planning is not always planning

my perfect plan.. 10 days to beigium(1 day), paris(4 days), italy(5 days) then back to disneyland, Paris celebrate xmas with aunty and her family.. then back to Netherland together..

who knows.. yesterday go to the travel office... wat the?! the group to italy is full?! shit!! how come? your plan say.. 一定出发不计人数~ then now what? damn it!! u guys still dare to ask me why so stubborn muz get the package.. what service u offer now oh? damn angry...

shit shit shit..my paris.. my italy... they ask me change package.. change.. prague, budapest, lucerne (7 days package) which i only interested in prague in this package and i have to pay air ticket to frankfurt which is euro 100 to meet them.. or.. frankfurt, brussel, paris..(7 days) yeah.. if want to change.. then i will choose this.. at least.. i can go paris, brussel.. but.. italy... my lovely italy.... sobs sobs..

my aunt say... don follow tour lo.. take plane go rome urself.. then go pisa, rome, florence, venice, vatican(those place in italy that i like) but.. huh? if go by myself sure very expensive.. and.. now so rush.. how to find cheap hotel and transport and..... !@#$%^&^%$#@ damn it!!!

or.. go to england lo.. (yeah.. i prefer this plan) find sharon, find yvonne, find david.. make this trip to gathering trip~ Lol!! but.. my italy ar... sobs sobs..

now.. my aunt say.. wait her friend come wor.. coz her friend parents come here kai kai too.. ask them want go italy or not.. if want.. then we(sis and i) plus 3 of them.. 5 ppl make a team tour go there.. expensive than my original plan.. but cheaper than if i choose go alone.. but.. they want meh? have to wait monday to confirmed.. i wish they can lo.. my italy.. i know i'm stubborn.. y keep on italy?? i know i know..

my choice is.. the frankfurt, brussel that package lo.. i don mind liao.. next time summer day i come wit si Lai gang to italy.. i really don mind.. (!@#$#@@#$) shit!!! i really hate the company.. i hate that y i do it last minute.. (my aunt also scold herself.. coz we plan it month ago.. tat time we go register we are late 5 mins.. 5 mins only!!! then full..) celaka!! i really hate this!!

i tot my plan is the perfect plan.. who knows.. god incharge everything.. mayb.. He has another great plan for me.. but... sobs sobs.. i cant understand your plan now.. i'm sad.. i want go back liao.. sobs sobs.. when i get the news.. i juz wish i juz stay in holland.. i don want go anywhere liao..

stupid roanne.. come here so expensive.. don want play gao gao juz back? sobs sobs.. i want play ar.. but in the place i don interested? ( i never do any reseach on those country) and not interested still want i wasted money? (everyday also have to spent de wor!!)

sobs.. sobs.. italy.. i hope i can see you.. in this winter time.. so cold.. i still want to meet u.. i don care so cold or wat.. i don care i cant enter to my pics.. i juz want to see u with my own eyes!! i don want pics.. i'm done listen the great stories from friend, web.. i want to see you!! but i don want waste 10x money compared to my ori plan..

england lo if like that.. no kai kai.. juz go meet sharon.. stay at her dorm eat with her.. sleep with her.. talk with her.. go and take the telephone pondok which superman change his clothes inside... that's all.. but i heard england colder than here wor.. sobs sobs.. i hate winter now.. next time i want come her on springggg!!!arrgghhhh!!!

!@#$@, roro