-20%-

i just over my FAR midterm exam. it consist of 20% of the whole 100% marks. i want myself to do great in this exam. i think i am. but the truth is no! i dont know how to do at all! it seems different with the text book and tutorial that i have studied yesterday. maybe this is called i just go through 20%of the book, i dint finish read, study, understand the 80% of the spiceland. sigh~ i even don know wat my feelings now? i feel depress when i finish the exam. i feel waana die in front of the lecturer who collect my paper. i want ask my lecturer no need marks my paper because it is so horrible, i don even know what am i write?! i have the desire not to write down my name, want to retake, i think i just pass up my mc letter then asking for retake just like oili. i really want. but, i know that i don dare! Coward! roanne is Coward! stupid! useless!