black pearl

i cant say i like become black..
i cant say i like black pearl more than white pearl.
black pearl is more worth than white pearl..
my friend used to comfort me black is better than white..

however.. my skin is easy to get black..
sikit sikit ad.. hurm..
8 hours road trip..
is tiring.. i don think i can handle it anymore..

but.. the underworld.. is too beautiful..
too bad cant take the beautiful pic to have a memory..
i like beach and mountain..
maybe because i'm sabahan..
Sabah always represent nature..
when i smell the sea, the mountain..
i feel that.. i am near to my home..

the 3 days.. i don really know which island i had been..
many islands..
small, big, famous, unfamous... i don know..
hahaha..
i know redang... the summer momo tea..
lang tengah.. love u u..
perhentian..
wat else??
i don know.. too many.. i juz follow.. follow..
hahaha..

this is the trip i have no do any homework..
wat resort we stay?don know.
wat time we shud reach? don know.
don know donknow don know..

y? busy for korean exam?
haha.. i think because of i truested 7799..
friends that know each other for 4 years..
apa apa dirty stuff, unhappy stuff.. apa apa sahaja also can talk out..
no need scare face.. no image at all..
the relationship that i feel comfortable..
it is reluctant for me to leave them..

end of the month..
live it as end of my life..
keep on create memories with them..

20 may.. wake up.. sing K for 6 hours..
but i don feel is enough!!
i want sing more!! hahaha..
kok yoong ask me can open a room for myself..
coz all the song i request they all don know and never heard before~
am i too outdated? hahaha..
coz the song they order... i also don know how to sing..
T_____T

6.30 pm.. as usual.. wednesday dinner..
Starbucks~
7.00pm hurry hurry.. palli palli-korean "hurry"
we need to rush to the train station there.. 9.30pm bus..
palli palli.. palli ka!!
this word i keep on shout.. hahaha..
excited excited.. but all these..
8 hours bus.. makes my mood.. downnnn...
whole night doom doom doom..
doom here doom there..
double decker...
no nice and comfort sleep..
tada.. 5.30am.. finally.. terengganu reached!
"we all don know where we are.. some say.. pahang.. some say kelantan some say terengganu.."
but.. do we really know the exact place of terengganu?
haha.. 7799 geography failed!!
haha.. cant say whole 7799.. only those noob noob like me.. failed!!

reach there.. speed boat half an hour 8am..
checked in..SLEEP!!
noon makan makan..
1pm.. snorkeling..
i don know how to swim..
training time!!
i have life jacket.. but.. from point A to point B..
need half an hour to reach there with help of life jacket..
half an hour.. too slow d..

the mask keep on masuk air..
scare... alone.. i feel like i don wan snorkeling d!!
i want give up!!
better! lazy le.. no sun.. no black..
no energy no tired.. hahaha!! great plan!
after that.. i refuse to go down to the sea anymore..
even thou they say got baby shark.. got turtle.. apa apa..
i don wan!! blekk!!

the driver of speedboat.. here his name.. Kan..
very CUTE
he know my situation..
therefore.. tada~
he is my personal trainer..
bring me here and there.. langsung no need swim..
he bring me honeymoon..
capture some fish for me to see.. hand on hand go here and there..
wat i can say.. he treat me like a queen..

many many divers at there..
90% women... they called me..
*happy* LoL!
7799 don dare kacao me dating..
because of them.. i don know spell right or not the name..
ah seng, kan, ejack..
u guys make this trip wonderful and complete..
thank you!!

we have exchange phone number..
he called me yesterday just right after i back to KL..
ask me.. when can i go there again?
i told him.. where got so many money?
he said.. when you come here.. u r my girl and no need spend anything..
kinda touch..

however, i know.. juz friend for now..
i intro carmen to him.. ask him treat carmen wanxin them well when they reach there..
people who grown up in the beach..
they are strong..
their body shape is not like ah bong very big macho..
but.. strong.. kinda my feel..
i don like big guy..
but i like tough guy!

he is strong till can carry fat fat me.. princess hug..
u cant believe he is still slimmer than me but still cant carry me..
however.. if work in office.. there is no such strong guy anymore..
but.. work like this no much money de wor.. haih...
don think too much..
just enjoy the moment being chasing..
but i feel i'm using him..
wanna confess wit him that..

not to reply his message?
not to catch his phone?
i don know what should i do..

love, roro