天使来了

我的衣柜外面有个红红大大的圣诞袜子

圣诞老人会在里面放了很多很多的礼物

其实圣诞老人早在十年前送了几位天使给我

把我今年的袜子放了满满的，满满的友情

涂鸦墙上满满的，满满的祝福

手机信息里

多得数不清的祝贺词

接了无数通的生日歌

今年的我

会不会太幸福了

希望上天不会觉得我幸福太多了决定把它拿走一些

没办法

太幸福了

终会疑神疑鬼

最近每个人都选择要最后一个祝福的人

可能第一个已经被nicole抢了巴

现在公布最后一个

tomato lia lia

我要见见你那所谓的男朋友

女大18变咯

祝福你和他

幸福快乐

祝每个人笑口常开

无聊的一天，午夜的钟声

刚刚静悄悄的响了12下

过了，

别了

我的生日

love, roro

年纪大了

年纪大了，能任性的本钱越来越少

虽说把它remove了，看淡了，知道结果了

有用吗？不会让自己更伤心吗？

明明知道的结果为何还要残忍的把它揭开？

让他在旁边自己慢慢腐烂不好吗？

也许长大了

到时见面也不就是还要堆起一面面具假仁假义？

真的能做些什么吗？

把他两巴掌？

歇斯底里的哭喊？骂架？

使出一哭二闹三上吊？

我很想？我已经在脑海里预演了几百遍

在你面前我也只能装成若无其事欺世骗人

演技好到金马奖影后不会是德娴姐

妍希也不会有机会得到，因为组办单位会把它颁发给我

原来我做的不过是没用的东西

反而令到朋友们奇怪说

骂道干吗delete啊？

于是乎

在今天结束的前15分钟

补了回去

（其实，reply少我也蛮感谢的）

pre

seeing people busy with assignment + don know busy wat

but still able to get out having short, fast early bday celebration

kinda understand why we are so embarrasing when people singing bday song to you

but u wont feel anything when u r the one who singing!

i keep on pointing anyone on the table saying that they are main character not me~



thank you.

for the cake..

they buy me a small cup cake coz they know i hate eat cake

if i know today have cake.. i will not eat the small fish as my dinner

i love the surprise!

actually i juz waiting for the scraf..

i dint mean to make u guys pokai..

i know it is expensive..

but still.. thank you..

this is much more out of my expectation..

i'm keep on wondering how to selit in my bag..

my aunt will gonna scold me coz she tell me there is no need bring so many things go there..

thou hat, glove my aunt there have lots..

but i still want bring them go there..

coz this is all your love!


the 1st year i dint go out celebrate my bday..

(i'm not pointing/refering any1)

i know you guys very busy..

i should grow up ad..

there is just another normal day like everyday..

nothing special..

there is no need for me to insits having a crazy party

with such small, warm, gathering..

i am blessed.

i have actually just finish my blessed bday with you guys

there is nothing i regret



to the people who just recover from fever,
thank you for today and plz take care yourself, rushing assignment is 1 things.. sleep also very important.

to the people who stupid doing assignment with no technique
thank you for today and hope my tips can help you in doing your assignment.. i'm juz a lazy bum to assignment.. if u scare plagurism.. plz get the software "viper"

to the people who having short holiday with her brother who back to help to take care of shop..
thank you for today and plz come here system barter with me and i need accompany from friends and now u are the 1 who most free for now.

to the people who be a "lightbulb" for whole day.
thank you for today and... how come u go there without us?

to the 2 gentlemens who i dint meet for so long
thank you for today and so sorry just can have a short time gathering. rest well for today coz i heard u guys outing for whole day..

to the people who not in kk area now but still cares me in this special day,
thank you for today.. i love the present very much! it have soo sooo many things..
there have your love, your care, and of coz the most important things.. your money.. haha.. once again.. surprised!! and.. i really don mean to make u guys pokai~ i really juz want a scraf.. really..

am i should juz let over??
you guys haven start working but stil spend so many money on me..
i feel so paiseh..
like nic's theory, u treat me pizza, i treat u KFC.

to the people who cares me, loves me, wish me..
thank you~!!

the last day acting a little girl..
at least.. after today.. officially..
hate to grow up.

love, roro

前夕

亲爱的
my dear

别想多了
don think too much

摸摸自己的头
touching my head

不是已经预想了的吗？
that is wat i'm predicted

不是给自己做了很多很多的心理准备吗？
im ad phyco myself as so many times..

为什么事实的发展如我所料我还是那么的伤心？
but why when reality goes same with wat i think that will makes me so hurt?


当初挣扎着早点离开还是做了错误的选择吗？
am i make a wrong decision at 1st?

明明知道这段期间他们那么忙还是想给他们惹麻烦吗？
i have ad predict they are so busy at this time, and why i am still want to chose to bother them?

不是要长大了吗？
grow up?

不是说过不要这么任性吗？
don be so childish!

不是吗？
telling myself as so many times and still failed to do it.

臭小孩！！
stupid girl!



看见他们为了补偿做了那么多事
seeing them do so many things because of me

其实心里过意不去
feel so paiseh

我不是故意的
i'm not intend to show it..

其实你们也不需要这样做
actually you guys no need to do so much

当然你们的举动让我真得很感动
but of course your action melt my heart

真得让我很感动
i mean it.. really..

或许我真的是太贪心了
i'm just too greedy

我开始可以明白
i'm started understand

为何小孩只要父母的陪伴
there is why we want people accompany

而不是满屋子的礼物
but not the present

it's time to grow up!

thinks lots!
(hurm.. no at all.. i think only cost me 5 seconds)
make a decision i wish to make previous years ago..
finally.. i did it..
guess wat..

it juz a simple thing to remove my bday date from my facebook profile
so that my bday wont shows up during that day..
i know getting wishes from everyone is blessed
but.. i feel it too.. mechanically..

mayb u think is small things.. but for me..
i think it is greatest action i have done..
(does it sound serious?)
i try to change myself from doing this decision.
it's inspiring me when David says to me..
the people really remembered your bday is much more precious than crowded people wish happy bday to you..

but more people wishing you happy bday is not a bad thing.. doesnt it? haha
juz scold me lazy replying 1 by 1 ba.. no la!!
it's time for me to grow up.
think more mature..
not to see some small things in BIG things..

i remember i i damn care abt those who i care wish to me..
when u dint..(for those i care) i will hurt and moody for whole day
but now.. i know how busy life are..
i'm your friend should not quarrel with u in this small little things

this year, there is no counting how many ppl wish me..
how many ppl dint.. juz.. biar it..
and.. wish i really not so 执著like last few years..
this is juz a small things..

Always remember.. no High expectation.. you wont feel hurt more when face the cruel reality

*expectation is always lose to reality*

love, roro