Random

Random enough if I'll open my blog and decided to write something on it.

It is few month i decide to cold down my blog. Actively in twitter. This is how i control my emotional. 

Everytime i open this dustbin of feeling, that means.. I do not like my feeling right now and there is no way for me to release it out.

I found out going to gym to kill my time.. To kill my stress.. To kill the random thought that i wish to escape..

However.. Few months later.. The commitment gone.. There is a start for me to feel bored saying in the gym..

There has many factors.. 1 might be due to my weight ino drop but is increase after few months.. I'm fed up with the results. Stop calculate the how close the relationship am i with the earth.. 

Back home earlier today as I not using my lunch hour. Founds out this is a bad idea as LRT is packed with people!! No matter what.. Back home.. Bath.. Think no more please roro

My cutie old look

I hate reading tweets.. -old times

But now.. I do enjoying read every single tweet that showed in my twitter.. 

Every account that i am following even ACCA.. I wish to read their updates.. 

1 day.. I saw this.. Similar like this..

2010- ugly

2011 -ugly

2012 -ugly me!!

While.. I wish to raise my hand and shout out OBJECTION loudy!

Abd then i go and dig out my old picture from nicole fb album..

That's me!! 2010 year K trip with young lulu..

I wish to find 2010-1-1 yoyo night the most fattest picture however i wonder at who's album.. Not in kyee.. I asked her.

Wondering... Hurmm..

After seeing this photo.. Hurm.. 

I put down my hand and silently agree with the statement.. Yes..

However.. Very cute right??

That's showed i do really have this time.. The young fresh look.. Oopss.. Should be the young fat look..

To all that do not believe i am fat before.. I will continuously dig out the old me.. I believe 2009-12-31 tat time i'm the most fattest 1.. Any1 have the picture please whatApps me.. I don mind u publicly showed in fb.. 

It's ugly.. But still me.. I cant wipe off the fattest me.. Coz until now.. I am still feel that time.. I live very happy.. 

Cheers, roro

Am i happy?

I am cheerful people.. I admit!

I like to laugh.. Yes i am!

I wish to give you all of my happiness..

Wondering why i am vulnerable these few days.. Getting the job i really wanted.

Coping the obstacles that irritating.. Over and over again with routine daily life.. 

I am become anti-social people.. Outsider do see i'm having lots of friends.. Having crazy days in KL. however.. Deep down in my heart.. I do know that.. I'm wearing my poker face..

Roro.. Stop the fake smile.. How can i really find the old me? Or i just lost her forever?

I wondering what is my aim? I always believe that.. No resolution.. No disaapointment.. No expectation.. No more hurt.. 

Roro.. Stop complaining.. Stop yawning for no reason.. Just another emo day.. 

Strawberries

Never wanted to become a group of strawberry..

But in the reality is.. I do.. I am really vulnerable.. Once push hard.. I'll splash..

想你了!!!

越在乎的人，

＂对不起＂就越不会对你说，就算是我的错。

这世界上只有一个人在我生气时，

为了求我原谅，能做到跪地献茶

这事件让我感觉到，她真的很珍惜我们的友情。

我那时真的自尊高到想放弃友情的地步。

自尊是我的全部，我可以为了保存我的骄傲放弃一切

是她教会我永远都不能对她骄傲，

因为对她，骄傲，这是不存在的。