relieve~~

today.. we share lots.. hahha.. it is very funny topic..
we all worried abt same things..
we all knows the conclusion...
is it funny??

i don know the way they think same wit me...
they also don know the way i think is same wit them..
LoL!!

from this moment.. i know.. communication is very important...
this things bother me few days.. but after the conversation.. we all feel relieve...

same as u guys.. if u guys.. bu shuang me...
muz tell me.. conversation... communication...
we need it. this element is very important..
i don want u guys get mad of me coz of my characteristic.. or sometimes the word out of my mouth is hurt u..
if like tat.. muz tell me... at least i know your feeling...
and i wont do that to hurt my dears..
u guys is so important in my life...
i wont let other people.. include me... to hurt my dears..

paiseh neh~~

coz no time ba.. sorry ya my dears.. no update few days...

i have write de...

but still in my dell's laptop.. lazy to take out(microsoft word) copy paste to here..
and i feel that.. that moment i type is my own feeling.. but after that i feel that it is no meaning copy paste to here again~ coz.. no meaning already...

today i saw some post.. it hurts me lots...
am we still frenz? i knw your type.. but.. it hurts me too...
i know u don mean it... but the time u type it out.. it's hurt..
i have lots want to tell u.. but the time don let me to talk..
coz i have no the stands.. the right to tell you this topic...

and... issit after i tell u this topic.. u guys can "hao hui"??
haih.. sigh... i really don know how to do...
but i'm roanne ma..
always tat happy.. don worry~~~
after few days.. no need few days.. 1 day is enuf!!
everything is over~~ =)
cheer for me~

4th December 2099~

4^th December 2099~

It’s Friday!! Lol.. juz post shuang here.. can I live till 2099? Wat would I be?

Where I stay? How is KK? How you guys?

我得空到~拿了一把剪刀在座位剪掉我的分叉发根~

剪了蛮多~可恶的是还有很多分叉发根还没减~

旁边那位同事问~你是在等放工吗？她好羡慕我~

是的~我的确在等放工~ 真的很闲~

可是我很珍惜~我喜欢~

因为我知道明天~可能后天~可能大后天~我就会忙到要开OT..

所以我真的很珍惜~

虽然很闷~会想到睡觉~可是~我真的想要这种生活啊~

不要给我OT~

听过故事吗？为了下个工作~去audit yayasan sabah~

Evon 和我说~一定会OT~我说~我OT时~ 不能驾车~

晚上不可驾车~有散光~这是我的理由~所以我说~如果要OT~

一定要提早和我说~我不开车~叫我家人载我~

（当时我心里想,就算你叫我OT我还有办法~说我家人不得空~

不可以载我~我又可以逃过一劫~ 哈哈哈~）

可惜~道高一尺魔高一丈~ 他说~她载我回~ T_______T

我美好的计划啊~

The big disaster of 15th june~

Dear diary~

Planning to bring lunch box so that can save money.. the most important is.. to save me to choose wat should I eat when my lunch time.. too many choices.. I don like make choices.. I have the phobia of choosing.. especially in food.. oh..

U can suddenly ask me.. today eat wat.. erm.. I really have no idea.. I really don know wat’s nice food..(nice food also cannot eat everyday.. eat everyday not consider as nice food liao lo~)

I bring my lunch box.. my mom have boil a sup~ I keep on wonder I want to bring it or not.. lastly I decided to bring it.. haih~ who knows. Mayb I dint close it tightly or I drive too dangerous.. as a result.. it tertumpah.. haih..

My car full with the smell.. nvm.. I can spray it after work.. then my other lunch box~ ( I divide sup 1 box, rice 1 box, vege 1 box, meat 1 box) still not tertumpah.. but the boxes, the cases, is full with the sup oil~~ yucks.. go out early to find a nice parking to park ( I need lots of time to parking due to my lousy parking skill) but at the end I need to clean up my lunch box in the toilet.. juz wash the oil using water.. toilet there don have sabun~ haih.. still oil oil..

Wonder I will continue to eat it or not.. the cases is too oily.. or.. wearing glove to eat? Hahahha.. see how la..

~~ at last.. I picnic in my car.. ><””” luckily my car have many newspaper.. (my mom likes to make my car built by newspaper like tat.. I use all the newspaper to prevent the sup, the oil spread to my car area~ therefore.. I do a small picnic in my car.. erm.. alone.. ya la.. but received many message.. haha.. (kl frenz) mayb they know I’m alone.. no la.. they keep ask me abt the document stuff.. fan dou fan si le.. lunch time also no break.. have to settle many things..

Go hang around in cp after that.. thinking wat to buy for my dad in father’s day.. then back to office.. my supervisor Yvonne ask me whether go lunch alone coz she saw me back alone. Erm.. how u want me to answer you? Lol! Saying that.. yup.. I’m alone like tat meh? She asking I have frenz like intern friend~ nop.. I’m the 1 from UM~ erm.. she stop there.. then she say she will meet me later.. erm..

The next thing.. yesterday I kena saman ma.. rm30 gone.. today guai guai park at centre point liao.. then juz now I go for lunch.. I saw 1 card.. parking card.. don know who left it de.. stated 11.30 go in centre point.. erm.. wuahahah.. I go in 8.08am eh.. save lots of money d.. I plan to take both ticket de.. then I think I better left my 8.08am card at there.. coz card missing need to charge rm25 eh.. erm.. u paying my card which is rm3 more better than u pay rm25 la.. right? Blek.. this remind me.. don ever left my card at anyplace.. put in saftety place~ =)

good luck~

Can I wish him good luck in his competition? Can I? I dint say I started miss him..

I juz suddenly think of his competition is around the corner..

He wish to win.. of coz.. who doesn want to win in competition?

Plus.. he really capable to win the match~

Liew tek wa! Long time no see eh..

There is 1 fren ask me where I still want to go.. he can do with me..

For me.. u guys know la.. I wish to do those romantic stuff..

Eg. Walking beside the beach and see sunset, sun rise.. spend whole night at the beach..

The time I think that.. is.. I wish tek wa can do it with me..

Does it mean I still cant forget him?

He has sms me.. once! But I dint reply him.. juz as I act to my ex..

(even he is not consider as my ex yet) haha..

Juz want to balas dendam.. who ask him suka suka sms me..

Suka suka x sms me..

I told to my fren.. I already give him up..

No more think abt him.. crazy abt him d.. juz sometimes.. he pop out in my mind..

Wat can I do.. killing my brain cell that think of him?

Lol! Don think too much k~ he is now in kl and I’m in kk~

We are far from each other..