purpose

started to forget the initial purpose i went to jog
typical human behaviour
when reach competition... we will be acting more and more aggressiveness
and when you know you can actually do it..
you can actually get a place in those competition..
ehem.. there goes wild...

i had my formal 10K run last saturday..
my 1st night run..
in somewhere in Putrajaya..
i cant say that is my 1st time been there.. cause..
i pass by many times previously..

Putrajaya is like a dead city to me when it reach night..
but the view at night is nice..
just like the view you see from airplane..
shining by those little light at far..
is a good place to dating..
but in kl..
Putrajaya is far.. and.. quite dangerous..

i took my friend BIB go and run.. therefore.. official result does not appear my name
but as usual..
when comes official run..
it will always exceed the performance when u are training..
i already had jogging everyday..
however i am still surprise when i look to the time that i run..
that is.. superb fast..

and when u run alone..
(i am blaming that louis and shafiq does not join the run)
is bored...
and.. feel scary.. as you run alone.. when reach somewhere dark.. someone kipnap? or i hurt myself in the middle? no people come and save me..

there goes again louis scold me..
you thought everyone having same pace with you?!
hahaha.. but i know you will force yourself to catch  up my pace..
and shafiq will slow down his pace to follow my pace..

running alone is just the only disadvantage -bored- you have to endure it..
other than that... is kinda motivator..
coz.. you don dare to rest.. to walk..
so.. you will slow jog.. and very fast to recover and start to normal jog again..
i think coz i am focus.. i have noone to talk with..
i am just counting down 8km.. 6km.. 2km.. then 0.02km..
reach finisher line.. that's why my time is fast...

i am scare right now.. my knee cant bend 100% everytime after i run..
training and running..
i thought that is just temporary.. and is common as i do run lots..
but then.. check with doc is always good advice..
tried to download as many as information regards the knee problem..
runner problems..
i am so sad.. my biology is sucks as my form 5..
cause i am not understand what am i read..

i am deeply believe that the teacher spoil my passion towards biology after she scold me..
haih..
草莓族，伤不起呀
so please dont simply scold me..
if you are my peer same age or just few years older than me..
i will loaded my guns full with fire..and!! attack back..
smile sarcastic.. slowly revenge and torture you in the future.. :)

for elders.. if you scold me..
the way i will act.. is cry~ wakakakakz..
seriously.. i feel bad about my attitude..
but.. i just cannot control it..

i am off my topic.. as usual =P
knee problem.. book the 物理治疗师 in monday to have more understand about what is the problem..
i am just need to worry how am i going to go to prince court in my lunch time..
probably go by taxi..
and back before the lunch time end..
normally i can use up to 2 hours for my lunch time..
too bad doctor appointment is FULL for weekend.
i am just need to pay back the time..
but next monday is month end closing..
plus i having the big diamond that my hubby send to me..
hopefully wont that complexity..

there is few running in this year end..
thanks to louis.. thank you.. for keep update me the runnning news event..
and i am sooo kiasu.. everytime have people ajak i surely want to join..
this is just my starting to run..
my 1st year..
don push myself to so far..
trying my best to recall the main purpose of running..
i am just want to be healthy.. and diet.. and whatever..
but not for the running competition..
i don mind you guyz keep on remind me ask me to stop if i overdo..
just please keep on remind..
i know how kiasu people i am..

and i am going back this weekend!
yeay!
daddy call me yesterday..
luckily i catch up his phone.. (phew)
i cant imagine if i fail to catch his phone..
then he ask many things in short..
(typical my family conversation..)
fast, precise, get result.. ok.. piak..
LoL.. i request to talk with mom before end..
i ask..
i want soup..
i want different soup for that 3 days..
please dont simple bluff me with jagung soup..
i have 3 months no 靚汤滋补滋补
starting to order my menu.. hahaha..
just back for weekend..
is less than 48 hours stay in KK.. but i am so many mamacamcam...
hahaha..

love, roro