commit suicide

think of commit suicide when i was small..

10 years old.. i'm hiding myself in the corner..

crying... take a knife wanna cut myself.. hurt myself..

it is hurt.. there is bleeding.. but.. not serious till die..

i thought that we are small..

we are immature.. then we will do this action~

my fre.. she wanted to commit suicide coz of her bf ffk her..

she told me she took 20 pils of panadol..

i'm worried.. i feel scared.. i cried.. i ask her go and see doctor..

she promised me will go see doctor and wash her stomach~

at the end.. she dint do it..

they said she is lie to me.. where got people took 20 pils of panadol then still can fight with her bf~

my fren.. as a doctor.. she said.. she watch her patient~ took 15 pills of panadol.. suffer till keep vomit..

until her stomach has finish clean...

what i meant for you?