前夕

亲爱的
my dear

别想多了
don think too much

摸摸自己的头
touching my head

不是已经预想了的吗？
that is wat i'm predicted

不是给自己做了很多很多的心理准备吗？
im ad phyco myself as so many times..

为什么事实的发展如我所料我还是那么的伤心？
but why when reality goes same with wat i think that will makes me so hurt?


当初挣扎着早点离开还是做了错误的选择吗？
am i make a wrong decision at 1st?

明明知道这段期间他们那么忙还是想给他们惹麻烦吗？
i have ad predict they are so busy at this time, and why i am still want to chose to bother them?

不是要长大了吗？
grow up?

不是说过不要这么任性吗？
don be so childish!

不是吗？
telling myself as so many times and still failed to do it.

臭小孩！！
stupid girl!



看见他们为了补偿做了那么多事
seeing them do so many things because of me

其实心里过意不去
feel so paiseh

我不是故意的
i'm not intend to show it..

其实你们也不需要这样做
actually you guys no need to do so much

当然你们的举动让我真得很感动
but of course your action melt my heart

真得让我很感动
i mean it.. really..

或许我真的是太贪心了
i'm just too greedy

我开始可以明白
i'm started understand

为何小孩只要父母的陪伴
there is why we want people accompany

而不是满屋子的礼物
but not the present