You will never found a rainbow when you looking down

KL having rain.. There is a rainbow.. 

I do not have the chance look at it today..

As i down for few days.. Cause of the stupid damning period..

I used to hate the period.. But i like it alwas come on time.. 28 days.. Since primary 5 i get.. Always never failed me except when National Service time.. That is just only 1 time.. 

This thing makes me frustrated for few days.. I do ask myself stop the emo_ness already.. Grrrrrr!!!

Look up!! See the rainbow sunshine on the sky!! Stop emo!! 

Random

Random enough if I'll open my blog and decided to write something on it.

It is few month i decide to cold down my blog. Actively in twitter. This is how i control my emotional. 

Everytime i open this dustbin of feeling, that means.. I do not like my feeling right now and there is no way for me to release it out.

I found out going to gym to kill my time.. To kill my stress.. To kill the random thought that i wish to escape..

However.. Few months later.. The commitment gone.. There is a start for me to feel bored saying in the gym..

There has many factors.. 1 might be due to my weight ino drop but is increase after few months.. I'm fed up with the results. Stop calculate the how close the relationship am i with the earth.. 

Back home earlier today as I not using my lunch hour. Founds out this is a bad idea as LRT is packed with people!! No matter what.. Back home.. Bath.. Think no more please roro

My cutie old look

I hate reading tweets.. -old times

But now.. I do enjoying read every single tweet that showed in my twitter.. 

Every account that i am following even ACCA.. I wish to read their updates.. 

1 day.. I saw this.. Similar like this..

2010- ugly

2011 -ugly

2012 -ugly me!!

While.. I wish to raise my hand and shout out OBJECTION loudy!

Abd then i go and dig out my old picture from nicole fb album..

That's me!! 2010 year K trip with young lulu..

I wish to find 2010-1-1 yoyo night the most fattest picture however i wonder at who's album.. Not in kyee.. I asked her.

Wondering... Hurmm..

After seeing this photo.. Hurm.. 

I put down my hand and silently agree with the statement.. Yes..

However.. Very cute right??

That's showed i do really have this time.. The young fresh look.. Oopss.. Should be the young fat look..

To all that do not believe i am fat before.. I will continuously dig out the old me.. I believe 2009-12-31 tat time i'm the most fattest 1.. Any1 have the picture please whatApps me.. I don mind u publicly showed in fb.. 

It's ugly.. But still me.. I cant wipe off the fattest me.. Coz until now.. I am still feel that time.. I live very happy.. 

Cheers, roro

Am i happy?

I am cheerful people.. I admit!

I like to laugh.. Yes i am!

I wish to give you all of my happiness..

Wondering why i am vulnerable these few days.. Getting the job i really wanted.

Coping the obstacles that irritating.. Over and over again with routine daily life.. 

I am become anti-social people.. Outsider do see i'm having lots of friends.. Having crazy days in KL. however.. Deep down in my heart.. I do know that.. I'm wearing my poker face..

Roro.. Stop the fake smile.. How can i really find the old me? Or i just lost her forever?

I wondering what is my aim? I always believe that.. No resolution.. No disaapointment.. No expectation.. No more hurt.. 

Roro.. Stop complaining.. Stop yawning for no reason.. Just another emo day.. 

Strawberries

Never wanted to become a group of strawberry..

But in the reality is.. I do.. I am really vulnerable.. Once push hard.. I'll splash..