her choices

my sister wanna choose science stream for her next year..
science? haha.. damn agree she need to choose it..
then u can change or wat also very easy..
but.. she say.. she damn like, love science..
hurm... doubting.. really?

i tot i like account.. but now i damn regret also..
hahaha..
but i also have no other choices liao..

juz realize.. my dad damn angry for those people who choose another work after the degree..
example.. studying bachelor of accounting.. but i feel that.. lawyer is more suitable for me.
decide to change it after get my degree cert..

he is ever and never forgive me if i choose to do it..
wasting time.. stupid.. don know sendiri want apa?
walao... he hopes my sis can be doctor.. or study pharmacy..
my sis.. wat she want?

she told me.. 5 years ago. she wish to go taiwan study.. chinese.. tat time she love it vey much..
now? i bet she forget the wishes she has told me 5 years ago..
she definitely don want be doctor..
poor daddy.. no people want to do doctor in this family..
which is he hopes it when 1st child is born..

wat u want jek? i scare.. i scare she don know how to choose then..
her future is spoiled.. but think more further..
everyone has to go through all of this by themself..
no1 can help.. don worry about the money..
dakoko's education fees.. daddy mummy has paid it..
mine.. petronas...
for you.. ask dakoko spent!!
who ask him used so many money?!

now still hate him coz use all the money..
makes me.. makes me there is no extra for me to study overseas..
i hate you!!

for next generation parents..
please plan wisely.. the education fees..
plz let every of your child has same chance..
equally.. can go studies..

i still remember when they say..
plz choose local U.. if not.. u really no need to study..
i have no money...
this word.. i think they forget d..
but i never forget about it..

this makes me.. more independent..
don worry. u no money spent on me..
i find it myself..
sending many of my resume to companies...
wish to get scholarship..
finally.. i get it..

no doubt that the word hurts me..
they think that girl no need study so much(isi tersirat)
as i think.. but this..
create nowadays me.
the special me.. the 1 i love..