Am i happy?

I am cheerful people.. I admit!

I like to laugh.. Yes i am!

I wish to give you all of my happiness..

Wondering why i am vulnerable these few days.. Getting the job i really wanted.

Coping the obstacles that irritating.. Over and over again with routine daily life.. 

I am become anti-social people.. Outsider do see i'm having lots of friends.. Having crazy days in KL. however.. Deep down in my heart.. I do know that.. I'm wearing my poker face..

Roro.. Stop the fake smile.. How can i really find the old me? Or i just lost her forever?

I wondering what is my aim? I always believe that.. No resolution.. No disaapointment.. No expectation.. No more hurt.. 

Roro.. Stop complaining.. Stop yawning for no reason.. Just another emo day..