname is Hamsap? actually i also forget the story begin. 7799, i miss you guys. please give me some news let me kepo kepo. i miss the shopping time, i miss the food hunter time. i miss crazy TMC gang which will bring me crazy whole night let me feel that we have qing chun there is no need sleep in the night. i miss those 38 po who will bring me go out rest a while when i meet some difficulties, i miss those time you guys dapao dapao nice food from hometown and let me eat while lecturer is lecturing.

Oops! out of topic. back to special guest. there is too little candidate i can named in KK, mayb because of in secondary school, girl and boy are shy, there is not dare to move further step so i did not manage to get as more as "boy friend" as i in university.

T-dore, the special guest. really been zha dao by lulu. i am still guessing who is him before enter cindy's house. i check the shoes check whether wat is his style(the way he choose the shoes to wear). but end up, is khai yee's baby, T-dore.

hi, T-dore, nice to meet you! your nickname create by lulu, hamsap. does it sound bad? but you o need feel upset, your mom is create another nickname for lulu to help you revenge. and i'm not gong to spread it at here. i scare lulu will kill me! (we let khai yee and lulu fighting)

T-dore is poodle, the dog never grow up, according to his mom. i hate when the things, ppl,pet is growing up. cause it turn uncontrollable, ugly, powerful, complex and whatever. yes. i admit i like to see lengzai leng lui and also cute things. i hate when my sis is grow up, makes me cant bully her just like when she is small, i hat digi when it grows up, she has more power to bully me. when she was small, she bark to stranger, i can shut her mouth just like khai yee did to her T-dore, but when digi is growing up, you need more strengths to catch her and shut her mouth up. i hate it!

Poodle is also called german shepherd dog, look at him, i start to recall back how cute is digi when she was small. we do think of buy another dog to accompany digi, i like poodle, my bro like Tamaskan Dog，my dakoko like bulldog, my sis like chihuahua. there is too many choices end up left digi alone.

T-dore, wish you stay cute, energetic,Hamsap forever!

love, roro

Those who care won't mind and those who mind don't care.

Those who care won't mind and those who mind don't care.

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Those who care won't mind and those who mind don't care.

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Those who care won't mind and those who mind don't care.

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Those who care won't mind and those who mind don't care.

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Those who care won't mind and those who mind don't care.

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Those who care won't mind and those who mind don't care.

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Those who care won't mind and those who mind don't care.

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Those who care won't mind and those who mind don't care.

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remember who telling me this?
yeah.. is you.. no matter what..
thanks!
no more EMO..
left it behind!

love, roro

幸福

幸福就是开心时有人陪着出去吃大餐，
难过时有人拍拍自己的肩膀递上一杯温热的咖啡，
犹豫不决时有人像灯塔一样照亮我前进的方向，
累了倦了时发现有人一直在不远处默默守侯。
你幸福了吗？？

我还没有~ 你呢？

不喜欢这幅身子

回到来见了多少个医生
都不可以不承认我是体弱多病的小孩了
左痛右痛
上痛下痛
累