希望她不再会是乖妹

there has a chubby girl request me write a long post for her, tmrow is the day she need to fly back to her jail and continue her studies, so, why don i just simply use few minutes to write a post wish her yi lu shun feng? girl, you ask me to write ya, please don feel any uncomfortable in this post. because, the long post you request need many story to fulfill the criteria of long post.

cindy, look at you, i will think of my past. my past tense, which i been hurted by my besties. this is because the way you treat people, is almost same with my past tense. i am not saying this is wrong, but i think that you are not good in protecting you and also camouflage yourself. you are making yourself like 付出很多但却可能得不到同等回报~

actually, i quite jealous with you. hurm, more exactly word is bu shuang. LoL! cause of you have a 幸福家庭~daddy loves you and mummy loves you makes you have no chance get to knows how cruel is the reality. mayb that you haven experience something that can make you 摆脱单纯~ 1 week holiday also need to buy ticket fly back home? hurm. for me, i will think that that is a waste. 1 week study week also need to fly back home? hurm. speechless.

at my place, there is only 娇娇女 will go back. and yet, you know i bu shuang jiao jiao nv. how much is the cost of fare ticket? mayb that you think rm900 is very cheap but you know? the most expensive fare ticket that i spend is only RM400 and it is return flight. and start from year 2, i am using my own money to buy the ticket. i mean like, can you imagine how long that you have to earn back the RM900? why dont you use the money to go travel?

Raya Time in my university life, we will go travel, penang,perak,melaka. eat the satay celup, meet new friends, or go to do a part time job. that will expnd your network and also your view of eye sight of this world. and i tell you.. you go travel whole these place in this 1 week also no need rm900. half of it should be enough.

study week going back study? hurm. i think this is your habit, i cant say anything of it. what can i say is the study we spend in university. all of us don dare to go back hometown, cause this is the time we start pecutan, we stay together to survive. anything that i don understand i can ask my "GOD coursemate" we can discuss together to get the most appropriate answer, can you do this in your home? especially in study week, there sure have many tips from lecturer during these time, you missed out 1 time then is you rugi. i am not sure i go bak hometown am i will study? no! i will go out yamca with you guys, come back hometown also dint ask us go out yamca? next time when you want ask people go out yamca, people also don wan choi you.

1 word, jealous! i do jealous. cause you still keep your 赤子之心~but sometime i feel like is fake, how come there have people still clean after few years dint meet? after years in outside? you said i owe you many of my stories. yes i do. but i want to keep this stories till you exchange your stories wit me. dont say you have no story, if no stories experience one. i think you also hate that you tell your story but i dint share with you my story.

i want to know why your ex roommate want to change the room? i want to know, (you don know? why you dint ask) i want to know your feelings. this is exchange. we are not pop star, we no need have a small little fans who will 崇拜地, 陶醉地 at us when we sharing session. we need a friend who will give us her own opinion about this matter.

kiw kiw, try to go out from your safety box, experience something that you haven experience.
no matter it is good or bad, cause everything makes you learning.

kiw kiw, try to get know your weaknesses and get through it makes yourself become more confident and charming!

kiw kiw, try to know why people bu shuang at you and correct it, but remember! those who cares don mind, those who mind dont care!

thanks for everything, this 2 months, ( i dint include the time u in aimst, cause i don think that you have left us) ( but this is not good! you should concentrate in your studies!) ( you have to makes us to miss you not keep on remind us to miss you 这是最高境界的地步）

thanks for keep on supporting me no matter i do it wrong or right.

please forgive me if i have do,say, act, or watever that makes you feel sad, uncomfortable, everything in negative..( if positive like make you happy please remember to praise me)

用自己的眼看清世界
用自己的心分辨对错
用自己的手探险冒险
用自己的脚踏出无数个回忆~

希望。有天。能听见。一个。属于你。精彩的。故事。

love, roro

special guest - hamsap

there is not many guy in our gang, and i just realize it yesterday. yesterday lulu sms me says that there have 1 special is joining us and he is super duper hamsap. i keep on wondering who's the guy is hamsap in our gang. but end up, yeah! i cant named any1 in KK who is hamsap, maybe cause of there is too little guy that we have.

pardon me i cant named the person who i named to lulu, sorry i am not think that you are hamsap, but there is the guy i can think is lokyuk_ians and also who still staying in KK. yesterday the whole 1 hour i keep on guessing who is the man, and yet, my mind is all 7799-thun siew yuan. he is the famous hamsap in university.

why his nickname is Hamsap? actually i also forget the story begin. 7799, i miss you guys. please give me some news let me kepo kepo. i miss the shopping time, i miss the food hunter time. i miss crazy TMC gang which will bring me crazy whole night let me feel that we have qing chun there is no need sleep in the night. i miss those 38 po who will bring me go out rest a while when i meet some difficulties, i miss those time you guys dapao dapao nice food from hometown and let me eat while lecturer is lecturing.

Oops! out of topic. back to special guest. there is too little candidate i can named in KK, mayb because of in secondary school, girl and boy are shy, there is not dare to move further step so i did not manage to get as more as "boy friend" as i in university.

T-dore, the special guest. really been zha dao by lulu. i am still guessing who is him before enter cindy's house. i check the shoes check whether wat is his style(the way he choose the shoes to wear). but end up, is khai yee's baby, T-dore.

hi, T-dore, nice to meet you! your nickname create by lulu, hamsap. does it sound bad? but you o need feel upset, your mom is create another nickname for lulu to help you revenge. and i'm not gong to spread it at here. i scare lulu will kill me! (we let khai yee and lulu fighting)

T-dore is poodle, the dog never grow up, according to his mom. i hate when the things, ppl,pet is growing up. cause it turn uncontrollable, ugly, powerful, complex and whatever. yes. i admit i like to see lengzai leng lui and also cute things. i hate when my sis is grow up, makes me cant bully her just like when she is small, i hat digi when it grows up, she has more power to bully me. when she was small, she bark to stranger, i can shut her mouth just like khai yee did to her T-dore, but when digi is growing up, you need more strengths to catch her and shut her mouth up. i hate it!

Poodle is also called german shepherd dog, look at him, i start to recall back how cute is digi when she was small. we do think of buy another dog to accompany digi, i like poodle, my bro like Tamaskan Dog，my dakoko like bulldog, my sis like chihuahua. there is too many choices end up left digi alone.

T-dore, wish you stay cute, energetic,Hamsap forever!

love, roro

Those who care won't mind and those who mind don't care.

Those who care won't mind and those who mind don't care.

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Those who care won't mind and those who mind don't care.

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Those who care won't mind and those who mind don't care.

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Those who care won't mind and those who mind don't care.

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Those who care won't mind and those who mind don't care.

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Those who care won't mind and those who mind don't care.

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Those who care won't mind and those who mind don't care.

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Those who care won't mind and those who mind don't care.

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remember who telling me this?
yeah.. is you.. no matter what..
thanks!
no more EMO..
left it behind!

love, roro

幸福

幸福就是开心时有人陪着出去吃大餐，
难过时有人拍拍自己的肩膀递上一杯温热的咖啡，
犹豫不决时有人像灯塔一样照亮我前进的方向，
累了倦了时发现有人一直在不远处默默守侯。
你幸福了吗？？

我还没有~ 你呢？

不喜欢这幅身子

回到来见了多少个医生
都不可以不承认我是体弱多病的小孩了
左痛右痛
上痛下痛
累