tired heart? tired mind.

i wish i born as rich
so i can no need worried financial problem.
i can spend whatever i like

i wish i born to have a nice body shape
so i can no need worried..
i can eat any food i like..

i wish the world there is no difficulties..
so i no need so frustrated.

i thought today is a great day
who knows it turns out..
it is a phantom dessert..

no people likes to been rejected.
even i don like..
i hope i am lovely..
every1 likes me..
interviewer likes me..
i can don like the job..
i can treat it as toy..
but i hope the toy likes me..
who knows toys has feeling too..
it rejects me..
feel hurt even i treat the job like toys..

i'm not a good sister..
i'm not a good friend..
i don know how to settle..
i don know how to console..

i am a good listener..
coz i'm 38 person..
i always knew that..
with more story i heard..
it enlighten, surprise my bored day..
but today..
i don want heard the news..
their news..

it nearly 2am in the morning..
tired body..
tired mind..
everything is tired..
however,
uncle zhou gong refuse to find me..
he knews i'm not happy

who is still awake in this hour?
love, roro