BAD girl

i like this nickname..
after roro..
this nickname i like..
and.. is only u will call me like this..

-KHAI YEE-

that is true..
i'm not good daughter..
not a good christian..
not a good fren.. (who easily make my fren piss at me)
not a good listener.. (keep on talk when listen ppl story)
not a good girl fren(according to my ex)
not a good speaker...
not a good ppl..
then.. wat good am i?
i'm good in??
nothing.. no 1~~

u ask me.. y i'm so cruel?
i can say is only..
i'm not only the person cruel..
some1 cruel than me..
reality..
his name is reality..

sometimes.. i also wonder how u guys can tahan me?
my fren.. how come? really..
how u guys can tahan me?
i'm emotional..
straight forward...
these 2 characteristic makes me....
and 1.. don know look ppl facial reaction..
i don know when ppl bu shuang me..
noob!!

stop love me.. stop loving me..
i'm not worth it..

i'm not as good as u think..
i close my heart after so many things happen..
i don want open it coz i sure will get hurt after this..
not say i don bliv your promises..
i do.. but my mind dont..

u keep on jealous the guys surrounded me..
but u can relieve..
coz no1..
no1 now inside my heart..
no people..
u sure will say.. i'm playgirl..
watever..
i know i'm not.. that's enuf..

u say that.. how u know i'm not your man in your life..
wat i can say is.. u're too late..
i don dare..
there is so many uncertainty between us..
i have no courage..
sorry..
(1 more.. u r not christian..)

i put my faith on Jesus..
i bliv He will lead me..
He will let me know when i can open my heart..
trust the man who promise not to hurt me ever..
never and ever..
if really no that ppl.. watever..
become lao gu po also nevermind...
i have gu po members too.. shin yi.. lulu jie.. and.. who want join??

i wait for that moment..
sorry dear..
juz.. not suitable... i'm sorry..

loveLess + emo girl, roro